unifeels

Don't do it. If you can't bring yourself to go to class then drop out, it's better than spending money on nothing. I've been there

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>>34364873
>mfw trade school
>mfw actually have a chance at life
>mfw don't have to sell my kidneys on the black market to pay some student loan debt
>mfw jobs are in heavy demand yet no one goes into them
>mfw got hired right out of school


You fell for the college meme. If you aren't going to classes then drop out now as that is literally wasting money. Paying for college and not going to class is like buying a yacht when you live in an arid, dry desert, depression or no depression.

uhhh like what's your major?

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>>34364873
I don't even know why I'm here. This comment is original

>>34364873
>tfw I love my major
>tfw I'm top of my class
>tfw I can skip whenever I want to and still do better than everyone else in my generation
>tfw have a lot of friends and always have someone that shares my interests
Don't know about the rest of you, but college is great.

>>34365036

Why the fuck are you even here, assuming what you said is not bait.

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>>34365036
You need to be destroyed

>>34365069
>>34365088
>Why the fuck are you even here
I've had quite some problems with my family since I was young. Our economic situation was real bad during my late childhood all the way up to my late teens. I started secluding myself more and more during that time, and the only thing that kept me going through middle school and high school was that I found school to be easy. Studying something I genuinely enjoy has made a real difference on the way I look at the world though. I like the spot I'm currently at, but I know I'm still emotionally scarred from the situations I've been through. Currently working on my trust issues, but it's fucking hard.

>>34364873
try conventional mental health routes councilling and medication before you kys at least, your future self might look back one day and wonder how you could ever have thought about throwing away such a great future..

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>>34365310
Fuck you. Successful people deserve maximum punishment.

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I was about to make a thread about this kind of topic, but I guess I'll post here.

Fellow unibros, how is it to work in accounting? I finally decided to get some experience on my resume and as a matter of fact I have an interview scheduled this week, but damn, I'm not sure how is it gonna turn out. What do they even ask?

>>34365392
>Good at school
>Successful
Kek, if you say so.

>graduated 9 months ago
>finally got a job
>most of my uni friends moved away

Kinda sucks

Just get the degree OP. I graduated with a 2.2 while clinically depressed. I had internship experience so I was able to get a job though. Had I not graduated I wouldn't have the job.

>>34365310
gtfo normie shit.Who cares if you were poor in your childhood,you aren't socially inept,you have friends and experienced success trough your grades.you are not a robot,not even a cyborg, struggle with normie shit such as *trust issues* if that was one of my problems my life would have been great...

>>34364873

What do you robots study? I'm hoping to start this year, got interviews for physiotherapy. My ticket to being a normie, I hope.

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>woke up
>went to class
>came back to apartment
>played scales on my Epi LP 100 for a few hours
>forgot to do homework
>wake up the next day
>don't go to class
>played scales and songs on my Epi LP 100

Rinse and repeat for three years.

When I was in CC, it wasn't as bad. Now that I'm in uni, I don't feel that college is for me. I have no interest in academics or the majors and the only friends I have are the ones I jam with on weekends.

But anything to please mommy and daddy though.

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>eyes itch constantly like I haven't slept of two days
>hard to concentrate
>actually get decent sleep

Why? Is it the fucking winter?

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>assigned a group project
>get a feeling that the group doesn't like me very much
>they changed our group topic without telling me between classes
>none of them acknowledge me at all when the group is together
>one guy in the group says he would type something up and send it to all of us
>said he would have it done that day
>that was one week ago
>have a feeling he sent it to everyone but me
>mfw

>>34364873
>went to uni alone
>suck at making friends and a lot of people are already with their friend groups from school, so decide I'll wait for someone to come talk to me, say hi or just ask to sit next to me
>no one does
>dropped out because of social anxiety and self esteem making me scared shitless of having to do presentations/interviews that I needed to pass to continue to the third year, couldn't handle the pressure and didn't want to get a job in a pressurized environment
>literally ran out of a class crying and never went back
>can't tell my parents because they're conservative as fuck and are one of the biggest causes of my self-esteem
>pretend that I'm still going to uni, make up timetables
>try to find a job since then my parents would be more sympathetic and won't kick me out, or if they did I'd have money to live on my own
>spend a year applying to jobs
>receive 2 phone calls about jobs
>can't even answer the phone because I'm so scared of talking to people
>only realistic option is to tell parents the truth and basically have a mental breakdown in front of them to get psychiatric help
>if they care more about me lying to them (which is likely), they'll kick me out for not being in education or having a job
>I'll be homeless and die
>all my friends from school stopped contacting me after last summer (didn't even get a Christmas/New Year text, which you usually mass-send out to people on your contacts list), so can't go to anyone else for help with anything
I've been considering suicide and have been crying myself to sleep for about 3 months now, told myself to make it through the holidays so they aren't associated with my death, but I just don't know when I'm going to do it. I keep holding off on my final preparations - wiping hard drives of garbage, writing a note, leaving passwords for my computer and other shit to my little brother, etc. - because there's that little part of me that doesn't want to die just yet.

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>>34365887
I THOUGHT I WOULD BE DONE WITH GROUP PROJECTS IN HIGH SCHOOL. I DON'T NEED TO WORK IN A GROUP IN THE FUTURE FUCK OFF COLLECTIVIST SCUM AAAAAAAAAAA

>>34365310
Fuck off workaholic nigger.
This place is for losers only dont ruin our last place of solitude.

>>34364873
>tfw artfag
>was just carving up lino all day

Felt pretty nice honestly

>Can't solve any linear algebra
>Can't solve any of my calculus
>Can't solve any math
>Didn't finish my C program that is due tomorrow
>Didn't start my python program that is due Monday because I didn't finish C yet

I'm trying my best and it's not enough. Should in drop out?
I sit 12 hours a day in the library (alone) and make almost no progress. Completely lost route in C and don't know how to learn python.

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>mandatory group work that will count for 80% of the final grade this semester
>need to be with 4 other people
>never talked to anybody ever

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>be in uni dorms
>room is right next to floor kitchen
>everyone is talking and drinking and laughing before going to some club later
>just sitting here hearing it all because the walls are thin as shit

I skipped class today to get high and play Minecraft. I'm a senior graduating in the Spring and I just don't fucking CARE anymore at all. Plus, he was assigning groups today, fuck that.

>>34365902
you can't keep lying, man, at least not if you love your parents. i've been there. my parents are great, though, and lying to good people is the worst and leads to nowhere. if you don't love your parents or whatever, then i guess it isn't as bad.

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>>34364873
>in meme business class
>professor gets to the part about discrimination/hiring, starts talking about dealing with women
>someone brings up women live longer than men for some reason
>prof looks out at the class
>you know why men die faster?
>no answer
>it's cause they want to

I can't stand classes but I just tell myself that I'll keep on going til I get a degree then I can break down or try to fix my shit
Probably just going to be launched into a sad life of wagecuckery immediately after though, but my delusions keep me going

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>>34367121
My parents brushed off my anxiety for 10 years as something that's "just in my head" and that I "only do to embarrass them", rather than taking me to a doctor. I couldn't have a normal life because I'd involuntarily vomit whenever I had to eat in public or face a social situation with a lot of pressure. I was 11 and all they ever did was shout at me as if I did it intentionally. I want to love my parents, because obviously they raised me and they try to be good to me, but it's hard for me to believe that they'd help me after doing something "wrong".

>>34364873
>tfw finally kissed someone

am I a normie now?

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>graduated over a year ago
>still get dreams where I ditch class the whole semester then frantically try to make everything up at the end
>inevitably fail and disappoint everyone
>I didn't even do this when I was a student
>I feel shitty and stressed all day after I have one of these dreams

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>>34366566
i miss art and doing that kind of thing. still i'm glad i don't have the stress of doing all of the years coursework a few weeks before the deadline

i usually miss classes a fair bit because of trains and my own lateness. missed one today because after an hour and a halfs commute i was 10 minutes late, and i'm too anxious to walk in late and find somewhere to sit. i basically wasted 3 hours to do nothing

>>34364873

Dropped out a week ago after 4 years of studying. I just dont wanted to do anymore. Been on payed student practice for a year and was 1 year away from completion of the Bsc but I didn't like the work. Was studying CS but imagining the future working with total autist spergs and numales for the rest of my career didnt seem like a great choice. So I quit. I fell for the CS meme bots.

Gonna learn electrician now. Pays fairly well and somewhat related.

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>>34367312
>tfw he's right
What advice did he give about dealing with women? Don't want my career destroyed cause one dumb stacy accuses me of rape

>>34364873
I've applied for the internship and have an interview tomorrow. The problem is my English is far from perfect, but I really have to get it. Any ideas?

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>>34365902
I can somewhat relate to this. What was your major?

>>34367503
beat your parents with a chain and then kill yourself on the spot in my opinion

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>tfw already graduated

>>34368393
the meme subject that is CS

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>>34366237
fucking this! just let me work by myself you fucking idiots! these morons never give me any constructive criticism damn it!!!

>>34366867
I'm in the same situation. I asked the teacher how he would assign groups and he said he'd let us choose them on our own since we'd get to know each other and know who we wanted to work with.

Why is school rigged against robots?

>>34364873
Eat bar of dark chocolate
Eat banana
Drink glass of milk
Repeat if necessary
Then go to class.

If you skip classes, you are likely to miss important stuff and fall behind.

>>34368827
joke's on you
all my lectures are recorded and put up on the internets as soon as the class ends

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>mfw 3/5 of my classes consist of group work projects that count for over 50% of my grade
>mfw I've been here two weeks and still have yet to talk to anyone, much less make any friends

I hate it here. I wish I could go back to being a NEET.

>>34368646
>tfw falling for the CS meme right now

Please don't tell me that you're me one year later, because I've got the same issues and I don't want to quit.
You still get money from your parents, right?
Maybe you can get an appointment with a psychologist to help with your self-esteem issues.

>>34368646
>>34368981
You can live in a real country and have you education funded by the government. Enjoy your debt Amerifat.

>>34365437
Accounting is boring as shit. Source: I'm an for&a analyst, which is only slightly less boring than accounting.

If you want to crunch numbers and have work/life balance (you don't, you want all or nothing or the feels and 'how was your weekends' will kill you) accounting is okay.

But you want a job that feels like a game and keeps you from masturbating all day. Since you aren't smart enough for wall street, work as an underwriter. Shitty hours, better money than accounting/programming, you just have to massage spreadsheets all day.

>>34369007
Wew I live in France lad, I'm just not enough of a poorfag to get dem benefits.

>>34368981
I am you one year later, but I don't have to pay back my debt unless I start earning over a certain amount.
I have money from Maintenance Loans still (UK), I could go to a GP and get a free therapist, but then my parents would know.

>>34365740
>Epi LP 100

lmao, dropped right there. At least get a Epi LP Custom poor nigger

>>34369068
You don't have free tuition based on merit? Romania's higher ed is shit, but at least they recognize merit and not background

>>34365740
ever thought about just.. y'know.. taking some time to make some music

>>34365740
>Epi LP 100
>tfw Epi LP Special from 7 years ago
>only started bothering to try and learn it in the last few months
>only know two scales, a dozen chords and a few short songs and riffs
I wish this would come faster to me, I'd love to actually have a talent.

I skipped about 50% of my classes in college (UK) before dropping out

I don't know why. It was just a self-destructive behaviour of mine

Probably why I'm a NEET now

>Currently have the worst Uni roommate ever

Like.. the Dude isnt even chad, he is like some sort of Psuedo-Chad. He talks mad game about girls/blast shitty rap on his phone smokes weed/drinks every night. But he's also 26, and a "year and a half from being a senior" and getting a communications degree, he is balding too. Everytime he brings girls over they just smoke his weed and leave him here. He's just so fucking disgusting.

>Go home on break for Winter
>Retard didnt clean any of his food out of the fridge or empty his trashcan
>Fruit flies errywhere

"Oh man sorry dude I guess I forgot"

Fuck

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>two chads across the hall from me share a triple, so there is lots of extra space in their room. They also have a TV
>entire SWARMS of normies constantly going in and out all day
>constantly shouting and making normie noises, game of thrones on max volume
Do these people ever study? I can't go to sleep until 3:00 am because of these assholes.

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>have horrible speech anxiety
>taking mandatory speech class
>professor requires us to give one speech a week
>have to give a 3 minute speech on another classmate tomorrow
I seriously just want to skip every single class period. There is not a single autist in there other than me. I'm surrounded by normalfags who can speak in public without any issues. Fucking kill me, brobots.

>>34368249
>What advice did he give about dealing with women
Nothing really he glossed over a lot of it since it was more just about hiring considerations, like how women tend to miss more days than men, but in certain positions have higher production rates to make up for it, so consider you're business type and demographics when hiring employees. Basically the same shit you get in every management class.

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>on a tram to campus parking
>stacy 1 (sitting) points out to stacy 2 (standing) that there is a seat open next to me
>upon realizing her folly they share a giggle at the comedy of sitting next to me

I had more arm room.

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>>34364873
>>34370778
im not orginal desu e gd dg dgd

I miss most of my classes but still do the work more or less. There's not that much to benefit from going to class unless you desperately need to discuss something with others. These days everything is online and easily accessible though.

refreshers started Friday you guys should be out on the pull

>>34364873
I skipped all of last Tuesday, and I skipped all of today. I did go Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday though so that's pretty good. I'm definitely, 100% not skipping tomorrow though.

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>notice two girls from my art history class ride the transit with me
>chose a seat before them
>they usually sat around me

I stalked one of their names on kikebook and lurked her pictures. She's single. The other had a withheld name, going to try and count her name on the role sheet so I can figure it out. The blonde is pretty decent looking. The other one has a slightly tomboyish hair, could possibly be a dyke. She wears artsy clothing. She wore a t shirt with a skirt and leggings

The artsy looking girl seems to go in my direction after the transit arrive at the station, gave her a cue last time and walked ahead of her so breaking conversation would be a lot easier and comfortable.

She looks 18

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>>34364873
>tfw a girl actually came onto me the first week of the semester
>start hanging around with her
>she's getting all touchy feely
>start feeling sexual tension getting random boners when I talk to her
>conversations are getting awkward with weird misunderstandings and general confusion
>tfw too pussy to just ask her out

I didn't anticipate this at all. I just wanted someone to study with. She was the first person that actually initiated any form of conversation with me

>>34371149
I don't like girls who do this 2bh

>>34371193
well I'm a robot so I have literally no idea what to do
I have never been in that situation before.

>>34371315
so am I, but I just don't like talking to most people

>former neet
>24, sixth semester philosophy major
>literally surrounded by cute girls constantly
>am melancholic level 37 autist
>somewhat good looking

i really wish i wasn't an autist
i want to plungefuck cute girl vaginas with my throbbing erect penis that is so swollen full of blood that my consciousness is subsumed within its gravitational vortex of base sexual energy and then i simply become the sexual act for a short while

DOES ANYBODY KNOW THIS GOD DAMN FEEL

>>34371315
dude JUST DO IT YOU AHVE NOTTHINNG TO LOSE

PLUNGE YOUR PENIS INTO HER VAGINA
GO GO GO

>>34371383
>cute girls
>in philosophy
how

>>34364873
i have a bio final tomorrow..im scared lads

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>have assigned partners in foreign language class
>got stuck with tard
>he never knows how to do any of the exercises
>I can finish the whole thing in the time it takes him to look up one word in the glossary
>he still gets questions wrong even when I give him the answers
>also somehow can't even do simple shit like go in order on questions
>I'm going to have to deal with this for the whole year

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>tfw too nervous to cook in front of people

I have to wait until the kitchen is empty before making food

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>23
>been in college for 5 years now
>still a junior
>did part time, dropped and failed a few classes
>passing 2/4 of my classes
>hate my accounting major
>not sure what I want to do with my life
>still very behind in my classes

Found out I have to retake a couple of classes because I didn't make a high enough grade for them. I got C- in them and I needed a C to go take the other classes.

I'm so fucking behind in my classes now. I hate them all. I kinda just want to get an office job and work my way up the corporate ladder but since I've only worked as a server I'm afraid I won't be able to even get an entry lvl office job.

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Has anyone here ever run into an old high school classmate? How much have they changed? Do you usually lie and say life is good even though its not?

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>>34371598

>had to take either several semesters of lower level classes for one language or one semester of a higher level language course
>wanted to learn Japanese but my courses were demanding enough without studying moon runes so I just signed up for Conversational Spanish 401 (I'm Mexican and Spanish isn't my first language but I have been fluent in it for most of my life)
>about 20 students in the class
>I was the only male in the class and the only one who started speaking Spanish more than a couple years ago
>the class is nonstop conversation practice and as the only sort of native speaker the roasties fought to be my partner
>practiced talking to grills enough from that class to not be a total sperg around them anymore, helped that I was the more important party in every conversation
>shortly before finals one of them asked if we could meet up outside class to practice
>we met at a bar and fugged later that night
>friends with benefits for a few months afterwards

>>34371887

Stay strong. I didn't graduate until I was nearly 26. I have a shit tier degree and shit tier GPA (BA in a liberal arts major, 2.7) and I got an outstanding office job about 6 months after graduation. Only work experience I had was fast food and retail. I hated school so much after I went back but I grinded it out and now I'm making 5x more than what I made before.

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>>34371734
>he doesn't live off of microwave meals

first day back at term and i've forgotten how big a crush i have on my lecturer

>why are you married with a kid on the way and ten years older than my max limit rrreeeeeEEEEEEEE

so any other liberal arts students here

>>34364960
Fuck yea, m8.
I went to trade school as well. I got multiple job offers before I finished school. I took the highest salary offer.

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>>34372087
>>wanted to learn Japanese but my courses were demanding enough without studying moon runes
Moon is literally the easiest shit, maybe I've just gained meme magic from watching so much anime but it's the only class I'm consistently ahead in, the grammar is so easy to grasp and literally ever uni program I've seen uses genki 1 then 2 for the first 2 years so it's not even like you have that much vocab per chapter, I honestly don't see how could struggle with it

>>34365760
Sounds like you have anemia. Anemia causes consent fatigue and increase sleepiness. It can also effect your nervous systems which can interfere with your concentration level.

>>34372087
I'm trying man. I've been joining a few study groups too. I need to learn how to connect with people that don't have a 4chan mind set.

Also what kind of office job do you have and how much do you make if you don't mind me asking?

>>34364873

tfw a qt, kind of snarky classmate of mine held the door for me today and she looked me dead in the eyes the whole time. How do I talk to her, lads?

>>34364873

To OP: I started skipping class for the same reason. Sometimes I go through depressive episodes for about 3-4 weeks and just don't do homework or anything else, and it fucked up my grades a little bit last semester. Managed to pull it together at the end, though.

So I'd recommend going. If you miss like 2 weeks' worth, it's going to be very difficult to come back from that. It's very, very fucking hard to give half a shit when you're depressed, but make yourself go. Force yourself to go and take notes. Future you will appreciate that you didn't fuck it all up for him

>>34372401

I work as an underwriter for a big health insurance company. It's a great robot job. I can work from home sometimes and I rarely have to go through face to face communication when I'm in the office. Talking with colleagues is mostly over email. My manager leaves me alone as long as I meet my production goals (I always do) so I routinely fuck around for 1/3 to 1/2 and sometimes 3/4 of my shift. I worked from home Friday and today. I got everything that was assigned to me done but of those 16 hours I was on the clock I was on 4chan, playing vidya, doing chores or watching Netflix for roughly 10 of those hours.

You have to autistically double- and triple-check information/numbers. If you know how to use a computer and you can follow directions you can do this job, although my company will only look at college grads. I got lucky because my department was hiring a dozen or so people for this position so they couldn't be too picky and only hire the perfect employee. I was also lucky that all of my interviews were done over the phone. I'm better at that than in person.

I make just under 50K now but that's low, entry level pay for this field. In a few months I'm getting a big raise + promotion.

>eating lunch alone in dining hall
>sitting at a table for two
>face buried in phone, earbuds in
>guy sits down across from me
>wtf
>never seen this guy before, plenty of empty tables around
>make really awkward eye contact
>he buries his face in his phone
>I quickly shovel my food down and leave
>neither of us exchanged a single word

What did he mean by this?

>>34372901
He saw you sitting by yourself. He probably didn't want to eat by himself either, so he sat with you.
Chill, anon. Not everything has to mean something more than it is.

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>>34364873
>started college today
>first semester
>Sociology class
>teacher says we'll be talking about the plight of minorities
>says because of time restraints we'll skip Native Americans
>Somebody gets TRIGGERED
>Teacher goes on a 5 minute apology
WTF I thought college being a safe space hell hole where nobody can have a different opinion was just a lie but I witnessed it first hand...

College is going to be fun....

>>34372901
You should probably talk to him next time if he sits next to you. Having at least someone as a contact makes it easier.

>>34372884
>underwriter

Wow man that sounds great. I've come to realize that I'm too dumb and just not cut out for school. My social skills suck and I can't really focus too well in school. I'm also very depressed and lonely so that fucks with me too.

I just feel like a fucking loser for not having my shit together. I want to leave this restaurant job and find something better but I just feel like theres nothing out there for me.

>>34373009
If you want to have some really good keks, enroll in a gender studies class or a women's study class. Go in and troll the fuck out of those bitches.

>>34373009

kek tbph

>>34372211
which trade did you choose?

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>3rd year
>don't even enjoy my course
>all motivation is gone
>no friends
I don't see myself functioning in a work environment, shit, I don't even see myself getting through an interview.

>>34373292
>I don't see myself functioning in a work environment, shit, I don't even see myself getting through an interview.
This. How the hell are introverted, socially retarded people supposed to function in the average job?

>hate my degree so much
>second half of third and final year so I basically might as well finish it no matter what grade I get
>to the point I sometimes just cannot get coursework done over hours of staring at computer screen
>feel like in going to fail or get a useless grade no matter what I do at this point

why do I even bother worry this torture

>>34364873
Does it matter missing the first couple weeks of class? I feel anxious about showing up late

>>34373502
b-bls resbond

>>34373502

The FIRST couple weeks? I mean, yeah...you probably missed some assignments already. And they won't know who you are when you show up. But better to fix that now than never go.

Why didn't you drop during drop/add if you weren't gonna go?

>>34373502
It's important,
some teachers take attendance unless they said it's not important, some stuff they talk about might be on exams and not in the book

>>34373502
>Does it matter missing the first couple weeks of class
Definitely. The more you miss of the first weeks, the less likely you are to attend the rest. It gets really hard going to a class you've never been to before, and dealing with the pressure/anxiety of thinking about how weird it's going to be, showing up for the first time a month into the course.

>>34373596
>>34373615
>>34373680
What if it's only the first week you've missed?

Just finished rearranging my schedule so I only have to leave my dorm room 4 times per week (5 times if you count the weekly alcohol/food trip). I feel accomplished and ashamed at the same time.

>>34373739
It's fine, at that point a lot of students are still adding and dropping classes so somebody new showing up is no big deal. Just make sure you start going. You know, if you want to graduate. Don't do what I did and make your first day of class the same day as the midterm.

>>34372172

Don't have a crush on your lecturer man. That's a fucking no go and you know it won't end well.

>>34364873
skipped 2 of my classes (again) today

fuck why did i sign up for a 9am class

>tfw seasonal affective disorder hitting me again
what do i do

>absolute qt in one of my classes
>honest to God one of the most beautiful girls I have ever laid eyes on
>do nothing about it because beta robot
>overhear her today talking about her bf

Part of me is depressed as shit, and part of me is relieved knowing I wouldn't have had a chance anyway.

>>34374423

Only got like a month and a half, lad.

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Seems like 75% of the people here should have just gone to a trade school.

>>34368646
Age senpai?

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>tfw stopped worrying about not having a gf because not having a job is worse

>>34374653
i have a similar story

>walk late into a full class
>can't find a seat
>almost sit on the floor
>this girl moves her stuff so that i could sit next to her
>sit next to her
>she keeps glancing my way, especially at my face

>decide to talk to her after class
>thank her for moving her coat
>exchange names
>ask her if she has another class after, she does
>tells me to leave first

then I never saw her in class ever again after that.

i didn't know she got creeped out, fuck

>>34374665
i'm in canada, it's more like 3 months left

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>walking to class
>black girl stops me to ask for money to get to the hospital or something
>pretty sure she's lying but too autistic to just tell her no or walk off
>get my wallet out thinking I have $5 to give her
>only have a 1 and a 50
>1 isn't enough so I give her the 50
>walked past later and she was still there
>now only have a dollar to buy food for the week

>tfw ego too big despite being a failure
>failed last term
>now i have to repeat three courses this term

>tfw started regularly drinking coffee again because i'm getting tired
>the anxiety is coming back
>the ADHD is coming back
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

i need to quit the caffeine jew

anyone know if adderall would work? i think i might be depressed and anxious as well but

Anyone study history here?

>>34365036
Same my dude! College has been practically nothing but fun for me! Especially because I met nice, outgoing friends.

Math is going down the drain as of now
As of now I have a project I barely started and a capstone class with no ambition

>tfw the tfw no gf feelings keep coming back

>group project of making a childrens book

Kill me now

>tfw no ambition
>no motivation
>hate my major
>hate my uni
>hate my life
>hate my city

>>34375478
Yea same... Worst part is I've gotten close to dating like 3 girls but I was just to awkward to follow through :/

>>34375278
ha, I remember you posting this in the last thread. She might not even be creeped out, women are just a mystery

I forgot how absurdly lonely it feels being here
Least I don't have to start classes until next Monday but holy shit my schedule sucks, I have 0 free time except saturdays

>>34375521
me too, m8

well at least in my first term, that is. currently in my second term of second year and hadn't had much luck since.

in my first term i had a chance with like 5 girls. one of them was rich af too.

but none of them were *actually* my type, so i never followed through

man i need to higher my standards, but i spill spaghetti in front of pretty girls

>semester started today
>feeling more alienated than before
>almost choked on a self-introduction
>one class is full of normie-tier projects

Why can't I just be alone goddammit reeeeeeee

>>34375529
i know, that's what makes me sad

like seriously every action she made suggested she was interested in me.

i saw her swapping classes so it might as well just be that she switched into a different one

or she might've gotten depressed and started skipping classes because i didn't get her number, and she knows no one else in the class. i had a girl like that last term, she started skipping class for two weeks until i messaged her on facebook. she went on this long rant about how she felt so depressed and lonely blah blah blah

I could try going to the other sections to find her again, but I feel like that might be too creepy

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>>34366791
I do not have enough knowledge of your situation

All I know is that, if you are able to, talk to your professor, councillor and most support systems at the school about what is going on.

They are just as interested in having you continuing and doing well at school as you do.

You can then after those conversations come to the conclusions of what to do.

>tfw in second year
>retaking first year courses because I failed them
>on academic probation but failed even worse in my first term this year
>feel like such a failure for seeing younger faces in class

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>tfw 5 math classes

There's too many ugly people at school. It makes me not want to go

>>34367519
just the fact that you have to act is evidence enough you are still robot

>>34374718
Yeah. Most people in general should've gone instead of college. I was greatly considering it in high school but my mom told me only losers like my dad go to trade school so I decided not to. I should've listened to myself desu.

>>34368318
Start talking more in English

Whether that is with yourself or what it is, you just have to be willing to be vocal and learn.

What I do when I have to avoid my accent, is just speaking more slow and monotone.

>>34375570
ayy its nice to know I'm not the only one who spill his spaghetti haha

my problem is that I don't really know my 'type' because I went to an all guys high school so I just never really talked to any girls till now

>constantly think about a girl in my class that i've never talked to before
>see her around campus and cower in fear

please tell me i'm not the only one

>tfw wanted to drop out long ago but accumulated so much debt I keep telling myself I may as well keep trying

>>34375702
wtf are you gay?

i find that i fall in love at first sight if i do find girls that are my type

>nobody here studies history
>Going to study history in September
>Becoming more and more self conscious about my choice

>>34375719
It's irrational to make current decisions based on transactions that have already occurred

>>34375717
dude i don't know how big your class is, but chances are she doesn't even know you

just talk to her asking are we in the same class or whatever, and get her number

>>34375750
Hah nope not gay just not smart senpai
liek i see girls and think damn she's hot but i dont do anything because meh (maybe its the nihilist in me that thinks itll be worthless anyways :/)

>>34364911
FPBP
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it even came with a free set of dubs

>>34375799
why the fuck does it change F A M to senpai??

>>34375799
>damn she's hot but i dont do anything because meh
chances are she's not your type then.

but i get the same thing for hot girls so idk, it might just be my inner self being insecure

>>34375752
It doesn't matter. I'm studying CS but I probably will end up in a helpdesk job or something anyway. At least you can have fun in your studies unlike most STEM cucks.

>>34375775
i sit right next to her kek. years of being a friendless loser from middle school to high school stripped me of the little amount of social skills i had. no matter how many pep talks i give myself in the mirror i still never get the courage to actually talk to anybody. i have class with her tomorrow fug i wanna die

>>34375856
you sat right next to her, did she notice at all?

you still need to try talking to her

>>34364960
Have fun with that under 100k a year salery

>>34364873
>tfw overall gpa is a measly 3.1 out of 4.0 in a biochem degree
>gpa too shitty to get a masters or go to any doctorate school like pharmacy or med or dental

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

>>34375884
she actually moved to sit next to me. she was in a different spot the first day of class but the next day she was in the chair next to mine. she wears glasses so she probably just needed to get closer to the front of the room ;_;

>>34375953
i feel for you friend

you will have a chance soon and make it work

i believe in you

>>34375963
nah she probably wanted to talk to you as well

>>34375970
how? I already graduated and shit already

I wish I fucking did engineering...

>>34375963
prepare a few questions

ask her those questions

then try to limit the amount of spaghetti you spill and just ask her

she might be awkward as well with what you have told us so far

awkward and awkward cancel out

>>34364873
Go to class. I went from like a 2.75 gpa to 3.5 just from going to class and passively taking the information in
The real motivator for me was getting to check out the stacey butts. I still got plenty of spank bank material years after graduation

>>34375997
>I wish I fucking did engineering...
me too...

feels bad knowing all my high school friends went into engineering

i didn't get into engineering because my physics mark was shitty and i never bothered to finish the correspondence retake

now i'm stuck in some shitty CS program

>>34375990
anon i get what you're trying to do. you're trying to get me to make a move knowing that i'll crash and burn because i'm an autist and you know i'll post the greentext on here for your enjoyment

>>34375997
it is so easy to regret and be sad.

truthfully i do that too much as well.

what is important now is that you move on and tank the bullshit.

try to see what opportunities that you are given.

>>34376027
my highschool grades were phenomenal, I could have gotten into some of the best schools to virtually any program that I wanted...

but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I had to fall for the premed meme, be a doctor (: my mom would always say

>>34376050
I try, but it gets harder and harder each day.

>>34376032
think whatever you want, schizophrenic dude

just know that if you never make a move, the two of you will never together

i've missed out on chances with SOOOOOOO many girls just because i never bothered to say hi, or say hi back

also if she's sitting alone in class, chances are she wants a classmate as well

>>34375842
I suppose that's true. Why can't you have fun?

>tfw get randomly horny in classes
>get tired if I actually fap