/uni/ thread
how is college for my fellow robots? I'm currently sleeping outside in the hall while my Chad roommate is pounding some random whore he picked up at a party.
>>34468379
Got qt girls # on last day of class last semester. Txted for a day then ignored me like the two other days i texted her. This new semester i got shit classes i dont want. So im feeling pretty shitty
>>34468379
Have some self respect. I'd never sleep in the fucking hall if I was paying for that room. It's not on you to time your sleep based on when he wants to fuck.
Grow a spine, knock and walk in the room, say what up to them like nothing is going on and pass out on your bed.
>>34468379
drop out and fuck a hooker
>>34468422
There is a reason she didn't text you back, and it's because you are compatible. It sounds like you get out and try though so I imagine you will find someone who you will connect with.
>>34468379
why were you not at this party picking up random whores with him?
>>34468379
Wtf that's your room, go back in there and act nonchalant about it. What's he going to do? Lift some weights god damn you. Show people that you can legitimately fuck their shit up.
Who here taking a Saturday Class? I am taking a R class because it seems like a free unit
>>34468379
at local CC atm.
Are there any unis in the U.S. I can transfer to that offer study abroad programs in Cuba, Zimbabwe, the Syrian Arab Republic, the Democratic People's Republic of Korea, or the Islamic Republic of Iran?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SEArJdmBE7E
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TfjBfXYrHIk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IU0SDqHOoKo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ltupQ-wkKT8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y6riUGsu5I4
>>34468379
>no roommate
>no compulsory class attendance
>didn't go to class once last year
>teach myself and watch recorded lectures in my room
>go shopping once a month get up and go at 5am before anyone is up so I don't have to see anyone
>cook ramen in my room and pour the excess water out my window
>occasionally cook other stuff in the kitchen but at 3am on a night people don't party
>people probably forget I even exist except for when I have to see people while going to exams.
>>34469327
your chinese microwave and electronic appliances are spying on you as well as google and the govt, you are always watched and will never become invisible
>>34468379
>walk around campus
>see gorgeous women everywhere
>don't have the body or confidence to approach them
J U S T
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S
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>>34469327
sounds like some pretty comfy living, what year are you in?
>>34468379
My flatmates keep using and breaking my stuff. I've had a go at them about it but it's still going.
>>34468379
>Having to share a bedroom with a random guy.
Could not deal with this. I spent the first year of uni in student halls where we had our own rooms and I still felt depressed and like I was in a prison. Need my privacy.
>second year second semester
>I am on academic probation but I failed even harder last term
>switched to CS but still have no idea how to code in Python, shit just triggers me that I can't even get help
>I'm in classes with all these freshmen
>can't get the courage to talk to them
>it's the third week so everyone is getting to know each other now
>I still haven't made any friends
>the transfer students have started skipping classes because they're alone and depressed
I literally had to come home crying on Thursday
Somehow I got reminded of how I never actually had real friends throughout my life, and faced social isolation
>>34472907
>CS major
>doesn't even know how to use Python
Anon, I...
>>34468422
Me too man
I'm a second year in some stats class and this third year arts girl beside me was really desperate for some help.
She basically wanted some CS robot to be her free tutor
She asked me some more questions, I tried to help her but didn't know anything so I got her number and she told me to text her. Maybe I should've given her my number instead. I did text her and she didn't even reply back.
I came late to class the next class and didn't sit next to her. I walked in and she looked back seemingly disappointed. After class she didn't seem to leave class until I did
What should I do with this girl? She has a boyfriend but we kind of connect. It'd be cringe if she simply leaves me
>>34470731
>know that I am attractive enough by women
>don't have the courage to approach good looking girls
>instead I attract the ugly girls and Stacy sluts
>never end up dating anyone
>>34472944
Yeah it was a bad idea. I simply switched because I was in a shitty major (chemistry)
Thing is I didn't even develop an interest for coding and programming yet.
I need to get gud but I am fucking up.
I am already behind on two labs and one assignment. I hope I can make one smarter CS robot friend to help me out...
>tfw didn't go to the first meeting of the clubs and study groups I've joined
Did I fuck up
>>34473024
I can help you with some stuff, but you're gonna need to learn on your own eventually if you want to finish your degree
>>34473073
When I attend the 3 hour labs, I end up getting most of it done, but it only works like halfway through. I never ask for help because I'm a shy retard like that.
So I kind of know how to code, it's just a trouble getting started and trying to stay motivated
>tfw meet my ex
>cry
>>34468379
Repeating some modules that i failed last year. Two contact hours this semester and nothing to do with my life except look for a job. I'm getting pretty depressed.
>>34473638
I am also getting pretty depressed right now.
Repeating courses so it's full of younger students. The older students seem to be all sitting alone, depressed and skipping classes
This is my worst term so far
>>34472907
Hey, I remember you from the last thread. Wanna post throwaway?
Also
>the transfer students have started skipping classes because they're alone and depressed
Same, except I still manage to go to class through sheer force of will. But it's getting harder day by day.
>>34473975
>except I still manage to go to class through sheer force of will. But it's getting harder day by day.
Yeah it really sucks when you see everyone newly making friends and socializing
Idk which throwaway to post
>>34474209
Email!
Origami organic
Why am I always so tired and depressed and lack focus
Bump, we need this thread to keep going.
>5 exams next week
>haven't studied at all
>probably gonna skip one by acting sick at the doctor
I want to learn but always think "you can do it later in the evening"
I go back tomorrow, and I think I'm ready for another four months of high-intensity stress. I just want it over with desu
>tfw failing
>didn't go see an advisor on the add/drop deadline date
>taking 5 courses (3 retakes, 2 new) because I'm a retard
>>34473072
Make the same excuse at each one and show up at their second meeting, you NEED these social oppurtunities robro.
>tfw usually do fine in uni the first few weeks
>always forget to talk to people and make friends
>after the third or fourth week i start feeling like shit
>start using coffee which makes me unable to sleep
>start skipping classes
>fall into depression
>>34476424
>tfw it's me except I drink instead on every saturday to compensate the fact that I've got no friends
I'm at the point where I don't even know what to do with my 1 + 1/2th day free time weekend and I mostly browse the web just to pass time.
Fuck my life.
So little free time, and I waste it.
Why is it so hard to make friends in CS? Everyone is so autistic
>24
>Wasted my time at uni
>good grades but never interacted with another living soul
>never touched alcohol nor had sex
>dat constant "oh fuch Ive wasted my best years"
I need a bullet in my brain.
>>34476995
>mfw this will probably be me in 5 years
Who else here is the shit trifecta?
>Shit grades
>Shit social life
>Shit mental health
It's shit mane
>>34477258
Right here m8, plenty of people like us.
any /lab/ bots up in this bitch?
What are some things you do daily?
Anything you love about or do in the lab?
Anything you hate?
>>34477882
Love doing* fuck
>>34468379
Go to the library and study dipshit
>normie house party
>never been to one, might as well check it out
>play that "never have i ever" drinking game
>random girl's go
>can't think of anything
>says "never have i ever been in a relationship"
>said it as a joke
>didn't expect anyone to drink
just fuck me up famalam
>>34478847
*sirens going off in head*
>interviewing and having fun talking with the students
Am I a normie or is everyone in the program a robot?
>go to school
>everyone socializing
>come home crying
Any tips on how to make CS friends?
>chad friend sends me address to party
Any tips guys?
>>34479610
depends on how good you are drunk
if you're a funny/charismatic/interesting/nice drunk then just have a couple beers beforehand and drink slowly through the night
if you're a mean drunk or cry or whatever get a pack of cigs and smoke tonight, it'll calm you down
try to get over the feeling of being at a party and just focus on individual conversations
>>34479516
1. Be gud
2. Play Faceit
You get loads of friend requests
>Mfw It's actually going good and this is the most stress-free semester I've had yet.
Thought uni would be fun, in terms of me becoming a normie, but its getting worse with every year. I thought i'd get out of my vidya obsession, and meet new people.
However, its getting worse and worse every year, and i'm in grade 3 still being a KV. Still, uni as learning was ok for me, so i'm going for more after my degree
>>34479718
I'm not gud at CS, how do I make friends? Do I just go for lonely looking robots?
>roommate's gf transferred here this semester
>roommate's been routinely bringing her over since then, and she's lived in our room for every weekend
>room is small as shit
>our beds are separated by less than 3 meters
>at night, can the covers rustling along with their groaning and moaning despite attempts at burying my head in my pillow
>during the day time, it's still highly uncomfortable for me
>forced to leave
>don't want to go to the library though, because I spend my evenings/nights at the library studying and I think they're sick of me
>end up hoping from building to building, college to college, in the cold, windy weather trying to find an isolated, quiet place to study/eat/whatever
Why do normies do this.
>>34479807
>windy weather trying to find an isolated, quiet place to study/eat/whatever
me too, it's hard to find a place like that.
if I study at the quiet places I'd feel lonely and secluded. If I study with the loud normies I would feel stressed
>>34477258
I put all of my shit right into my mental health account which is by now bankrupt
My social life and grades are fine I think, haven't received them yet
FUCK FUCK FUCK WHY DID I TAKE A FULL COURSELOAD AGAIN
IM A FUCKING ROBOT
WHY DIDN'T I SEE AN ADVISOR ON THE ADD/DROP DEADLINE DATE
>>34479807
Meant to say that I spend my evenings/nights at the library studying during the week
>>34479824
Especially when it's late in the day and doors start looking, like right now.
Fuck, man. I just want to be alone. Considering no one here likes me, my attempts at withdrawal should be considered a service and it's still fucking hard.
>>34479807
>>34479824
My uni's academic commons (4-storied library/study area) is relatively quiet even during finals week. There's even a quiet room and a silent room where little talking and no talking is allowed, respectively. I've spent many a hour in the silent area lounging on my laptop and studying, only leaving when my laptop died.
Staying from 3 pm until it was dark out was very comfy.
My roommate is a normie yellow trash gook so I try to get away from him as much as I can.
>>34479807
Can you get a room change? Definitely get a room change if you can.
>>34468379
you share a room OP?
explain, is this like some American dorm thing
>>34479975
Not OP but I think I can explain. Here in murica, you're forced to live with someone because "socializing" and "community bonding". When in actuality, you're living with a stranger and you have to adhere to each other's schedules, lifestyles, beliefs, and personalities. I live in a suite which is two rooms that share a bathroom.
It's hell.
>>34480145
>Tfw I live in a 2 person room, but I scared off any normie roommate and have room to myself.
>>34479807
sounds tough lad
where are you now?
>>34479929
That sounds like bliss.
I'd go there every day with my laptop and a few books, dimming the lights for max comfiness. Might even bring a pillow.
>>34479944
Doubt my RA will be sympathetic to my situation, so I doubt it.
>>34480221
Art building. I started off in the music building and thought I'd found the perfect spot in a dim classroom for band, but moments after I started unpacking my food two girls showed up, saw me, and I left.
I have this fantasy where a cute girl runs into me and asks why I'm eating alone like this and after I explain my situation to her, she gets sympathetic and becomes my friend out of pity.
>>34479929
>>34479902
i get really autistic trying to find a good study spot, it never works
>>34469231
>community college student
>admires Zimbabwe and North Korea and considers them to be an ideal that we should strive towards
Sounds about right
>>34468379
>want to drink and socialize
>never get invited to anything
>text people
>no responses
>>34480632
>just leave your basement anon
>just go and talk to people it's that easy
>>34469327
and you don't fail any classes?
sounds /comfy/ to me
>>34479807
>>don't want to go to the library though, because I spend my evenings/nights at the library studying and I think they're sick of me
topkek are you me?
>>34480872
>I think they're sick of me
how would you know that though?
i try not to study in the library on evenings anymore because i get hella lonely and the food is really shitty on campus
>>34480887
I go to very small library because it's the comfiest one on campus. Also the librarians had to open my locker multiple times because I forgot my pin number so they definitely know me. Can't really know if they are annoyed by me though. Probably just my insecurities speaking
Yeah the food is pretty shitty here too. But I can't get things done at home because no work ethic.
>>34481004
same here, same
i usually spend all my evening shitposting and being lazy
then i start working on shit overnight
>>34480887
Paranoia, a common symptom of autism.
>>34481020
yeah that's what I do too
I used get too insecure of being judged by the library guys and other students about going to the library every day so I ended up not going most of time and stayed at home shitposting and feeling bad about procrastinating. That's why I started going at nights. The librarians are still there, but at least I don't have to worry about the students right
I will post my story till the end of time, until I have escaped this hell.
>Go to CC for Engineering
>Be depressed and lazy
>Fail shit ton of my Math classes
>After one year switch to CS
>Be depressed and lazy
>Get mediocre grades on core classes, while failing math classes.
>Two years later almost done
>Drop out because financial aid is cut, exceeded attempted credit limit, only a few more credits to go
>Have to work for months just to get enough money to take a few classes
>This goes on for a year and a half
>Finally graduate with an Associates and a GPA of 2.184 at age of 23
>Only college that would accept me is shitty party school in state
>Literally EVERYONE here is a normie
>All alone, surrounded by the worst kinds of normies, not a single even slightly abnormal person around.
My goal is to raise my GPA just enough to transfer out of here, 15 credits getting only A's nets me a 2.45. 30 credits, or two semesters nets me a 2.64.
That should be enough to transfer to a better school hopefully. Even better if they don't do cumulative GPA's.
>>34481376
godspeed anon and thanks for not making my post kill the thread
>>34481605
I will save you once again.
>mfw overhearing conversations about people missing classes because of hangovers
I know it's uni, but reconsider your life if you're drinking on a weekday
>>34481109
Wtf the librarians would never judge. If anything they're bored as hell all day
>>34481661
i drink on weekdays but then again i guess im exactly the type of person who isn't happy in life and should reconsider it
I'm so tired of being stupid.
I have so much to do and I don't even know where to start. None of my classes make sense, and I don't have time to learn everything I don't know. I've been playing Runescape instead of studying and focusing on school. Maybe I should drop out again, Uni isn't for me.
>>34482069
just get meme pills and it'll put you back on track
>>34481376
What state do you live in?
I've a similar story and so long as I don't fuck up this semester, I should be able to transfer and graduate someplace better.
>>34481661
I drink heavily on every day of the week but I don't get hangovers
I don't party with normies either
I am so lazy I pay online for fuckers to write my essays, then I have no money to go out or do anything...
any python bros here?
i have some background but i'm too fucking lazy and depressed to start this assignment
>>34482150
What's the assignment?
shut up faggot this is original
>>34482190
File Input/Output and Data processing
>tfw too depressed that i can't even fap
HOW ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO DESTRESS WTF
>>34482209
That sounds easy dude. Won't take you five minutes to google the necessary functions
>>34482264
yeah it should be easy but the way the assignment is worded is just tricky. i'm just really stressed and overwhelmed
what kind of things would i need to google?
>>34470824
3rd
>>34480842
Nope. It's pretty comfy apart from when I realise I have no friends.
Once I live alone I'll have zero motivation to make friends. I'm only worried about it now because I have a roommate who judges me for staying inside all the time on my laptop.
>>34482291
I assume by file i/o you mean creating and/or writing to a file, so those. For data processing, you can either read through the file by character or by line, maybe in a loop and maybe not - I'd have to know what the assignment is.
>>34482366
yeah that's the thing i'm confused about
it makes us read two text files and format them into a table
>>34482560
I assume he means to write the files' contents to another file in table format.
I'm doing a stupid liberal arts degree and I've become the most depressed I've ever been in my life, I'm tempted to drop out and take a Cisco CNNA instead. Maybe try and get an entry level job at an IT help desk
>>34482664
read contents from two files and produce a formatted table, yes
>>34482710
Okay. Did he say how the table's supposed to be formatted, what the columns and rows are?
>>34482748
yeah, 5 columns and everything has to be formatted
two different txt files where the lists and logs are separated by a ;
i'm just trying to figure out how to read from two txt files at once
>f = open('poem.txt', 'w')
is that right?
>>34482811
no
f = open('poem.txt', 'r')
'w' is for writing, you want 'r' for reading
>>34482811
Use 'w' for when you're writing to a file and 'r' when you're reading from one.
I used to study late on campus every day, until I realized the food options are shit.
It's either Subway or Panda Express every day because anything else I'd have to go outside.
Quickly got tired of that after my first year, at least at home my mom cooks for me
>>34482811
>>34482860
Oh, wait, never mind. It's right. I thought you wanted to read poem.txt
>>34479807
I might have a solution. I'm obviously not sure about your uni, but at mine, there's a rule saying that each roommate can have guests stay in their room, but it has to be approved two weeks before the stay, and the guest(s) can only stay a total of 4 days cumulatively, throughout the semester. Check to see if similar rules apply to your school.
Britbong here, I'm going over to the U.S. to study on an exchange program next year, anyone got any tips or advice?
>>34482869
>>34482860
yeah forgot that, i just copied and pasted from the textbook. we have to read from the two txt files
so i know the 'r' but what do i do now?
f = open('calls.txt', 'r')
f2 = open('customers.txt', 'r')
>>34482914
Read them in using the read() method. You can use readline() in a loop, if that's convenient.
>>34482871
yeah but it's either study on campus or waste your time at home all day getting nothing done
how do you solve this. Bring food with you?
>>34482958
is it really worth bringing your lunch AND dinner? i don't know.
>>34482899
I checked and it's a violation of policy for him to bring her over without my consent, and another for her to stay more than two consecutive nights.
>signing myself up for three 80 minute long TR classes back to back when I barely have the stamina
Man I keep making all these bad decisions
>>34482914
Anon, how far into CS are you?
>>34483168
this is just the second python algorithms course i'm taking
i took discrete math though
maybe CS isn't for me
>tfw fell for the CS meme
I have to write a paper about "can't know nuthin" and it's infuriating, should I just drop the course? It's senior epistemology. I'm not officially registered but I'm TAing for this professor so it would be weird to just drop out of nowhere.
I am sexually deprived, but at the same time I can't get my dick up to fap. Fuck I'm going crazy
>tfw creeped at girls in lectures because I was lonely
>now everyone thinks I'm a creep
Fuck why can't I stop being like this
I actually don't intend to hound or stalk anyone, but apparently I give off that vibe
>>34469327
fuck, you're like some guy in my dorm, living here for 3 years and not being seen by anyone, the only thing that proves someone's living there is light and noise sometimes
>can't stop thinking about how I'm so lonely and depressed for not having friends in classes
>>34484164
define "creeped"
>>34484963
Staring for more than 5 seconds
>tfw realizing the male friends I've had are gay
wew that is what I get for being a loner
>>34468379
>Chad roommate
I've never had a Chad roommate, but I did go three semesters with roommates I hated. In hind sight, it was mostly my fault my living experience being so shitty. And this impacted my grades, yes, but it's unreasonable to be an adult living with another adult in the same room unless they're fucking, in my opinion.
It's my third year now, and I've been living in a single room since I started the fall semester. If you're truey introverted, and suffer from social anxiety, go for the single room. You can still hang out with people in your dorm, but this way you can also be alone and study all you want on your own time. And hell, you can stock up on canned foods and go for days without leaving your room. I know I have. It's freedom through isolation.
But hey, if you want to continue being a failed normie, have fun having your Chad roommate walk in on you fapping, and insisting that he have the room for the night with Stacy. And as you're explaining to him that you were "just changing" while packing your stuff up to leave, you can fantasize about the wonders of studying in your own private room completely naked while Chad is making some other poor cuck's life miserable.
>>34485171
What makes you think we wanted roommates?
Uni's charge more for single rooms.
Want to transfer and do uni ROTC....I'm 23, will I be too old? Will I be that out of place weirdo?
>>34482904
Don't ask people to give you some fags lol
>>34468379
>meet cute girl after class 2 months ago
>she texts me a lot
>can't see her because she lives far and no car
>I also work 4 days and school for 3 days
>finally go out one night last month
>we have fun
>don't text as frequently as before, maybe 1-2 times a week
>sometimes see each other after class and then go out own separate ways
I don't know what to do, my natural instinct tells me she doesn't give a shit. Then again my natural instincts must be wrong since I'm always here.
>>34485803
who knows, she could be waiting for you to make a move
>>34469327
You sound like me in my first year.
I'm tempted to revert back to that lifestyle pretty soon. Socializing is hell.
>grad school interview ends with dancing for >fun
>don't dance because autism
>shot the shit with other autists who didn't want to dance
>>34486037
Yeah socializing is hell
Trying to talk to people when you know they probably won't like you
Having acid reflux because you're nervous
>>34468379
Where my music bots at? Always have earbuds in when not in class or dorm room.
>tfw you're also scary looking so people won't talk to you anyway, it's just added incentive not to.
>>34486239
Yep. I'm the same. I always look angry too.
Heading to class, I've my earbuds in and stare straight ahead. Waiting for class to start, I've my earbuds in and stare straight ahead.
I suspect I'm damaging my hearing but I won't live long enough to suffer substantial consequences, not at this rate.
>>34486321
>Yep. I'm the same. I always look angry too.
Any particular reason anon?
For me it is a combination of general cynicism, and a hate for many things in the world, such as my mother, or vain behavior, etc.
>Heading to class, I've my earbuds in and stare straight ahead. Waiting for class to start, I've my earbuds in and stare straight ahead.
Ever tried coolly glanced around the classroom; it is interesting to see people visually recoil or glance away imo.
>tfw bad at CS
>bad at coding
>>34486504
>any particular reason
I've been that way for as long as I can remember, even when I was relatively well-adjusted (10 years ago). It could just be autism.
>ever tried coolly glancing around the classroom
Nope. I just try tuning everyone out. Even if I did try, I've come to understand there's a discrepancy between how I think I look/what I think I'm expressing and how I actually look/what I'm actually expressing, so I'd probably fuck it up.
>>34486548
IKTF.
I'd probably be OK if I had the motivation to code outside of class, but I don't, and projects and portfolios are important.
>>34482090
You are probably not in this thread anymore but Virginia.
>>34486687
yeah and i don't have CS friends either. fuck
>>34486738
I'm still here. I live in VA too and there's a chance we go to the same school.
>>34486757
I'm at Radford. I imagine you're probably there or ODU.
>>34468379
>spring rush
>only fraternity I feel I fit in with is made up of people who take their grades way too seriously and are more or less the oddballs
>want to join a normal fraternity and try to normie-ize myself
>feel I wouldn't enjoy it much but still want to because I seek external validation
>tfw
If someone could shoot me in my sleep that'd be great
>>34486783
RU.
I'm a CS major too. We've probably seen each other once or twice.
>>34486838
Ah, that's funny, That's entirely possible, we could potentially even be in the same classes, I have to take let's see here, two entry level classes, two mid level classes, one non comp sci class. Figure it out yourself whether I am or am not in your classes. If you'd like a filter, I wear glasses most of the time.
We'll stop here though, but tell me where it is you're transferring to?
This girl keeps staring at me during a lecture from the front row while I sit in the back.
Obviously go to talk to her, but she does this multiple times during a 2 hour lecture.
What would you think about her personality based on this routine?
>have mini fridge and hot plate in room
>can cook real meal while watching animu
>only talk to roommate and the night shift guard
>try to escape social situation at all time
>secretly want to socialize
Huge party last night where everyone was invited. I had to higher the volume on my headphones.
>>34486950
I'm taking 4 300 level CS courses. Two are TR, one at 11 and the other at 2. Other two are MWF at 10 and 12. I'm taking another class but it's non-CS.
I appreciate the hint but I can't do much with it. A lot of people with glasses in CS.
I'll probably just transfer to VCU.
>>34485250
It's like $300 more per semester at my uni.
It's prolly something similar at your uni. They don't give you a bigger room in most cases. They just give you a room that's about half the size of a regular 2-person room.
The whole notion of making two people stay in one room is absolutely absurd if you think about it. The reality is that universities yeild a higher profit margin if they make you sleep in miserable conditions.
The extra money is worth every penny.
>>34487216
*The extra solitude is worth every penny.
>>34487184
Yeah, it's not supposed to be enough to let you figure out who I am definitively. What you know is that I'm 23, male, wear glasses, and transferred from a community college. If you're smart enough, you can just look at people who don't look like they belong and that's that. Well good luck Anon, maybe we'll interact in some form or another again.
>>34487262
That still narrows it down to hundreds of people within your own uni, you donut.
>>34487262
Would've been more efficient to just say nothing really.
>>34487262
>male cs major that wears glasses that "looks like he doesn't belong"
how can you possibly think that helps identify you
>>34487377
Because he's blatantly autistic.
>>34487320
Hundreds of people are 23, wear glasses, just transferred from a community college, have a schedule consisting of 4 Computer Science classes (two of which are entry level,two of which are high level) and one non Comp Sci class? What I did was give him a set of qualifying factors, that can qualify or disqualify people. I'm not trying to give out who it is I am, this is an Anonymous forum and I don't really have an interest in meeting up with people, that's awkward as fuck.
>>34487325
That's no fun.
>>34487377
It's not supposed to, and half of the people in CS classes are just brogrammers and normalfags anyway. You really don't understand how normie this campus is.
just spent 6 hours or so working on some homework. It feels so good to learn stuff and get things done but now I don't even have enough energy for a good fap and it's 5 in the morning.
>group discussion in every class
>everybody seems to get along
>sitting in the back corner, quiet and alone
Somebody end my suffering
>>34487433
>Hundreds of people are 23, wear glasses, just transferred from a community college, have a schedule consisting of 4 Computer Science classes (two of which are entry level,two of which are high level) and one non Comp Sci class?
No, but your age and status as a recent transfer don't contribute anything.
No one's going to distinguish a 23 y/o from a 22 y/o or 24 y/o, and there's no obvious attribute distinguishing a recent CC transfer from anyone else on campus, and that schedule is hardly enlightening as well.
>it's not supposed to
Then >>34487325.
>>34487569
>No one's going to distinguish a 23 y/o from a 22 y/o or 24 y/o
Ask them how old they are, it's not hard.
>and there's no obvious attribute distinguishing a recent CC transfer from anyone else on campus
There is, and it's recognition. If you recognize someone from a previous semester, it cannot possibly be me.
>and that schedule is hardly enlightening as well
Combine it with the other factors and you can pretty much again, qualify or disqualify someone.
It's meant to be applied to an individual, not a group.
>>34487433
How the fuck is anyone IRL going to know your schedule, or even remember it even if you tell them. I was more refering to:
>early 20s
>community college transfer
>CS major
Which is HUNDREDS of people
No one is going to be reading this from your college, and be thinking "ZOMG THIS IS THIS ONE GUY'S SCHEDULE THAT HE TOLD ME ONCE BUT I REMEMBER BECAUSE IT WAS SO UNIQUE AND INTERESTING!!!". Do you understand how autistically paranoid that is?
If you tell people your actual name with a picture of you, it's still likey no one is going to recognize you even if they see you later, let alone want to hang out with you. It's such a long shot.
>>34487677
>How the fuck is anyone IRL going to know your schedule
They won't, unless they ask.
>Which is HUNDREDS of people
Not within the subset of the only hundreds of something people taking CS classes.
>No one is going to be reading this from your college, and be thinking "ZOMG THIS IS THIS ONE GUY'S SCHEDULE THAT HE TOLD ME ONCE BUT I REMEMBER BECAUSE IT WAS SO UNIQUE AND INTERESTING!!!". Do you understand how autistically paranoid that is?
Right.
>If you tell people your actual name with a picture of you, it's still likey no one is going to recognize you even if they see you later
Hard to believe that.
>It's such a long shot.
It's fun.
>>34487668
Dude, chill out. lol You're over thinking it. No one is going to recognize you.
>cs class
>come late
>grab nearest computer
>look over at my neighbor
>browsing reddit
>making a post
>clicks new tab
>looking at silver coins
>>34487740
Nobody is supposed to recognize me. You are just not getting it.
>>34487668
>Ask them
I'm not going up to a stranger and asking their age to compensate for your shitty hints. Jesus. Do you know where you are? No one here's doing that shit, hence why it would have been more efficient to just say nothing if you were going to give such shit qualifiers.
>it's recognition
You're new to Uni, so you don't understand how easy it is to not notice others on campus. I can forgive that.
>combine it with the other factors
No. 2/3's of the CS population wears glasses, and I only recognize ~20 people from previous semesters. The only fucking way that schedule contributes is if I maintain a database on the schedules of 55% of the CS population that weren't disqualified by your shitty, non-hints.
You are so daft. It is incredible.
>cs brainlet
>everyone knows each other in class now
>>34487737
>They won't, unless they ask.
You're missing my point. No one remembers every detail people tell them. Do you remember everyone's name, age, and schedule of classes if they only mention it once? No, normal people talk to dozens of people per day, especially in college. If someone in your college happened to see your face here, they might think "hmm that guy looks kinda familiar. meh", but more likely, they wouldn't even recognize it.
People don't notice things they aren't looking for. The only situation that they'd definitely recognize you online is if they're good friends with you.
I'm starting to realize that you're just baiting me, so here is your (you). It's been entertaining.
>>34487905
>People don't notice things they aren't looking for.
Yes they do. I keep dossiers of everyone I talk to. Most people do.
>The only situation that they'd definitely recognize you online is if they're good friends with you.
Friends? What kind of a fucking normie do you take me for.
Shut the fuck up. You're obviously a fucking autist.
>>34487961
>I keep dossiers of everyone I talk to
>calls someone else autistic
>>34487961
Lol nice job impersonating me but you were not subtle enough.
>>34487995
It's called networking, and being a business oriented adult.
Maybe you'll learn a thing or two about it someday :^)
>asked if I'm interested in going to a party
>yea sure
>okay it's at one of our townhouses can you drive
>yup just shoot me the address
>no response
Why do people do this?
Who here /organicchemistry/? I'm struggling with NMR. Shit makes me want to an hero
>>34487905
>No one remembers every detail people tell them
Okay dude let me make this clear for the last time. I post on 4chan, Anon finds out we go to the same school. Maybe one day he meets a guy who he thinks is a Robot, he remembers this thread and sees if the puzzle pieces fit. It's not hard to understand, and I am not at all baiting you.
It's not intended to be applied to strangers, rather people who you know. It's not really hard to understand.
>>34488050
Dude, take the hint. People recognize me. I'm a recognizable person. I don't want to hang out with you, and I never will. Sorry to rain on your parade.
>>34488100
>remembers this thread
Maybe if he takes a screen shot of it, and looks at it a few times per week. Holy fuck you're autismo.
>>34487826
Do you not understand when I said earlier it was meant to be applied to individuals rather than groups?
>>34488140
How the fuck would he not remember this thread? Are you people all retarded?
>>34487184
>>34486950
>>34486838
>>34486783
>>34486757
>>34482090
>>34481376
Hello fellow Va anons. I have the exact same story too except I actually transferred to VCU from NOVA. Goddamn I fucking hated NOVA nothing but depression and failure fills that air. To the anon who goes to Radford my robot friend dated a girl that goes there and I went with him when he visited and I've got to say that Radford seems like the worst place for a robot. Nothing but rednecks ultra chads, stacies and hella fucking normies. I hope you can make it to VCU, I don't have much friends here but its very robot friendly. As a matter of fact I'll be your friend if you ever come. Just know there's people who are in the same boat as you and I hope you make it.
>tfw English major with a music minor
Can't tell you how many times people have asked me "What are you gonna do with that major" and then I just kinda sperg out.
We're all gonna make it brahs
>>34488100
>maybe anon remembers this thread
You mean maybe anon remembers this thread in addition to the qualifiers you gave him.
Pretty self-important of you to assume he'll remember that.
>>34488193
No.
http://desuarchive.org/r9k
>>34488159
>How the fuck would he not remember this thread?
Because it's just one thread in a sea lf threads???
Because aside from your immense autism it isn't notable???
That said, nearly everyone will near completely forget this thread by the end of the week.
I'm starting to realize I probably won't make any close friends here. The people that do like hanging around me I don't really enjoy being around. At least I'm close to my hometown and still know a few people from HS. Social interaction is kind of a chore for me. Only problem is I eventually would like to start a family.
At least I have decent grades and a few skills.
>>34488191
You are right about Radford being a bad place for a robot, it's a shitty fucking party school, but there are basically no niggers here and rent is cheap so it's not as if it's that bad. Every day is suffering though, and I hate my life more and more the more I stay here. Yeah I used to live in Richmond, it's alright. Could be worse. Probably will end up going to VCU but if I can get into VA Tech (lol) then I will go there.
>>34488307
I will remember for at least a few years. Every day I wake up, I hate the place I live and the people I see. Knowing that there exists a robot suffering just as I am, the same place, same circumstances, will put a smile on my face. So no, I will not forget at all.
>>34488239
>posts an archive
Your point? Just because the thread is archived doesn't mean someone will go back to it to double check if they know you. >>34488239
>>34488191
>worst place for a robot. Nothing but rednecks ultra chads, stacies and hella fucking normies.
Spot on. I typically just keep my head down and my distance from everyone else, hence why the other anon's qualifiers serve no purpose. Glad that VCU will be more accommodating.
I appreciate the kind words.
Also don't worry about your major and others' concerns about it. For every english/music major there's at least one dead-beat in CompSci with no motivation and no career prospects for post-graduation.
Everyday I wish I'd majored in something other than CompSci, but it's too late to switch now and I've to make the best of it.
>>34488392
You remember every detail from every thread for years?
>>34488392
>Knowing that there exists a robot suffering just as I am, the same place, same circumstances, will put a smile on my face.
Wait. Do you mean you enjoy his suffering, or that you appreciate knowing you're not alone?
>>34488474
I will remember that there exists another robot at my shitty party school full of normalfags of the worst caliber, suffering silently just as I am, yes.
>>34488494
Yes, you got it, that's right.
>>34486239
>>34486321
>ears ringing after I take earbuds out for class
I thought tinnitus was a meme
>>34488496
Okay, fair. You'll remember that detail. That's fair, because you find them interesting.
But will you remember their name, age, major, and schedule of classes enough to identify them? And if they posted their face, you'd remember when the tread was made, and look up the archived thread to compared their face to someone in your classes? Then, after all this, you'd know definitively who they are, and might even talk to them about it when you next see them?
My point is that it's such a long shot it's not even worth considering.
>>34488496
>>34488412
>>34488392
VCU anon here, why don't you guys just become friends or study buddies or someshit? Stop being so fucking afraid and autistic y'all go to the same school and have the same major. Btw I'm black (west african) too so being around niggers never bother me much, just ignore them and let them be.
>>34488654
I don't need to remember when the thread was made, I just search "Radford" in the comment box and I'l find it rather easily.
>>34488661
No that is gay.
>>34488707
fuck off you're lame >:P
>>34488661
Can't command self to just stop being autistic, afraid, etc. Besides I've been friendless for years. Another semester won't kill me.
Also, I'm black too so I understand how to deal with nigs.
>>34488769
You just gotta try breh. I believe in you
>>34488791
It's not that simple and you'd understand if you shared the circumstance.
After a certain extent of failed attempts at interaction, you start to expect failure and ultimately regard your existence as a disservice to others.
>tfw second year in first year courses
>all the first year normies know each other
>some people i've turned away in the past, or been a shitty person to
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
WHY AM I SO BAD SOCIALLY
i really need to network now because i'm shit
>tfw feel like i've lost all my chances at trying to make a friend this term
godfucking damn it i'm already so stressed out this year.
>academic probation, did even worse
>my friends have moved on to better things, or started skipping classes
>full courseload despite being an autist retard
>already started skipping classes
>>34488908
its too late friendo
its too late
>>34489218
yeah i have some acquaintances but i fucked up
it sucks when the people who tried to talk to you last term, and ignored, they're actually in your major
i'm gonna sit to some lonely looking robot the next class, and hope he can help me out in CS :(
i mean it's not TOO late because there are plenty of people still sitting alone
I HAD MY CHANCE AT MAKING FRIENDS LAST FALL TERM
BUT NOW WTF I FEEL LIKE A FUCKING FRESHMAN AGAIN
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
NO MOTIVATION
DEPRESSED
ADHD
FUCKING FUCK
>>34489088
>skipping classes
>on academic probation
I had friends that did that and got expelled.
Don't fuck yourself over. You never know when the prof will decide to randomly take attendance or jack up the grades.
>>34489346
nah they don't take attendance here
what's bad is that i miss out on the material
i still had to skip because i was seriously getting triggered lately from all the loneliness.
seriously cried because it reminded me of every past that i've been socially isolated
>>34488908
It's not too late.
It's only your second year for fuck's sake.
If I could manage to make friends while working through college, you can make a couple, easy.
>>34489379
I just want a study buddy, I don't even need to socialize
Really sucks getting frustrated on study material
Yes I'm in second year but everyone else is first year
>tfw only friend I made last term was only my friend for notes
>tfw not going to make a single friend here
>>34468379
How bad is the change to uni, robots? 18-year old HS senior here.
>>34489372
Then fucking pull yourself together.
Find some hobbies
Meet some people, it's not hard. Even if you hate them.
Fuck, even making study groups isn't hard.
>triggered from loneliness
>I seriously cried because...
I was in and out of the hospital for health issues, had to talk friends out of suicide and deal with a minor concussion from a car accident on top of family drama and a sleep disorder. Grow a pair.
>tfw CS robot
>tfw arts girls only pretend to talk to you in class so that i can be their free tutor
she had a fucking boyfriend too!
i know it's potential fwb material when i actually do good at teaching her, but i'm not
fucking REEEEEEEEE just
>>34489372
Sounds like you need to get laid.
Totally not original
>>34489472
i attempted suicide as well
my dad is depressed, schizophrenic, and bipolar. always works shitty part-time IT jobs and quits them because he always gets frustrated. so we live on welfare
i have a sleep disorder too
so yeah it might've sounded minor but it's not LOL
>>34489540
i really do. i was just begging for hugs
i can't even get a boner up to masturbate anymore.
but i don't have tinder, and i'm a skinny virgin so idk if anyone would want to
>>34475533
because you wank too much mate
>>34489563
I can't even wank these days.
How do I find a girlfriend when I'm second year or higher?
I used to always make girlfriends in first year courses, but I really don't think there's a point
>>34489521
I swear we're not all terrible humans. But most of us are.
t. arts grill
>>34489605
when i was in first year i easily snagged some free vagina for arts girls
but now they're not, there's no point doing it
>>34468379
>talking to people
Wew no thanks
>>34489549
If you take the next 6 months or so and go to the gym you might find yourself in a better state.
Also you can't worry about your dad not being able to hold a job. It would fix your libido, your self confidence, and it might even help you focus a bit more with something to look forward to.
>>34489663
yeah sounds like i need to hit the gym for real now
i feel myself getting even skinnier
i'm not worrying about my dad, but the environment at my house does contribute to my situation right now
>>34489659
>tfw actually pretty chill and good at talking to people when they're friendly
>get super anxious when i'm not
>tfw high school friend is in arts for the pre-law
>always brags about how fucking easy it is
>everyone thinks he's some STEM student because he's not white
>>34489637
The ones you fucked have probably dropped out by now. By second year it's pretty serious. Go for the education majors instead.
>>34489762
>The ones you fucked have probably dropped out by now.
they haven't, not yet
they were just easy because they were qt asian girls and i'm a qt asian boy too
met them through clubs, study groups, labs and shit
now all the second years seem to be in pretty ridge cliques
btw my ex gf is in education for some weird reason. she's an international student too
>>34489663
It's actually not that hard to put my shit back together, I'm just already behind assignments
>>34489417
Me too thanks.
I just want to copy people's answers. But I'd rather just do the assignment than approach anyone.
>>34489826
Well copying answers is really no point when the exams come.
Unless you somehow need to cram on the assignments, and can study hard and long for the exams, that's a bad idea
i just want someone who i can work together through the assignment, but that's kind of hard to do because i'm getting dumber now
how do you get through depression or mental illnesses without stimulants?
coffee kind of works but it interferes with my sleep
What are some good volunteering jobs for robots? I mean I guess I'm a schizoid
I volunteered at a hospital handing out activities, no one wanted to do them and it made me even more depressed. Really not much to do when I can barely put in the hours there. Not to mention all the old white people gave me weird looks and I'd hear the stacy bitch staffs talking shit.
>football suitemates pregaming in the suite common room being loud as fuck and smoking pot
>they're all 6'5" and pure muscle so I can barely look them in the eye
>too loud and cant stand the smoke, leave my room and then accidentally close the suite door hard as fuck, they all yell stuff like "OH" and "what the fuck's his problem"
>take a walk outside, see nothing but groups of people on their way to parties, being loud and drunk and a bunch of people lined up being picked up by cars playing loud rap music
>go to the library but the computer lab is closed
>spend an hour in the cafeteria eating cake and hot dogs waiting for the football guys to leave
Truly this is the robot life.
>>34468379
Live at home with my parents, cuz cheap. Couldn't/wouldnt bring a chick home. Mom keeps tabs on me like I'm 10, can't complain to her cuz rent free. Mfw am I still in high school?
>>34490122
that's why you need to find a girl who has her own home or lives on residence
really gonna have trouble fucking like that
>>34468379
>new comment
>fucking bitches
>having the time of my life
Just kidding
>>34490149
I did and let me tell you the story
>cute girl in english class
>talk to her all the time
>she invites me to group shit
>end of the semester cant ask her out
>decide im gonna ask her friend if shes single
>says yes
>takes my number
>recieves text an hour later
>texts if she had any idea how to ask ger friend and so on
>isnt chicks friend
>is chick
>starts to reeeeee like an autist head to phone in anger
>record 30 seconds of down syndrome on accident and almost send it
>she has a boyfriend
Oregano
>>34490314
kek looks like you got keked!
just got back from the holidays last night, already eaten a pot noodle and enjoying freedom.
>tiny uni
>already met most people in my year
>tiny class
>already met everyone in my class
>tiny flat
>already met everyone in my flat
>friends with no one I met
>buy some lunch from the canteen
>decide to eat outside instead
>outside is populated with guys sitting by themselves eating food
>no talk, just silence
I've done it
I've found the robots
>>34491374
Kek robots spotted in their natural habitat, fucking faggots all of us
>>34490592
Brutal social lif for us robots
>failed calcb2 7 times(going from cc to CC to get around 3 time MX rule)
>Pass on 8th
>Failed other classes too but I'm finally back on track
>5th year in class with 2-4 year students
>Graduating 1 year from now at best if I max out units and pass all classes
I want to kill myself every day but I keep on going
>>34491695
Calc*
Max* not mx
Fuck I literally cannot stop feeling like a failure for failing and retaking courses.
>>34492189
You haven't failed as much as me garrenteed
Don't be so down
This is me:>>34491695
>>34492308
I know I shouldn't be, but here I am awake on a 3am
>>34492392
Dare you to turn off your computer or phone right now. Fucking do it. Bet you won't. Little bitch.
>>34469327
G-good luck getting a job
>>34492430
Nah I woke up in the middle of the night because of panic attacks
>>34492392
I'm not saying you shouldn't be upset
It's good that our care
I'm just saying you are not a true failure
People mess up
It's when you mess up the same thing over and over again that's truly bad
>>34480555
Zimbabwe needs to go harder desu, but I respect the fuck out of how Mugabe is pushing for indigenous black control of the economy and resources. Western/U.S./NATO and their mining corporations and white usurper-backed interests can fuck right off.
The Democratic People's Republic of Korea is based as Fuck.
> Free education (through university)
> Free healthcare
> Free, guaranteed apartment housing for all families (120 square meters) thereby no homelessness
> free hair salons
> free newspapers
> no taxes
> free health resorts
> planned economy run by the Worker's Party in its working class character and composition and not subject to the periodic crises of a "free market" state monopoly capitalist system and run for public need not private profit
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I9HxGhIo-6k