anybody else know that eventually they will off themselves ?

>>34386459
I just keep going, every time I see someone do what I try to do a million times better than me I've always got my brain telling to stop and give up because I'll never be as good, but still I try my best.

>>34386546
all i want to do is tear down computers and fix them thats it. all i want to do is be in an office where i get to fix peoples computers. i do not want to network i want to work with parts

I started smoking because I'm too scared to directly kill myself right now, if I'm still alive at 60 I'll probably do it then regardless.

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String yourself up buddy boy

>>34386594
People have stores where they do that don't they? Why not run one of them if get the chance, you could even just work in one but job opportunities for stuff like that seem limited.

Life isnt gonna improve. Theres nothing out there for you. Best thing you can do is do us all a solid and stream it.

>>34386459

> also have a hangmans noose in my backpack so i can string myself up
I chuckled at this. Do you literally carry rope around with you or was that a metaphor since you're a writer?

>>34387413

You'll be more scared dying from cancer and all the pain and discomfort it brings. If you're afraid of dying, stop going for the even scarier version.

>>34388208
i LITERALLY have a rope in my backpack so that i can end it really quickly i will have a nice meal then end it if i need too

>>34386459
I'd like to buy one of your books. Is it on Amazon or something?

>>34388275
look at this guy with his nice meal i bet he's never even hanged himself before

you're gonna puke it back up while you're hanging bro trust me it's not fun

>>34388310
it is on Amazon but i do not want people here to know my real identity i write poetry and short stories

>>34386459
yep, just waiting for my mom to pass.

kill me now though, please
I've been alive 32 years, the 'best' times long since passed, please kill me now I don't want to do this anymore

>>34388338
Post a story/poem

>>34388338
No one cares. Plus, publishing work and making sure no one knows about is probably a pretty solid indicator as to why they don't sell.

>>34386459
In my country, you have to be an active member of a shooting range in order to buy a gun. I only got one more year left :)

>>34388417
* active member for 2 years, before you can buy a gun

>>34388408
i used to market and got people reviewing but i was not really making any money so i just stopped i love what i do but i need to eat as well