>Go to college
>Become cordial with tall blond haired blued eye track and field female athlete
>get along with her ok
>Semesters go by
>I'm doing really well in school, she is still around
> She is one of the few girls around me in my degree
>She needs help with physics and other stuff
>Constantly around helping here because she has a soothing voice and smells wonderful
> Kind of become friends
> We end up becoming really friendly and do a lot of stuff together in the architecture studio, mostly school but occasionally chat about other stuff and on really late working nights we would put on a football game or something
> She leaves for a study abroad trip this semester
> Finally started to really feel like she was a friend (there was not shot at a relationship but still a friend)
> For other reasons too there are practically no girls around my studio
> Lonely and no girl to talk to, even for school reasons
>Have lots of guys friends and still doing school work and such
> Outwardly acting kind of chad like, on the inside and on this post am incredibly lonely and sad
I just want to smell that smell again, it was like some apple head and shoulders and something. There wasn't even anything really that sexual, it was just so nice spending time and being friends with a girl and doing things with her. Even if it is just mostly school stuff.
>>34488008
>I just want to smell that smell again, it was like some apple head and shoulders and something. There wasn't even anything really that sexual, it was just so nice spending time and being friends with a girl and doing things with her. Even if it is just mostly school stuff.
How does it make you feel knowing she'll be getting drilled by some foreign Chad's cock, OP?
You know it's bound to happen.
>>34488629
not good desu
but she was likely getting pounded at school too so what difference does it make
>>34488008
Anon, I will give you an honest advice. If you're in this board it means you lack the means to have her, don't even think about it so you don't end up as a beta orbiter/ creep. If she liked you she would show it, right now she is getting pounded and you're not even in her subconscient memory
>>34489634
I'm not kidding myself, I know I have zero shot with her. There really isn't in sense in my head that I could have her as a gf or anything.
It was just like I was saying, it was nice to have a friend, and in a way I just sort of hoped that a friendship with her would lead me forward into becoming close with another girl. A stepping stone and a real friend if you will.
I have noticed that I have become more and more extroverted as of late and idk if this past school semester with her had anything to do with it
>>34489732
If you are already aware of this then just enjoy it bro, a good friend is always nice. Missing the smell of someone is not really a friendship thing though
>>34488008
thread needs some music. let's get this started
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKnVaDwUg5s
>>34488008
>Have only one friend in elemenatry school
>She comes home to me one day
>She gave me her pants I gave her my pants.
>Pretending to be each other
>playing school
>lots of fun
>Two years later
>She moves away
>tfw only friend I ever made
AND IT EVEN WAS A GIRL
>>34489774
The smell part came off a little stranger than i intended, I kind of was just referring to how it was nice to have that feminine presence. And ya, its nice to have a friend. I think I was trying to make a larger point of just desperately wanting that, but its a lot of late night feelings rattling around in my head
>>34489978
Just don't fall in love and you will be alright, night bro