is anyone here happy

I am

orra parnassia

yeah, and I have the typical NEET life, don't know why it's so rare to prefer to live a solitary life on here of all places, everyone hates normies but wants to be one

>>34449008
>Wakes up
>W-where am I-I?
>Rubs eyes, shakes head.. W-wha, What's this here hmm, what's an /r9k/??

>Browses multiple trap threads, suicide notes, misguided insanity, NORMAL FAGS REEE I HATE THEM BUT I WANT TO HAVE WHAT THEY HAVE, general teenage angst, degeneracy, and 30 year old virigins

>Asks are any of you happy

Welcome to hell kid get out while you still can

>>34449008
sometimes, but only for a split second when something good happens.

then i realize i'm supposed to feel like that way more often, and end up feeling more depressed than before.

>>34449008
I'll be wallowing in regrets the rest of my life, but it's fine.
I've lost.
It's over.