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>went through opiate/benzo withdrawal last year at the same time all while coming down from using 3 meo pcp for a month straight
>promised myself to never do drugs again
>started smoking weed again
>now I'm itching to do morphine again
Someone please end my pathetic existence. Life is just such utter trash that I can't imagine being sober for the rest of my life. Everything just seems impossible.

On the bright side, it's just opiates.

Yeah they're addicting as hell but the physical effects are actually pretty mild. The withdrawals suck, but it's nothing like benzo withdrawals.

You really should only be using that shit once a month though.

>>34361470
I'm on the verge of a heavy nod here.

Benzo messed my life up so much dude, I hear what you're saying. That clonazolam shit I messed with was the closest thing to neuropoison I've encountered.

Opiates are fairy benign, physically speaking. Ignoring the damage to your veins from IV-usage, of course. The psychological addiction is just hard to shake. I can't go a month without opiates, I use at least three days a week now. It's my only recreational outlet / release..

>>34361450

I've got love for you my brother. The struggle is fierce, I know you're battle(s) all too well.. Don't be down on yourself, don't let the drugs rule you. We're users, therefore shouldn't let the drugs use us.

(PS: This shit is beginning to hit me HARD now. Whoops)

Sorry if it seems like I'm talking crap. I'm all over the place...

I'm just smoking up my pipe these days

>>34361646
lel, if you say you're hitting the "pipe" around these parts, people presume you're talking about crack a.k.a meth.

our slang is a little unusual, but im down under after all.. crack-cocaine is non-existent here.