Love

I make sure to not feeling love anymore.

Love is too painful.

>>34336809
Not really. I was attracted a little to someone in 9th grade but my parents relationship taught me early on that romantic love is bullshit and not really worth the time. Honestly the last time I felt actual fully positive feelings for was when my grandfather died back in 2012. I hope he's at peace wherever he is. Aside from that though I've either been neutral or hostile to pretty much everyone, and even before granddads death that was mostly how I rolled.

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>>34336809
Unless you know someone inside and out, and they know you then love can be said to have never taken place, only fanciful ideation of what it would be like with that particular person

Stop confusing infatuation with love and you might actually find it anon. Good luck

>>34336809
>Have you guys ever loved someone and had them love you back unconditionally?

Women don't love unconditionally unless they are your mother, and even then they might not.

Don't idealize love that much. It's problems and bigger problems, tons of wastefull comunication. Constant mistakes in comunication caused by miffiness and insecurities. This stuff is so energy draining. And you get what exactly? Some fucking that is exhausting and not that much better than jerking, can be awkvard, both sides may encounter various trouble. Maybe some kind of ilusion that you aren't lonelly.

I might have felt it once, but it's always connected to feelings of doubt, uncertainty and too much adrenaline. MDMA does that without draining your wallet that much and with less bad feelings.

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>>34336809
I was once attracted to some girl but it wasnt the love. I didnt want to have sex with her, neither have a relationship but merely "dissect" her and see what makes her personality tick.

>>34336933
yea im under that impression too, but i cant give up hope yet. I have to experience it first hand.

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I don't know how to love or be loved, it escapes me.

I just don't think I'm compatible with people in that way.