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>>34517810
>tfw 24
>tfw stiII in uni

>>34517835
>25
>considering going to Uni after
7 years of retail work

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>>34517810
I got absolutely no work done and am irreperably behind. Just fuck my shit up familia

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>>34517810
>tfw have 500 word essay due in a month

Just fuck my shit up fampai

>>34517810

Nope. Just another weekend spent doing absolutely nothing. I'm reaching a point beyond saving this semester, again.

>>34517835
>>34517839
25 here, we are all going to make it. Someday.

>>34517835
29 going on 30 and still in uni here

wont graduate until 32+

I'm mostly on track with everything except meeting people.

I'm more organized and productive than I've ever been and I still feel overwhelmed.

>>34517948
stale meme t.bh

>tfw failing most of my classes
I just want to give up. I changed my major three times already. Who would even hire me with a history like that.

Thank god uni is free here

>this qt Asian girl finally came to class today
>she doesn't seem to know anyone in class, keeps looking around seemingly lonely
>I try to talk to her and ask why she hasn't been coming to class lately
>she says she just couldn't wake up
>I spill my spaghetti and stutter
>I don't know anyone in class either
>try to get her number but she thinks I'm hitting on her
>leaves with a smirk saying she has another class
I bet she didn't even need me anyway because she has other chink friends to help her out. Fuck

>talk to a fellow robot from junior high and high school
>try to befriend him because he always seems lonely
>he tells me fuck you when I ask him to work together on an assignment
what the fuck...

>>34520074
>try to befriend a girl
>she thinks you are hitting on here and starts ignoring you/ starts getting flirty with you
every time. It's not my fault this goddamn major is 70% female and all the males are weird autists or chads

I just want an industrious study mate to pull me through uni ;_;

>33% in calculus
>A's in all classes
>Can tell my calculus teacher already doesn't like me
JUST

>>34517810
>first day of spring semester is today
>last night assume I have no homework due before semester actually starts
>last night read syllabi of all my classes
>find assignment due 8am on the first day of classes
>takes me 3 hours to complete
>end up getting 4 hours of sleep
>attendance is manadatory for all my classes

The semester just started and I want to drop out already.

>>34520118
Ikr... But those types usually are Stacy sluts

Fuck I just wanted a study buddy

>>34520074
You acknowledged she's cute and that's why you went up to her. You were hitting on her.

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>>34520074
>>34520143
>>34520118
>looking for study buddies
>not love
terminal yellow fever here, dying inside everyday as I see azn qt3.14s in uni just existing
feeling so hopeless every single fucking day

>>34520182
m8 I will start looking for love once I conquer my existential fear of dropping out and landing on the streets.

My exam anxiety is consuming my life. I couldn't get my dick up if I tried. a smart mommy study buddy is what I need rn

>>34520255
If you're anything like me, this will happen:
>start uni
>get straight Cs
>get gf
>get straight As

A gf kills anxiety and makes you study like a super human.

>>34520297
yeah people have been telling me to at least try to have some fun (or eat regurlarly for that matter) but the anxiety is paralyzing me

this is what you get for being a robot pussy I guess.

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>tfw had to sign up for a management class group for a project last week
>it was random pairings of 3
>got put in a group with 2 qts
> can't stop thinking about how much spaghetti I'm going to fucking spill on a weekly basis
>going to have to 1v2 interact with 2 girls until May
>class isn't even until Wed & Fri and I'm still sweating bullets in dread
FUCK

>>34520155
No I just wanted to be friends with a qt girl

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>>34517835
I graduated at 25. Took about 6 years lol.

>>34517839
>7 years of retail work
Did you at least move up or something to management after that long?

>become (((depressed)))
>stop with thesis
>2 years later I still have to graduate
I just wish to die.

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>this morning
>in geography class
>first day
>constantly awkwardly glancing around before class starts cause I don't know what else to do
>prof comes in
>introduces himself
>little bit of time passes
>"Im going to hand out paper folders, and I want you to write your name and a factoid about youself on them, and place them on the computers facing the front!"
>write it upside down
>realized too late
>only one other person did the same, and I'm pretty sure he's autistic
>"We're going to go in order saying your names and a fact about yourself!"
>fug
>don't pay attention to everyone's names; trying to think of something interesting about me
>only things I do are watch anime, play vidya, shitpost, and collect records
>decide on collecting records
>I'm next
>say name and almost mess up saying that I collect records
>prof is middle-aged so he's interested, asks me what genre
>say progressive rock, but mini-spaghetti halfway through, felt like my tongue just stopped working, but got the words out
>heart racing
>my turn over
>leg shaking nervously

I think i may have social anxiety or something, and my interesting fact was probably the least interesting, there were people who've visited 15 countries, studied abroad, interned in government positions, and I just collect pieces of plastic.

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>21
>graduating next year
>zero (0) work experience

Might as well not go to uni in the first place.

>>34521207
Come on, fuck that. Literally no one cares.

>>34521207
I'm what people here would consider a cyborg and I still get super nervous in those exact situations where I have to say something about myself in a group. It sounds like those other people just had opportunities you never got. Like seriously, visited 15 countries? Bet their parents paid for it. I'd be touched that the professor acknowledged your hobby even if other people had more "interesting" feats.

>>34521448
>'m what people here would consider a cyborg
So a normalfag

>have to find a place to wright masters thesis
>afraid to go and talk to a professor

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>uni
>trying to lift
>wagecuck
I don't have time for friends or fun

>>34521453
I'm a virgin that only had a 3 month relationship way back when i was 16, I do alright in social situations but I can't get close to people anymore. I say cyborg because my reclusiveness is entirely my own doing.

>>34521518
That's exactly what a normie would say.

original

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>3 weeks in
>already failed my first exam

It's College Algebra.

>>34521518
Geog anon here, and I'm definitely a cyborg too. I hold a hatred for people, do horribly in conversation, feel anxious when around people, but function well enough to not be a normie. But this level of functioning is too far from being a normie, so existence is just pain.

>tfw too late to make friends in classes
>the only people alone are pathetic losers

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excuse my brainletism but i am on my first semester.
How do i know what to study and what not to study for exams?
Also, any other robot in a chem major?

>>34521681
KEK, fucking loser
Should've studied instead of shitposting on a robot board

>>34521738
I was in a chem major, dropped out because of all the white Stacies

>>34521706
I improved a lot by reading Striking Thoughts by Bruce Lee, he had a lot of good lessons for dealing with anxiety and hardship.

>tfw 20 years old second year in freshman courses
>everyone seems creeped out and disturbed when I talk to them

Is it true that people sitting at the back tend to be pathetic loners? The motivated people sit at the front.

>tfw second year
>feel like I've already missed my chances
>have no friends to study together with and boost my motivation
>have no gf
>already burned bridges with a lot of friends
>too lazy to get out there and workout, go to events, etc

>>34521870

Unless you intend to ask the professor questions or something, sitting at the front just means you have to tilt your head up 45 degrees to see the movie projector.

>>34521870
Usually the people in the back are the turbo normies making trouble, robots are wherever the least people are, or wherever they can get out the quickest.

>graduated with shitty history degree a year ago
>worked fast food since
>now mom is bitching at me to get a master's and is threatening to kick me out if I don't at least start taking classes again. My gpa is kinda shitty and I'll probably have to take a few to get it up before even applying to a program.

The ride is starting again, except this time she expects me to both work and go to school. Just kill me f.am

>23 years old
>just graduated, decent school good grades
>no job, not a lot of friends, decent enough guy
>looking for a job, depression and anxiety holding me back
>don't know if i want to go on, life is already so tough
>unsure of future, of life of death

>>34520579
Just be charming and funny lol it's easy

>>34521738
Try to focus more on the general topics rather than every little detail. It's an exam, it can't fit everything you learned into one sitting. And for stuff like chem, get those formulas down pat, practice, practice, practice. I managed to get 10 points higher than average on my chem 1 final even with 2 days of studying, wanna know how? I practiced throughout the semester, I embedded the formulas into my head.

Godspeed, anon.

>>34521915
Yeah so that's the back of the class

>>34521983
thanks, man. I believe i'm getting the hang of it. Its just so overwhelmingly presented to you and its making me nervous. Its a tough transition from the kind of studying back in school where you knew what you had to study

>tfw prefer female friends to male friends
>they think I'm hitting on them somehow

Does anyone have advise on getting jobs or putting yourself out there? I am thinking it's really just a numbers game where you have to keep applying and applying but every time I get a rejection I just take it so personal, it fucking sucks,

>>34521207
i had a similar situation back in my first year
>"we are going to go around the room and each person will say their name and one interesting fact about themselves"
>one guy likes cycling and had biked from one end of the country (UK) to the other for charity
>the guy before me was literally the UK under 21 or something taekwondo champion
seriously how do you follow that, i ended up talking to the lecturer about football like some retard because he had an interest in it as well

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>>34521981
>heh just be "insert Chad meme" and you'll be fine anon
>it's easy
Yeah, how about no...
You can't just flick on a switch and become what you're not. This semester is going to be literal hell,I can feel it. I'm just praying we don't have to present a PP too

>talk to advisor about my low GPA problems
>man I would be your friend if you want! You're a nice guy
kek

>>34521915
I just realized I'm a robot, I came here for the memes. And now I'm feeling right at home. Kill me.

>tfw made plenty of female friends and girlfriends in first year
>they're all doing better off now
>they won't even look at me now
>tfw gonna have to go on tinder to find some rich Chinese gf

>>34520779
>I want to be friends with a qt girl

If you want friends, you'd go about it a different way. You'd talk to people who can safely say you have shared interest with, not good looking girls you just want to eye fuck.
You want to convince yourself that you're not like the other guys, and you just want to be her friend. But in the back of your mind, you just want her to serve herself on a silver platter to you, because you did the "right thing" and tried to be her friend. You betas operated so predictably.

>>34522247
Are you a Stacy? Fuck you

I am actually good looking enough, it's why girls are attracted to me

I guess it looks like I'm picking her up when I ask for her number and shit

How do I make it clear that I simply want to be her friend?

The girls serving herself on a silver platter were all Stacies and I'm too lazy

>>34517839
>7 years of retail work

Literally heard someone say this the other day...LIKE WHY. I woulda joined the military after one year of wageslavin'.

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>>34520579
>get paired up with guy and ugly girl
>never interact with the group of qt's

at least you get a chance faggot. I've talked to some of them just to wonder what answers they got and shit. At least you can always talk to them and get their number because you want to check all the data is correct

Do you guys actually try to make classmates? It's a hassle trying to move from seat to seat talking to people

Gets really lonely at the end of the term when you have no one to talk to about your finals and problems

Maybe I'm just a brainlet but I'm also affected by mental illness

>struggling with school work
>decide to take a break and turn on twitch
>some weeb girl is getting paid to live stream while she studies
FUCKING STOP REEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>34522292
>goes up to girl solely because she looks cute
>asks for number
>"lol, I'm not hitting on her. I just wanted to be her friend."
You're a funny person.

>>34522338
girls get easy mode, accept it. Its not something to cry about, its a challenge. You'll work to have a good job and you will be able spread mean rumours about collegues like 'she probably sucked a couple dicks to be here'

>>34522352
>goes up to girl solely because she looks cute
No, it's a different story

She was kind enough to move her seat on the first day of class when I was struggling to find a seat

Since she seemed alone, I found it would be a good idea to be friends. Maybe she's in my major, idk

I guess this is why girls don't want male friends. I swear she thinks I'm some creep stalker because of the desperate vibe I give off

>>34522293
Yeah, but I had a sick mother and family to feed. I guess life doesn't always go as you plan. I would have joined the military in a second if I nigga nigga nigga big ass phat bix nood muh dick poppin dem 9s in da hood homie fried chicken white boi on deez nutz nigga

>>34522338
...blame the retards watching her. They are the cancer making it possible

>>34522316
I'd actually feel more comfortable with dudes or uggos desu,

>>34517810
I work on Friday and Saturday evenings so I spent the entire day yesterday sleeping or playing Battlefield. Didn't get a single thing done but thankfully I only have one class today

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>first month of school over tomorrow
>still no gf

>>34522561
This is a uni thread, not a high school thread.

>tfw missed the best years of my life
>didn't even do much in my first year
>now no one wants to meet new people

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>>34522572
>first month of school over tomorrow
>still no college sloot in my dorm

>first day of semester today
>already had enough

fucks sake lads

>>34521681
Hey, I was ranked 45th out of a class of 45 students in my first math test, and I'm doing good now on my second year.
My advice: organization is the key, schedule your homework.

>>34521870
i sit on the front row every lecture, chads and normies are at the back

>dropped out of college
>no prospects for a year or so
>start working as dishwasher
>quit
>through series of unfortunate events (nobody died) am now running parents business making good money
>millionaire 33 year old chad family friend loves me like a little brother he never had and sees potential in me
>bringing me into his various companies, literally flew on a private jet and am on course to make 150k after taxes this year
I got lucky won't lie

>>34523190
>through series of unfortunate events (nobody died) am now running parents business making good money
How the hell did this happened?
Did you inherit your parents business?

>>34523242
My stepdad was running the business, he got sick and will never work again due to a confusion disorder brought on by nutrition deficiency stemming from life long alcoholism, my mom was divorcing him before this happened (he's a dick and he's burned all his bridges at this point, literally only has his brother who is too nice of a guy to not pick up the pieces) and my mom is currently working for the TSA. The job is pretty sweet, I won't say specifically the business but it maximizes profit on minimal foot traffic so I can spend 8 hours a day dicking around on the internet and usually have around 5 customers come in. I'm at work right now, I've had 5 customers today and we've turned a profit of 700 dollars.

>>34520048
You're the exact reason uni shouldn't be free, becomes over saturated with retards who will be wasting their time because compitition gets harder

>studying abroad
>no friends and family lives 1000 miles away
>failing classes

>>34523396
>compitition

>be me this morning
>wake up
>go to university
>cross a street
>car honks even though I didn't do anything wrong, probably the driver thought I was too slow
>spend rest of the day figuring out, what I've done wrong and why the driver felt the need to honk and whether he was in personal trouble and maybe even in anger because of that leading him to honk

day ruined

Thought university and contact with strangers will cure that kind of autismo

>>34519055
i laughed a lil so stfu

>1000 word essay due in three days
>not even complicated to write
>spent weekend posting on 4chan and being worried about how I'll fuck up the essay
>will likely spend this entire week posting on 4chan and worrying about the essay without writing it

I wasn't meant for uni, it makes me too anxious and depressed. The only pleasure I get anymore is from (you)'s and food.

>>34523468
I know that feel. The smallest things absolutely destroy me.

>>34523666
Are you me? I have a 5 paged double space essay due Thursday night and I can't bring myself to do jack shit

I literally did not leave my room all weekend. I stockpiled food from the dining hall and put it in my mini fridge.
I spoke to no other humans for almost 48 hours.
It was my birthday weekend, robots.
I had a cupcake. Happy 21st.

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>>34523812
Happy birthday anon.

bloxblox

>>34523666
>>34523740
pussies
In high school I wrote a 1000 page article for my school paper about why weed should be legalized while I smoked dude weed lmao, journo teacher loved it and I was probably the most popular kid in school that day, my AP english teacher said "you know anon I really liked your article, very well written but I'm not sure about some of the arguments you made" and the chad in front of me got into an argument with the teacher on my behalf

>>34524022
okay?

I take it you're still in high school.

>>34524022
>high school
Am I supposed to be impressed? Any idiot can pull an all nighter for a high school essay and get an A.

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>>34522398
Did your skin turn black mid sentence?

>>34524213
>>34524108
it wasn't for a grade really though

>>34524022
>1000 page artical
I'm going to assume you meant 1000 words, which is about 4 pages double spaced.
Most college freshmen drink a few beers and writes that same paper for his English 100 class the night before it's due.
Don't get me wrong, it's a good skill to know how to write an essay, but you aren't anything special for doing it.

>>34524395
reading this thread I apparently am pretty special, and yes thats what I meant thank you

>be me
>first semester of software engineering
>Passing with mediocre grades
>Don't do much, really. Usually pull all nighters before assignments are due or i got exams
>Besides that, I usually play WoW like a total autismical faggot.

>Don't get out of my house much.
>College friends like me, but they rarely invite me to places, and they usually go to hteir home towns for the weekend.
>I haven't visited home since uni started
>nogf as one might expect.
>rarely go out to parties. I go regularly to a rock night at the college club.
>Meet some people there, but it always leads nowhere.


>I have usually 2 meals a day, rarely 3
>sometimes order food, and that keeps me going for an entire day or more.
>no physical activity for quite some time

I'm living a pretty depressing life, and I worry that this may be the future I chose.

Any advice for me?

>>34523812
I know that feel, I haven't gone outside or talked to anyone in a week.

>>34517810
>first day of classes
>first one into the classroom, first one to sit down
>qt sits next to me

what do anons

>>34524704
Study a little bit more. Schedule more time to study.
But most people have your social situation in college. It's normal, so don't have high expectations of manic pixie friends that will save you from your shitty life.

>>34524859
TaIk to her

>>34524950
I have expectations that I would be that manic pixie friend. I do fulfill that role in college, I'm usually the flame that gathers moths ( on a sidenote, I HATE being the center of attention; more burdens to bear). But outside of college I rarely get calls. Maybe I should start calling?

Who knows. All i know for now is that I really got to follow your study moar advice. February exams are coming, and I've left Mathematics and Electronics as the dessert to my first semester escapades(woo.)

>>34517835
>tfw 20 and still in hs

At least you dont have to deal with fucking kids

>>34525093
Put calendars on your wall, and write all the exam and project dates. This will give you a basic understanding of when and how much to study for what. Don't stop playing WoW cold turkey, because you're trying to improve your grades to a satisfactory GPA, not to be a fag who doesn't do whatever he feels like.
For me, the calendars were the difference between Cs and Bs. And then then actually studying hard was the difference between Bs and As.

And yeah, everyone wants to be the wild card, but if college was going to be fun, it would have already happened by now.

>>34525216
I have actual nightmares about this.
What's it like? Do you go to school every day?

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>>34525373
>just over 1.5 years into my uni years
>still 0 friends

its so easy to be alone in uni, i wonder how i will do my thesis since you need a group to work together with

also my parents will probably want me to attend the graduation ceremony and afterwards we will have to go home because i have no friends to take pictures of myself with

fuck thiss

>>34525508
wasnt meant as a reply

Can I get a brief summary of queer theory? I have to write a paper about a poem and see how it examines queer theory.

>>34525620
>queer theory
what kind of useless degree teaches you irrelevant shit like that?

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>mfw I'm in love with my professor

She's a cute and I hassle her after every lecture... JUST FUCK MY SHIT UP

>>34525849
It's a Gen-Ed writing class

>professors think i don't respect them/their class/their subject

How do I explain that I'm not participating because I hate myself and I'm terrified of everyone around me? At least two professors every semester call me out on this, nearly always right in the middle of class. All I can do is shrug or stammer out "I don't know"

>>34525373
Yes i just go there and pay atention to the clases. Not too bad but when you are the oldest in hs and see all those young faces having the best time of their lives it makes you feel like shit. i mean i spent all my teen years playing vidya. regret so much, would do anything to go back.

>>34521915
robots sit on the far left and far right sides or against the aisle closest to the exit, regardless of how close or far back (but yeah, wherever the least amount of people are)

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>sit in nearly empty row in lecture
>plenty of open seats in the room
>someone sits right next to me

>>34526382
>robots sit on the far left and far right sides or against the aisle closest to the exit
>sat on far left last semester
>guy sitting next to me was total robot
>sitting in far right this semester
>fat annoying chick sitting next to me moved into the back row after the first day, guy sitting in front of me has robot tendencies
I think you're on to something.

>>34526240
The material you're forced to sit through must be so easy. And there are 13-14 year olds walking the same halls as you.
And the teachers. They're glorified babysitters looking after you, a grown adult.

>>34526240
Can't you just get a GED?

How important are internships? I'm asking this as someone who is graduating next semester and has no internship lined up in Summer. Basically, am I fucked? CS major by the way.

>tfw 12 reading journals are due tomorrow
>only did 3
It's not hard, but it sure is boring writing all of this shit down. I should have just completed them each weekend.

>>34528425
If you're after a non-prestigous 9-5 entry level job that's unrelated or somewhat related to what you're studying then no internship, as long as your grades and extra curriculars aren't complete dogshit then you'll be fine

If you're after a grad role or anything at a prestige firm yeah no internship and you can basically forget about it

I'm a Law student so maybe its different for CS

>>34528593
Pretty much no extra curriculars unless work counts. I am okay with a 9-5 entry level job. I just want to make enough money to move out of my parents house so they will be proud of me.

>>34528645
I think you'll be fine then, I meant people with absolutely nothing other than mediocre uni marks who might need to worry if you have a job you've been working you'll be fine

where do you work? why not just ask them to go full time after you graduate? guaranteed that way and can maybe move up to something better straight off the bat

>>34528768
I work for the University. I don't know if I could really get a full-time position. I will probably just look for full-time jobs around where I live.

>>34517840
I know this feeling all too well, brother.

>fail every class last semester in IT program
>folks will likely kick me out soon
>$7k in sales last 3 months off my shitty no-effort woocomm site
i'll be fine i guess.

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>>34520579
>zoology lab
>randomly assigned to groups
>put into a group with three sorority girls that aren't hot but are also pretty far from ugly
>mfw I'm gay
The only problem is I feel that they think I'm a slacker who won't pull his own weight because I was falling asleep today during a lab.
Oh well.

>>34517835
>20 years
>only just applied

there's people way behind you, lad.

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>glance at girl
>she gives me a look of absolute disgust
I wish I was making this shit up. I barely looked at her, I was looking around for a guy in my project group and we locked eyes

>get email from uni about summer job that pays 2400 a month with paid housing, transportation, and credits.
>fucked up last semester and now i don't meet the gpa requirement.
i hate myself.

>>34521207
My English professor made us do this, except we partnered up with someone and presented their information.
We had to say something interesting we did over the winter break to our partner so they could tell the class. Mine was literally that I worked and watched Netflix. At least 4 other people said they binge watched something for theirs. Literally nobody cares except for autists.

>>34528950
What do you sell?
original

>oh anon, we were at a crazy club last night, next time you HAVE to come with us

h-haha, s-sure

>>34529083
Reselling pc hardware ordered from my local distributor. nothin fancy

>going to graduate college at 19
>am still worse than a child at sustaining myself, and am too stressed out about school to ever learn something like how to cook or drive
>considering going to graduate school; i get good grades but I never participate in anything outside of class and have no real world experience
>get straight A's but constantly fear that the next level of courses for my major will be the ones that weed me out and I'll realize that I'm not good enough to be pursuing this as seriously as others

>>34520182
get rich in stem, then you can get the Korean qts

>>34523076
>rankings
where the fuck do you school?

>>34525070
how? I'm not even memeing at this point, how do you start conversations?

there's a red haired qt3.14 in my class, she sits on th other side of class. How do I make her mine? (also she's probably a Stacy)

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I'm one semester away from graduating and I feel terrible anxiety that I won't get a job because I'm in biochemical engineering, which is apparently the worst engineering field one could have chosen.

>>34529074
Is this "talk about yourself" an American thing? I'm from Europe, and I've never had such an experience in any of my classes. Sounds more like high school to me.

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>>34529074
I guess I'm autistic then. I already suspect that I am though

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>be me
>failed normie
>been NEET for 6 months
>decide to go to Uni to get STEM degree
>go for full immersion and leave home in favor of dorm
>fist day there everyone parties till 2 am
>figure it's just for the first day since classes don't start for a few days
>it's not
>parties continue everyday
>always until 2 am or later
>my classes start at 8 am
>classes are hard as shit
>don't remember shit from highschool
>probably failing math
>financial aid app get rejected because of bureaucratic bullshit
>fucking broke
>parents keep tell me to push through and make friends
>talk about how my older brother too a year to really make friends at college
>"fuck you I couldn't make friends after 4 years of highschool, I definitely can't do it here"
>hate college
>want to die

fuck the college meme

>still made zero (0) friends
>don't talk to anyone, not even a hello
>go to lectures, sit quiet for two hours then go home
>go to seminars
>only talk when I absolutely have to
>go home

kms soon

I just found my fucking key, the one I lost several months go, in my wallet. It was in a compartment I almost never searched.

>>34530224
this. how the fuck are you supposed to talk to people you don't already know? I never learned how.

>>34530279
Holy shit this. I'm involved in multiple activities at my school, and have made only a few acquaintances.

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anyone else here miss the fuck out of high school? everything was so much easier back then, even if you didn't have any friends it didn't seem as bad since you could always skip school and stay home playing vidya.

I hate being an adult.

>>34517810
Am i too old to start university if i'm 22? Should I just kill myself?

>>34530363
most people graduate at 22 mate. just go to trade school. it's way better.

>>34530279
>>34530336

I don't know. No one initiates a conversation with me and I'm not a social person. I think it's because I'm unattractive desu.

>>34530393
What trade should i do?

>>34530346
do you have mandatory attendance?

>>34530346

Yep, had like 30% attendance in all my classes. Lived the life back then.

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>>34530346
Even on the first day of last semester (my first), I knew it was going to be worse than high school. I took for granted how easy shit was back in HS. I had time to play vidya for hours on end when I got home, I actually had friends (frequent socializing), but once the semester heated up, I barely had time to watch an episode of anime. Also, I wasn't 130 miles from home, being forced to live with normies, never having real privacy.

I want to go back desu, I can feel myself losing my sanity and social skills by the minute.

>>34530363
There's a person with white hair in my geography class, you're fine.

is CS a comfy major?

i'm trying to decide if taking the time to self-learning python is a good idea or not

i have friends to guide me through this shit but i'm still shook from all the normie cucks

>>34530514
no, but why would I want to skip classes I'm paying to attend? also you can actually fail college, highschool was unfailable no matter how dumb you are.

>tfw in a course where there are no group projects
>still feel discouraged and judged by all the normie cucks
>social anxiety
CS should be a comfy major for this right?

>>34530560
Fucking this. highschool was the shit even if you were a friendless autist. plus even if you were a kissless virgin you could be content in knowing that at least 60% were also virgins.

I hate how everyone says college is better than highschool, it fucking isn't.

>tfw CS prof is a normie cuck
>always asks questions on spot during class which causes social anxiety
>glares at me during class because im sitting in the back zoning out

>>34530895
>I hate how everyone says college is better than highschool, it fucking isn't.
i know

everyone loses their virginity and makes tons of friends in first year

once you get into second year and third year, it gets really depressing

especially if you're some boring cuck with no friends who can't find friends except online and events

>>34530537
kek, same. my first year I skipped like 55 days and still moved on to the next year. I miss highschool.

>>34530824
maybe you are just stupid?
I skip half the classes and pass without problems

>>34530824
>>34530937
my school has a dumb ass attendance policy, you can't skip more than 3 classes without them threatening to drop you from the class.

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>tfw roommate I have a crush on has a boy in her room
>tfw won't be able to sleep until he leaves because every second until then will be me wondering what they are doing and then perpetually feeling anger and jealousy at the thought
KILL ME I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME

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>>34531114
>tfw every girl I like gets a boyfriend

I think God's trying to tell me something

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>>34517948
>tfw still have to write a sentence for my the sis

does CS have a lot of opportunities without having to network like a normie cuck?

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>>34521207
So? Everyone stutters occasionally. I bet you that nobody in that class remembers you doing so.

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>>34531426
cuck cuck cuck cuck cuck haha ha haaa ha

>>34529175
Why do people buy it from you instead of your supplier?

>>34530927
>everyone

I'm already halfway through my first year, and I haven't made a single friend or even an acquaintance, let alone get close enough to a female to put my penis inside her. But I have a bf back home and he'd be pretty pissed if I cucked him.

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>>34530346
>>34530537
>>34530560
>tfw too smart for high shool
>skip ahead strait to college

I fugged up

>>34517810
>tfw exams are done and for the first time in months, I have free time.

Just bought myself an Xbox One for my downtime. Feels good, man.

>>34530346
>since you could always skip school and stay home playing vidya
The fuck school did you go to? I wasn't able to skip ever.

>>34531986
you must have been doing it wrong.

>>34531986
did you go to private school or something? in public school they let almost anyone pass no matter how bad they do. I knew people who failed algebra 4 times and still graduated on time. I think it's because they get payed based on graduation rates or something.

>tfw had no interest in CS
>decided to switch into it without any discretion
>it's full of first year schizoids
>having to compete with all the brogrammers

>busy as fuck with classes already
>parents forced me to be an RA to save money but i'm a fucking robot so it's like pure torture pretending to be an upbeat social "peer leader"
>always find myself exhausted after a day of classes, meetings, work
>all my peers seem to be able to do all of this while networking with a million people/companies and applying to internships
>I still haven't even managed to write a cover letter

fuck fuck FUCK how do normies do this all of this shit? honestly regular social/romantic interaction must give you magical energy and focus powers

>>34532274
>>34532338
What the fuck? Mom lied to me.

>>34532566
yes

regular social/romantic interaction

sex

working out

it makes a huge difference m8.

i know this because i didn't have a girlfriend, but i've had friends and fwbs before

>>34517810
I spend 4-5 hours in the library everyday, pick up some girls who de-stress with sex after studying, take breaks to read r9k. Not bad, grades up and procrastination and all its horrible effects are non existent. Just head to the library right after class and you should graduate very quickly. Also learn to pick up girls where you get work done.

>>34532624
I worked out last semester and over my break, yes it gives you energy overall but only mildly and takes so much time out of the day including changing clothes, showering after, etc...

>had friends and fwbs before

honestly why the fuck are you here my dude? I started to feel out of touch here for a period after only getting kissed by a blacked-out drunk chick on NYE (and she started yakking/passed out shortly after)

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>>34532608
top fucking kek.

>be me
>in high school
>mom calls me
>tells me it's time for school
>look at the clock
>6:30 am
>fuckthatshit.avi
>go back to sleep
>mom starts yelling at me to get out of bed
>pretend I can't hear her
>starts yelling louder about me missing too much school
>lol whatever.jpeg
>groan and roll over
>starts threatening to call the truancy officer if I don't get up
>ignore her and pretend to be asleep
>sleep till 1 pm
>don't attend school for the rest of the week


can't believe you fell for the truancy officer meme.

>>34517810

>major in English after spending 5-6 years in college
>thought it would only take a year to finish
>was horribly wrong; I'll be close to 26 before getting a useless degree
>fucking hate writing essays, don't understand what's going on half the time

Every decision I've ever made in my life has turned out to be the wrong one

>tfw normies do fuck all revision and still pass exams

>>34532849
Why 5-6 years?

t. fellow English major

>>34532787
>honestly why the fuck are you here my dude? I started to feel out of touch here for a period after only getting kissed by a blacked-out drunk chick on NYE (and she started yakking/passed out shortly after)
I got lucky in my first year, man. girls especially migrants or international students are extremely emotionally vulnerable.

I'm also pretty good looking.

one of the girls i literally felt a sexual attraction and we fucked on the first day

>who /notlazyshitnanymore/ here?

>tfw never studied in the first semester
>get 2.9 gpa
>start reviewing notes in second semester
>get prepared before every class
>get 100 on macro test

feels good man

>>34532779
is this real? this isn't real

>>34532890
they're normies for a reason, they have all the information man.

>>34532624
>tfw mom won't let me go out unless I get straight A's
>I'm 20

How do I socialize then? I want to start working out aswell

>tfw second year
>finally feel confident and hope to
>nope, don't make any friends the first few weeks
>all my other friends are moving forward in life
>social anxiety increasing from all the stupid normies
>harder to make friends

>>34517835
that's not that bad especially if your grad

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hi i have a test on thursday i'm gonna do like shit on because i need to brush up on a semesters worth of french in the next two days and learn the core concepts of this chapter and do the homework and do the bonus assignment so my grade isnt shit and do a big project for another class and basically fucking kill me

>>34533050
>one of the girls i literally felt a sexual attraction and we fucked on the first day

yep and here I am getting all worked up if I even speak to a girl and I don't fuck it up completely.

>>34533161
same here. 2nd year has just gotten harder, most friend groups are already solidified. I have realized at this point its better to hide than make it obvious that you are a lone guy without any real friends

>>34533007

I spent 5-6 years switching majors, I only declared myself as an English major last semester.

You can see why I'm not cut out for this shit kek

>>34533236
RIP. I'm making sure to get out of here as soon as I can with my worthless degree.

>>34533232
>same here. 2nd year has just gotten harder, most friend groups are already solidified. I have realized at this point its better to hide than make it obvious that you are a lone guy without any real friends
yeah but it's still hard

>tfw not stacy enough to be a robot's oneitis and be able to cuck his orbiter ass
>tfw always looking, watching for robots in my classes

>>34533303

Godspeed, friend. If you actually enjoy the process of writing and can get an internship you should be fine. I'll end up in retail again because I give 0 fucks, but we can't all make it :'^)

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>girl leads me on
>she starts fucking other guys and treats me like an orbiter
I know there are other girls, but it still hurts to invest in something like that and see it turn out so badly

>>34533374
Thanks, man. I'll try and put myself out there for that internship. See where it takes me. Take care on your future endeavors, retail or not.

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>>34517835
>26
>will graduate at 27

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anyone else practically teaching yourself the material?

The CS teachers at this school are awful. Just tell you to read the book and barely even teach the information themselves.

Architecture of digital computers is stressing me the fuck out trying to teach this to myself.

>>34533832
this is basically for all university stuff

that's why they say networking is important

>tfw low gpa
>low self esteem
>no friends, quite a few actually hate me for what i've done before
I just want to drop out and be comfy

but my GPA is so low that it'll get me literally nowhere

who /schizoid personality disorder/ here?

>>34534126
Spend all your time at the library. You will stop procrastination and your GPA will go up. The GPA is the first and most important thing to do to boost your self esteem if you are a student. Trust me on this pathway GPA>gym>ladies.

>>34534325
I fucked up and took a full courseload of unnecessary courses

python also takes a lot of time, i mean it's not hard stuff but i'm just traumatized by my low GPA

I'm in love with a girl in one of my classes. I literally can't stop staring at her.

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>get to class early
>sit in usual spot
>girl I talked a bit to a few classes ago comes in
>takes a quick glance around the class then sits next to me
>there were a few empty tables too
>talks to me, says my name often, offers help

Does she think I'm autistic or does she want something else from me? I enjoy not knowing anyone in any of my classes, but I wouldn't mind not being miserably lonely.

>have no friends
>be told that clubs are an easy way to make friends
>literally all of the clubs at my school are shit
>no clubs related to my major
>no qts in the Anime Club and it will likely be fat sperg central, like any other anime club ever
>there are some qt Japanese girls in the Japanese culture club, but if I went there I'd just stick out as the one beta white guy trying to get laid, plus I don't give a shit about Nip culture outside anime
>uni doesn't even have a gaming club, just a Smash club for obnoxious tourneyfags
>everything else is muh diversity minority/feminism bullshit

Fuck this

>>34535194
that's when you know to drop out. kek

>>34534532
Made me sad reading. I've been you before. Some day you will have a girl even more special.

>>34535286
God I hope so. She's so cool, but it's clear from the one time we've spoken that she doesn't share the same infatuation I have.

Now I can't wait for this fucking semester to end so I don't have to see her anymore.

>>34523992
Thank you, man. Goddamn, it feels good to hear someone say that. Thank you, really. I hope someone makes you as happy as you made me.

>>34535331
Don't forget, you aren't alone. Every time you press enter there are thousands people on the other side.

>>34535327
I never post, but stay strong man. I thought I was gonna be single forever. Eventually found a girl that likes shy white guys.

>>34520297
Can confirm. Bombed a semester and got put on probation, got a gf over the break and now we keep each other on top of our studies.

She really makes me a better person.

>>34535428
she would have to be in the same major though right?

>>34521941
i did majors in history and political science, ended up getting a job with the Federal government

Does anyone go to University of Michigan in Ann Arbor? Everyone says it's the best school for autistic STEMlords and I am an autistic STEMlord.

>>34535745
Don't attend it, but I've heard good things about it from others. Consider it.

>>34530537
What the fuck, If I had like 7 absences in a class in high school I would automatically fail it. Came really close to repeating Chemistry even though I had an A.

/r9k/, I fucked up and took all of these courses at the same time:

>sociology
>linear algebra
>calculus II
>python algorithms
>stats

>>34536032

You'll feel cool as fuck when you can take a bunch of random pointless classes later for fun.

>>34536032
HAHAHHAHAHHHHAAAAH

>>34536032
>meme
>fun and important
>easy as fuck, also chill+fun
>cool i guess
>more useful than you think

your load isn't too bad, i did almost the exact same thing last semester and i'm literally retarded

>>34536071
Not when they fail half of those.

I can't tell if these threads make me more or less stressed.

>>34536076
seriously though FUCKING REEEEEEEEEEEEE

WTF WAS I THINKING REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I don't even know if I want CS anymore, the CS department here is seriously shitty

I'm thinking of dropping everything except sociology stats and linear algebra

At least a W would be better.

The workload is fucking killing me, especially CMPUT is just anxiety inducing:
>one test per week
>two assignment per week (one online, one written)
>one assignment per week
>one assignment per week, one lab per week
>one assignment per week

>>34536083
It's different when I already failed last term.

I'm getting panic attacks just looking at python code, even though I could just review them

Also all the freshmen straight out of intro python are super judgmental wtf.

I'm taking a year off after this, fuck.

REEEEEEEEEEEEEE I'M GONNA DROP OUT OF UNI FUCKING I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE FUCK

SO MANY BURNT BRIDGES, EVERYONE THINKS IM SOME WEIRDO CREEP

FEEL SO LONELY

SOCIAL ANXIETY

>>34520297
Fucking opposite over here.

Fights every other week kill productivity,the best part of relationships is that golden period where you both like each other and are waiting for the other to take the first step. Too bad that starts becoming rare after high school.

>have to do stupid ice breaker activity first day of English 102
>get paired with super adorable little mexican chick
>"what kind of job do you want in the future?"
>"i wanna be a video game programmer"
>heart instantly drops (not to mention she loved a plethora of other cool nerdy things
What should i do bros? We dont sit next to each other anymore since the professor gave us a fucking seating chart.

>>34521870
I'm actually pretty motivated in my CS class and friendly while still sitting in the back. It's the internationals that sit in the back who completely zone out.

>>34536296
>want to be a video game programmer
nope she's gonna drop out lmao

>>34536300
>internationals
they have a lot of things going on in life m8, give them a break

>>34536344
Yeah they have a lot going on. Like the Nigerians looking at sneakers all day during lecture than stare over my shoulder while I try to work on programming assignments (if they copy your stuff and get caught, you get expelled and blacklisted.)

>>34530639
Not really.... The stress and pressure for assignments and exams can be pretty intense

>>34535745
I heard it's a pretty good school .The only other thing I know about that school is that their football coach is one of the most insane people on the planet.

Does anyone have any tips for not getting so stressed out from public speaking classes? Or presentations in general. It's the only thing in college that stresses me out no matter how hard I try to not care what other people think about me. Last semester was smooth sailing in terms of my stress levels because I didn't have to do any presentations but this semester I'm in a public speaking class and it's all I think about.

>>34536596
That's exactly what I'm talking about

Literally feel like going crazy

Can't make it through unless you're a real normie ass normie or a genius schizoid

>>34536939
Simple. Do the absolute best you can on it.

>>34537927
Not being able to handle the pressure is the main reason for robots to drop out t.bh

most of us have similar problems

>>34538094
What do those robots drop out to?

I was asking for help by a friend and the other guys literally treated me like a retard fuck, refusing my existence.

I know I shouldn't be triggered by these normie cucks but I do.

Getting Vietnam flashbacks I swear.

>tfw got a calc c test tomorrow
>tfw got a physics test the next day
WAKE ME UP

FUCKING FIRST YEARS SO ARROGANT AS FUCK

I am waiting for the day they'll get a low GPA

WHAT THE FUCK DO I WANT TO STUDY ANYWAY

REEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

UNIVERSITY IS NOT FOR ME

>>34538139
Iktfb when I started uni I felt like nothing ever was explained to me. People just expected you to KNOW what to do. They'd laugh at me for asking basic questions.

As to your question, apprenticeships don't put the same amount of pressure on you. Sure you are expected to follow orders and work hard but the uncertainty isn't there and for me it's definitely the uncertainty that's driving me crazy

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>tfw classes are past payment date
>tfw put in loan application
>have a hold that will prevent them from being dropped for a week because of it
>the loans take longer than that to apply
>if classes are dropped still need to pay/liable
>don't want to call financial aid office and ask for help
I guess this is how it ends

>>34538405
Yeah I have a friend who's planning to guide me through this shit, but I just feel panic again thinking of it

Is there any point in CS anyway.

CS seems to weed out all the robots in second year. I don't even know what to take next though. If I take another year off, normie cucks will be all condescending and shit to me

I am just going crazy because I have to boost my GPA I'm on academic warning

Befriending CS girls, yes or no?

>tfw fell for the cs meme
Fugggggggf

I seriously think I have a schizoid personality disorder

>>34536200
Concentrate on your studies, I started out as a popular guy and now I'm a weirdo with like 2 people talking to me at all. Just don't care about it, focus on studies.

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>new class started yesterday
>people that I'm somewhat friendly with don't sit next to me
>need to form groups
>everyone instantly makes groups of 3 - 4 people
>get paired up with nice girl from Italy because she is new and has no friends

maybe life will work out this time

>>34538609
I TRY TO CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDIES BUT I INEVITABLY GET THE TFW NO GF FEELS

>>34538528
>Is there any point in CS anyway.
if you find enjoyment in it yes

but it's hard to say if you'd enjoy a subject when all academic pursuit is drowned in anxiety and stress

Have you talked to your advisors/professors about your problems though? Some are somewhat of a cyborg and thus sympathetic

>>34538566
Considering the male:female ratio in CS, you've got a lot of competition - but sure, you might as well try.

>>34538642
Problem is I don't find enjoyment in it yet, and I've already failed it once. It also takes time away from everything else I'm doing, shit I got too many courses.

I did talk to an advisor, he seemed really sympathetic. I said that the reason for me not having motivation is because I don't have a study buddy. He was actually pretty put off by that, it's not group projects so just do it alone!

I told him I'm discouraged by all the freshmen, he was like you're a nice guy, you can make friends! When I was in biology he sat in some corner and took notes! Shit like that. He just told me to go around sitting next to people and meet new friends outside. Told me to do my best and see how I'm doing in a month.

>>34538695
Here, it seems like the female CS students are simply business students doing MIS

>>34534325
This might work for some but you're dilluding others when it's actually about looks and personality that gets the girls

>tfw finding myself being friends with Chinese international students because they're fellow kind antisocial robots
This will ruin my connections though I think

>>34538791
China is expanding and getting their grip all over the world mate, you'll be fine

>>34538780
and where would you get those girls? exactly

>>34538802
Yeah a lot of them are at my university too.

>tfw the moment I try something new it becomes unappealing to me instantly

>tfw 6 hours til class, ad I haven't slept a lick.

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lads there's this absolutely robot looking dude on my course
>black patternless hoodie
>unkempt long hair
>overweight
>sits at least 4 seats away from others
and he still has a QT introverted GF.
I see those fuckers taking evening walks together or waiting outside exam rooms and it pisses me off.
I've been lifting, got a haircut and bought new clothes and I still have yet to hold hands with a female.

What's his secret? How does one acquire a pure shy qt?

>tfw DJ at my college's radio station
>tfw no one likes the music I play
>tfw some normie manlet plays epic EDM sets after me

>>34539097
>does everything he can to look like Chad
>wonder why nice shy girls don't want him

fell for the memes I'd say

I've read almost every post here and even if I didn't reply to anyone, most of you fuckers made me laugh hard. Your lives are like depressing sitcoms famalams, hope you make it

>>34533059
nice man i went through the exact same thing, good grades are so much more satisfying when you've come from shitty grades due to lack of work

>>34538641
watch asmr roleplay before bed
leave it running over night to induce dreams about girls

This will get rid of all tfwnogf feels.

>>34539506
Are you me last semester?
Anyway I failed those classes because I didn't care. Going to an English major instead of CE.

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2 out of my 4 electives got cancelled.
one cause not enough people, i can understand.
the other cause too many people signed up

I'm so tired and sore, I just want to sleep all day. If left to my own devices (no classes, etc.) I'll sleep for like 16-18 hours. I haven't gone outside since Thursday (when I had my last class), I haven't talked to anyone since Wednesday (bought a big bottle of rum and some beer from the liquor store), I haven't talked to another student since 2013.

>tfw module requirements bullshittery means I'm only doing one module this semester

Shit's gonna be extremely lonely. It's my last semester of my last year too.

>>34517835
how many years have you been at uni?
I have 6 years at best but probrbly 7 years
I am 22 right now and I started at 18

>>34522589
Iktf. I'm in my third and last year. It doesn't get better.

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Anyone else /StudentBenefits/ here? How much do you get and where do you live? Dane here earning 5400 dkk or 780 usd a month

Day two of the semester

still shit

>>34522322
I dont go out my way to make friends but people recognise me from the same classes. Usually do you know this and shit, thats pretty much all im looking for.

Killmekillmekillmeklillmekillmekillmekillmekillmekillmekillme. I just cannot cope with this normie hive anymore. I love studying but I hate literally every other part of uni.

I've got an exam on Thursday. Still have 3/4 of the questions to prepare. And what's worse is that this exam is completely unrelated to my major because of the education system in my country. It sucks.

>>34540647
German here getting paid 475 eurobucks for studying because my family is poor kek

i liked uni, but i wish i had done a trade program instead. at least i'd have a job then.

>inb4 should've gone STEM
i did

> pay $2000 to study for each month

I'm going to fail

I have 5 exams left this week
I don't know jack shit, but I can't motivate myself to finally get a grip and study
It's no use at this point anyway, I wouldn't be able to memorize it all within 1-3 days anyways
Fuck, I've never really failed at anything big before...

>>34541016
Not everyone lives in the US, my burger friend. There are countries where people are not required to pay for higher education.

>constantly have the feeling that i'm missing deadlines
anyone else?

>>34541037
How is it evwn possible, where do thus countrues get the money for your colleges? Do we really spend everything for millitary?

>>34517835
>24
>getting degree in 2 months

feels good

>>34541089
Cost of living is higher and the quality of service is worse. That's why no one uses public hospitals if they can afford not to. It's like walking into the 40s.

>>34541104
Every hospital is public here in germany and the quality is decent. I recently got free knee surgery and I head some of the best surgeons for knee operations

>>34540726
Same here. This is my first semester taking all my classes on one day, so today is my designated shitpost day

>>34540944
Not bad at all, assuming you live at home with your family.

>>34541089
Probably that, but ironically you also spend lots of money on health despite not offering free health care.

>>34541104
3rd world detected. Move to Western Europe and marvel at our public health care

>>34517810
Girl in my college course is showing very obvious signs of sexual attraction to me, wish things like this happened years ago before I got into the mindset of an anxious porn addicted loser. I will make no advances towards her and she will eventually lose interest, and probably assume I am gay.

>walking to the bookstore on campus
>some girl from my physics class approaches me
>tries to make conversation with me
>she's super nervous when speaking
>invites me to come hang out with the other physics student on Tuesdays
>gives me her number just in case I have any questions
>stares at me whenever she sees me

She's not really attractive. What do I do?

>>34542178
>She's not really attractive.
Why is life so shit? Imagine if you were attracted to her, you'd both get a qt gf/bf. Now because she fucked up and was born ugly you both get to continue being alone.

>tfw failed half my classes in the first semester

i-is this still salvageable or should I just drop out?

>>34541065
THIS
>>34541410
What a fuck, taxes are not the lowest here.

>>34542343
Drop out, honestly.

You need to take a fucking break unless some magic pops in your head and now can do better

Your GPA is gonna suffer

>>34542178

>go hang with other phsyiautists
>eat pizza
>do math together

I don't know i've never hung out with a bunch of math nerds before. Get some free tutoring and socializing in motherfucker. And then fuck the unattractive girl's slightly more attractive friend.

>tfw second year
>still taking python because i failed last term
>lecture is full of first year normie cucks
>treats me like a retard for getting panic disorder while coding
seriously i have anxiety issues

>everyone else I know is doing better off, knowing what to do in their major
>i'm still taking first year courses struggling which major to choose
>on academic warning too
>feeling like I'm getting older without doing anything
>still don't know that many people
>no gf
>too depressed to try to be socially active
JUST FUCK MY SHIT UP

i did try to talk to few people a couple times, they were really arrogant and even schizoid

>>34541021
>>34542343

college sucks like that. in high school I failed all my classes the first year, but still got to move on because I did summer school.

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>first semester
>don't know anyone
>avoids me cause I'm depressed
>get depressed cause everyone avoids me

I was never meant for this world

>>34543683
it's worse if it's in your fourth semester

all the freshmen treating you like some fucking creep

>>34530160
>he fell for the live with normies meme
similar situation as you, decided to commute instead after first semester since live locally, sharing is hell

>tfw second year
>all the freshmen look at me like a creep
>on the verge of dropping courses this term
>get panic attacks thinking about how that'll set me back even further

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>>34544570
>fisrt year
>fell for the dorm meme
>want to just leave and stay at home the rest of the semester
>can't because it'd be a massive waste of money
>only first semester and already 30,000 in debt
>tfw I'd have been less of a financial burden on my parents as a NEET

The last year and a bit of uni I'd just drink by myself on weekends and play video games. I figured why bother with the whole ritual of going to the bar with people who really just want to go and get drunk but make it "socially acceptable" cause people are there. Once I realized this I just skipped the bar and did it at home to something I enjoy. Saved lots of money too.

>>34544782
>>can't because it'd be a massive waste of money
>>only first semester and already 30,000 in debt
>>tfw I'd have been less of a financial burden on my parents as a NEET
me too, me too

I can't simply withdraw right now because I failed last term, that would make my overall GPA 1.3.

I am getting help with python stuff but I still feel really overwhelmed, and it's interfering with everything else I'm taking.

I have until end of the semester to get a W, but thinking about the workload just sends me into a panic and anxiety

Silly me thought I could just take linear algebra, sociology, calculus II, stats, and python all at the same time.

>>34544824
>Once I realized this I just skipped the bar and did it at home to something I enjoy. Saved lots of money too.
yep

don't bother with the normie cucks

Do what you want and find the friends you like

It'll set you back in networking for sure though lmao

>lab on thursday
>have to understand all this shit about wave functions and hamiltonians or I might not get to do the lab

goddamn I hate chemistry, biochemistry labs are so much less autistic

>exam isn't for another 5 hours

baaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHhhhh I just want to get it over with

>>34544915
In my case I was glad it weeded friends out because they were "friends". Didn't care about me just accepted me in when out drinking. Ones I have left actually share interest. Most topics at the bar or parties are retarded.
>dude beerpong
>bro so wasted
> beach party!!!!!!
>that uni bitch failed me but bro I had the WORST hangover.
I was an idiot to put up with that. I'm 28 now and like a good buzz while gaming but those times are rare now.

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Why dont they talk to me? Why dont I have friends. Whats wrong. Pleasez someone, I havent had a conversation in more than a week already, this hurts too much.

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>>34545170
>haven't spoken to anyone in 2 months
how long until it's socially acceptable to kill myself?

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>tfw wagecucking while doing uni
>feel run down as hell
>want to skip today but it's a review for a test tomorrow
I actually hate my life robots

>>34520297
Yuuuuup
Everything got better once I got a gf.
She gave me the confidence to apply for what I actually wanted to study instead of settling for a teacher training course and I just got my offer to study forensic entomology today.
Shit gets better anons