I THINK I FINALLY LOST MY MIND

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>>34346786

Did you sleep long enough this night anon ?

that sounds like an schizophrenic hallucination or a brain tumour

>>34346821
>>34347001
These, OP. Lack of sleep, schizophrenia, and brain tumors can all cause hallucinations.

have you ever done lsd? could be a flashback.

>gorillaz
Numale histrionic faggot detected

>>34347089
I did but two months ago, first and last try.
>>34346821

>>34347081
>>34347081
I don't get too much sleep due to my finals.

Should I go to the hospital tomorrow? I'm still shaking.

>>34347001
No... it's not schizophrenia at all

>>34347131
question, did you happen to crack your back or your neck anytime before this hallucination happened?

>>34347089
Flashbacks are incredibly fucking rare and not worth discussing most of the time.

>>34347178
LSD's elimination half-life is 6 hours, more or less. Fuck off with the "spinal fluid stores drugs" meme,.

>>34347131
Get some sleep, if it happens again or you notice your health changing in the next month or two go to a doctor and tell them what happened.

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Just try to forget. Grip reality by any means possible.

What you don't lose you don't have to find

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I've been having memory lapses
I don't know what this is blease help guys
I was walking from one of my uni classes to the other and when I got there the class had been over for 20 minutes. I should have been there 5 minutes before it started. That's like an hour and a half I missed. I also came in late for my mcjob because o this. Hours just keep disappearing in front of me

>>34347409
Talk to a doctor about it. Unlike OP you may have a serious problem.

>>34347409
See a doctor desu. Could be serious.

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>>34347465
>>34347474
What could this possibly be
I've considered scheduling an appointment for a while. I don't want to wake up declared brain dead in a hospital 3 years later.

>>34347537
The only way you'll know for sure is if you get checked out. /r9k/ isn't exactly a fountain of medical knowledge. You know how hard it is to live any kind of a life when you can't get to places reliably or on time?

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>>34347584
Yeah you are right. I've been putting this off for a while when it's probably very serious. I just hope it's like an isolated condition of amnesia and I don't have brain cancer or something.

>>34347676
If it's something truly bad you can probably renegotiate your medical bills when the time comes. Try to think positive and it won't get you down.

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I kep hearing buzzing noises late at night, and whenever I look outside the night sky looks blood red. also the moon always seem abnormally bright. my ears are always ringing randomly and I hear weird sounds coming from outside, but only in my room, I can't hear them anywhere else.

what's happening to me?

>>34347409
could be dementia, could be severe depression, could be head trauma, could be brain cancer, could be a series of strokes

it doesn't do any good guessing about things like this, try to see a doctor. If you're on uni you should have a health services center on campus that's free for students

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>>34347741
Alright thanks for the suggestion. I just called in with my doctor and he says that my symptoms sound serious but I'll have to go in for a checkup and the works. I'm going to bed now.

>>34346786

Schizophrenia induced by marijuana.

Common thing.

Quit weed.

Hope it goes away.

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>>34346786
I dont usually use weed except for special occaisons but:
>eat $100s of fantastic edibles at a friends
>smoke more weed
>eat another edible
>feel good and sober so drive home at 1.30am
>2am
>start hallucinating while driving
>see a shadow person in my passenger seat (I assumed i was ubering someone)
>air vents start whispering to me
>road gets really long, extends into infinity
>colours in everything
>radio skips and shadow person dissapears
GET HOME
>buildings are in motion, things are extending and contracting
>take a shower and there are more voices in the water and extractor fan, saying things like "get him" and "why are you here"
>ignore because I know ive done drugs but also think its latent schizophrenia which freaked me out
>fap twice and go to sleep in an uncomfortable sweat while shadows dance around me
That must have been a lot of weed lmao but I really hope that I dont have schizophrenia, I dont think i'd make it.

>>34347860
Im >>34348132
Tell me how it happened? Im worried it will happen to me if I keep pushing it.

>>34348132
That's pretty unsettling and trippy.
Got anymore? I like hearing them because I've never consumed drugs besides my allergy medication.

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>>34348370
I got one. I experience HELLA weird stuff when I smoke weed. When I first started smoking it was chill though.

>6pm on Christmas Eve
> have the FUCKING AWFUL idea to down an entire bottle worth of marijuana infused lemonade
>zero tolerance whatsoever, 145lbs soaking wet
>feel p good for the first 2 hours
>oh shit it's coming
>it's that horrifying and exhilarating moment called the "come up" when you use psychedelic drugs
>you have this gut feeling that something REALLY, REALLY fucking big is about to go down, like getting to the top of the drop of a rollercoaster - you know it's going to be a wild ride and the only thing you can do is buckle up
>fuck me fuck me fuck me THERE'S NO STOPPING THIS SHIT
>cue HOURS of UTTER MENTAL AGONY of me writhing in bed from like 8:30 - 6am
>tinnitus flared up to a level where I thought there was a lightining storm in my brain
>senses were completely whack - if I turned some music on to distract myself I would see, feel, and taste the song, but I couldn't listen to it because of the accompanying hyperacusis - sounds hurt like fucking hell
>bodily pains shot up by 1000% - I had to constantly readjust my head to keep my TMJ from going completely berserk
>yeah, psychologically it was the worst psychedilic experience I've ever had. if you've ever had a bad trip you know what I'm talking about. Just a SUPER SHITTY headspace that I had no control over whatsoever. Literally mental rape. Mental fucking rape. I was being bent over and fucked by this drug
>literally came IN WAVES
>like one hour of extreme anguish followed by a deceptive 10 minute reprieve, then a plunge back into the psychotic madness
>jerked off three times, BUT THE HIGH FUCKING REMAINED AND EVEN INTENSIFIED
>took two showers
>watched twitch streams with the volume off to calm myself down - was shaking watching theme because my anxiety was just that high
>finally 10am rolls around and I have to go upstairs to open presents while I'm still fairly psychotic
cont

>>34348370
I would have freaked out more if I hadnt done drugs in the past. Ive got heaps of stories...which is a worry in itself but hey I'm genetically predisposed for risky behaviour so I'll share some more hallucination stories:
>have no weed tolerance
>at a fire having drinks with brothers
>smoke a water-cooler sized bong thing
>everything gets real heavy straight away, its hard to move and think
>kaleidascope of colours being thrown from the fire
>realize i need to piss
>sort of shuffle to a bush
>unzip my pants, whip out me cawk and start the weakest piss of my life
>look up at stars, they look pretty cool and really bright shifting like falling stars
>start tilting back slowly
>cant stop
>pass out and hit the ground
>when I wake up 1 min later in experiencing some sort of system-reboot
>trying to remember who i am, what just happened, whats going on etc
>brothers come to help me and im just slurring my words, one says their name and its like a ray of light for an exit in a massive dark cave of nothingness
>my life and memories trickle back to me over the course of an hour
To be fair the whole time I was probably the second highest ive ever been, i felt so amazing that i didnt care about being practically retarded for a whole night

>>34346786
Its a vision.

Trust me on this one.
Keep being perceptive to your surroundings and watch out for :random: events, situations, stuff you hear people say when passing them by, repeating numbers etc.

Soon you will notice several patterns and realize that literally everything is connected on a deep and fundamental level.

It will feel as if everything that is happening to you and everything you are thinking about is being simultaneously played out out there.

>>34348766
>man, holy shit
>if I had taken that edible any later than 6pm, I think I would have lost my shit and my family would have known something was up and I would have had a full-blown panic attack on fucking Christmas fucking day
>this is because my litmus test for "how crazy" I am is how depersonalized I am
>well I go upstairs and I am VERY dissassociated and sounds HURT LIKE HELL
>everyone is acting like it's just a normal, cheery christmas while I am just a floating TV screen wincing at the Christmas music playing
>my heart jumps whenever I look at something new - everything looks alien and hostile
>manage to keep my shit together throughout the entire 3 hours of unwrapping gifts, eating breakfast as a family, etc.

Again, I was lucky as hell I downed that shit early in the evening. I was experiencing a complete breakdown of my sense of self at like 2am. I was melting into my surroundings and it was very hard to tell where "I" began and where I stopped. It was horrifyingly disorienting.

Never will I smoke weed again. Fucking mental illness and drugs can produce some of the most dreadful experiences a human can ever, ever go through.