Depression feels

just why OP, why not in a toilet?

>pissing in cups

Just wear a diaper. Thats what I've been doing lately. It's pretty comfy and I don't have to leave my computer so my shitposting goes uninterrupted.

>>34479644
>tfw have my own personal bathroom in my parents house that connects directly to my bedroom so i've never had to consider doing this

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>>34480536
oh god
I had this when I was a child
I stuffed so much shit in there.Broken glass etc etc
Was a good time tho.So many dead flies.
In that bathroom a girl of my old school and I traded Pants I weared hers and she weard mine.
>tfw she moved away in 4th grade

>started drinking again
Fuck lads I think I might actually end it this time

How do I start caring about my life and myself? How do I find the motivation that I've never had?

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>oneitis told me she has a crush on someone
>before Valentine's Day
>freak out and burst rant at her with pure raw jealousy
>she cries and leaves
>try calling her while I'm at work
>call her 20 times, nothing
>text my other female friend
>break down and go on a giant cringey rant on how I hate my life and no one likes me
>she barely acknowledges it
>instant regret
>call oneitis again, finally she picks up but is silent
>boss sees me and tells me from now on I have to turn in my phone when I work, which isn't happening, not looking forward to fighting it tomorrow
>clock out, text oneitis
>she tells me she can't handle my outbursts, that I'm too much
>text oneitis's friend and she comforts me from the giant shitpile I have just made

Shit day.