>repeatedly tell myself that relationships are a distraction from what I really want
>tell myself to focus on academic and professional pursuits instead, along with cultivation of hobbies
>actually start to believe it
>fall asleep last night
>have that dream again
>the one with the gf
>the one with the cuddling
>the one with the holding
>the one with the touching
and here it comes again
>>34381547
all i know is poo poo pee pee
ahh yes yes here it comes
yes the repetition of original feeling i sense its approach!!
>>34382389
Just masturbate, it makes those feelings clear rigt up.
I'm in the same boat, even if I manage to distance myself from that desire for love and physical contact sooner or later I get confronted with it and I fall in despair again.
I cannot deal with it, so what do we do now?
>>34383322
You just feel the feels, mr dubs. They come and go like the tide and there's nothing you can do about it.
>>34383453
>there's nothing you can do about it.
And in the end, it doesn't really matter at all.
>>34382389
Rinse and repeat, anon. Live to pursue your hobbies and the like, when you can't do it anymore use these dreams to fulfil your need for affection and continue on your pursuits again.