Everything I fucking do,
Life is on hardmode. Anything i turn my hand to I struggle. Everything. 25 and still trying to drive. Failed a test today. Fucking sick of this, why does it seem like I am the only one who had to put effort into things. I am just a fucking loser and I should accept that. I'm not as smart as I thought, I'm actually quite dumb
Lol I'll never try to drive because driving is a responsibility and I hate those
Can't even make a threat right. Going to take a bunch of Diazepam and get high off some weed. I miss my dog.
>>34540262
29 here, I still don't drive. Just never could get the hang of it and don't really care that much about it anyway. The bus works and is cheaper than owning a car so I'm not even mad though.
>>34540341
Not where I live... The buss is fucking expensive. 5er for a return and the journy is not even that long... Takes me 40 mins to walk or 5 pounds and 10 mins buss ride. I can't do that everyday. I have been out of work for 4 years so I have no money. Doctor refuses to sign me off so I can't get any benefits(Neet bux)
Was making playlists yesterday to play as I drive, was hyped. Even that was too big of a dream. I guess it serves me right for thinking I could actually accomplish something. I should just stay in my place...