>20 year old NEET
>trying to get life together because what else am i going to do
>get GED
>try to get driver's license but find out that my brain is too fried to drive
>definitely too fired to hold a job
>need help
>need meds according to a counselor i saw
>get insurance
>didn't really understand insurance, still don't
>turns out my insurance is shit and nobody accepts it
>spent the last week calling the few people who take my insurance
>on hold forever and give up
>wrong phone number
>"we're not accepting new patients at this time"
>"we're not accepting your insurance anymore"
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE
I tried. I really did. It's like the universe is telling me to sit down and shut up. I guess i'm going to live like this. I'm going to cancel this bullshit insurance after already dropping $150 into it for no reason. I've already sent an application to Walmart. I'll be the autist who rides his bike to work and stocks shelves. I don't care anymore.
Find a few broken people like yourself and spend rest of your life doing drugs and going to psychedelic festivals with them. You will lose your self-awareness about having a bad life after a while because lots of drugs.
>>34522105
I don't do drugs or even drink. They don't do anything for me other than increase/decrease my constant anxiety
>>34522143
What drugs did you try so far?
>>34522014
try being 26 in yur position normie
og og
>>34522014
Go to job corps the place is full of robots getting reboots they Litterally will take care of everything that you are talking about.
I want to do that GED test
>>34522014
I hope that this serves as a lesson that if you try things you will surely fail
>>34522014
How'd you fry your brain?
>>34522900
>I hope that this serves as a lesson that if you try things you will surely fail
but if you really want something you gotta work past all the failures
its like the lightbulbman once said "yeah i made a lightbulb but i also learned a shitload of ways to not make one"
same applies to living a decent life
why don't you just use obabocare
>>34522014
I'm you from 2 years ago. 18 and hope to get my license and GED
I think i'm going to join the army. I'm only 2 pounds away from the medical weight standards and i've been losing weight. After reading all the recruitment information again, I feel like that kind of environment will either make or break me. It's my last shot before I go become a forest wizard.
>>34523279
4 years of isolated depression surrounded by memes and pornography. Along with with a family history of mental illness and being born an aspie to a family who didn't care about me
>>34523333
That's what I did. I signed up on the website and these people called me and sold me the plan.
>20
>made some friends, though not intentionally
>started doing light drugs, weed/phsycadelics
>taking road test next month
>going to apply to work after road test
>likely going to state college for IT shit
>every moment outside of my room is agony
>i only see my friends, who I like, out of a feeling of obligation to them
>i hoard money and have nothing to spend it on. If I get a job, it will be for nothing immediate
>i have nowhere to drive to except work
>the idea of college and being an adult makes me want to kill myself
I'm really just hoping I break one day. I'd rather be a truely hopeless scumbag than a faggot constantly in limbo, too depressed to do anything but what's required, working a job i hate and having nothing and nobody to enjoy or love.
>>34523636
>every moment outside of my room is agony
i know this feel
>>34522014
Just have to hang in there. I'm 23 and taking highschool classes because i'm a disfunctional loser. I'm a brainlet so i'm pretty dumb, i'm gonna get shit grades and i probably won't get an education beyond highschool.
I got a drivers license though, but i'm still living with my parents.
i guess you just have to stay in the game and keep trying. i''m not american though and i can't say how it works over there, but i know that i'm going to keep trying. I'm probably not going to get a good result, i'm probably going to fail, but i'm going to keep trying.
>Every day it gets a little easier. But you have to do it every day. That's the hard part. But it does get easier.