TFW fall in love with any girl who talks to me
>>34463844
>a girl is interacting with me
>immediately thinking about the future with her
Same but I'm too shy so I just hope she likes me and wait for her to do the first move it hasn't worked for me yet.
>>34463878
Literally me
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>>34463844
It's the biological imperative for you to find a mate. Your brain is designed to work this way. In the face of extreme deprivation it is getting desperate.
>>34464022
Fuck that! I do what I want! RESIST! RESIST!
Thats a feel I do not know. No girls talk to me.
>>34463844
>find her on social media
>fap
>recoil in horror once after-fap clarity sets in
this doesn't happen with every girl but it usually finds a way of setting in after an extended conversation
the main problem is the uncontrollable physical anxiety if i even suspect ill bump into them
when i developed a new crush in high school i would have anxiety attacks that left me puking, and would often lock myself in the toilets at break time if i couldnt find my friends out of the fear i might bump into them, even walking past her was a mind debilitating, nervous ticking experience
having a crush invokes the worst possible state of living for me and i am so glad to be free right now
>>34463878
To be honest, I miss those times. It's nice to have those ridiculous short lived delusions.
Now when a girl talks to me I don't feel anything at all.
>>34463844
>tfw instagram girls trick my brain into thinking I have a girlfriend