>tfw I have a huge psych eval coming up
It'll be 6 hours long and I'm afraid I might say the wrong thing and get labeled psychopathic and my life ruined.
I know everyone here says they're fucked up but I'm REALLY fucked up, and so can't help but feel 26 is far too late to begin unraveling the knot that's been growing since adolescence.
What good could possibly come from being psycho alanyzed by some college kids who I'll be too nervous to tell anything of sustenance to? And SSRIs are a no go for various reasons. I smoke weed for medical purposes as well and I read psychologists will not treat smokers to begin with.
What do?
>>34507633
>6 hours
jeesus, is that normal?
hey, me. I have a psych evaluation tomorrow at 10am. Would've forgotten if I hadn't got a call today to remind me.
I don't know how long it's gonna last, but I'm probably not gonna like the outcome since it's a 6 month later evaluation and I essentially gave up going to my therapist, stopped my meds and gave up on improving myself or wanting to live in like October. My first evaluation ended in me being put on suicide watch because of a comment I made that I thought wasn't all that bad, but was. I also smoke weed and have told my therapist that, as well as at the evaluation 6 months ago and I had zero problems (except for the, "You should probably stop" talk) I'm 25 myself.
Good luck to you.
Practice the script beforehand. Use flash cards if necessary. Talk into a mirror so you can see yourself.
You are not a threat to yourself or others.
>>34507704
I'm guessing it is.
>>34507725
What did you say? I have suicidal thoughts daily and don't want to trigger them into throwing me in a straight jacket.
>>34507763
But I am anon. I just don't want them to know that. I have been in a ward before and tried to hang myself with my shoelaces in there. The shower rail I was tied to broke though. A real pity that.
I don't imagine recounting that story to them would would help my image either.
>>34507633
Is this thing mandatory? How did you get into this situation?