/ugly/

>tfw too ugly to get yous in your thread

>>34320645
Dont worry anon, here's a (You)

I drink myself to oblivion in an unoriginal manner

>how do you deal with being repulsive
you can't. that's why i'm getting plastic surgery this summer.

>>34321050
Thanks ;_;

>>34321053
Doing that currently tbqh

>>34321081
What are you getting done?

Ugly bots, grow a beard if you can

>>34321128
I can grow everything but the mustache it sucks

>>34320645
I make up for my looks by focusing on my hobbies and skills. I study, practice, etc. Improvement causes a sense of self-worth where I feel relatively confident even though I'm not good looking. I also indulge in escapism in the form of movies, roguelikes, sleeping a lot, and also through the use of drugs. I used to be a very heavy drug user (up until a week ago), but after a serious moment I've now realized if I didn't stop I was going to die. Now I only smoke weed. Got through the worst part of my withdrawals, they were severe for a few days but seemed to die down fast, maybe because I am so obsessed with staying healthy.

I also limit my interactions with people. They treat me like shit and make me feel bad my entire life, so I've withdrawn almost entirely to myself, it's comfy. When I go outside I don't even look at other people, just pretend they don't exist, it's increased my happiness a lot.

>>34321320
You sound similar to me. I got pretty good at the piano, learned another language, and read like crazy hoping it would make up for my looks. People would still just put me down openly and I couldn't handle it so I withdrew also. I'm just really lonely though, so I don't think it's working for me very well.

>>34320645
>>34321053
>>34321081
>>34321320
don't be so hard on yourselves, anons

>>34321392
Yes, I think what we're doing is what all robots do, the ones who don't kill themselves at least. I also read a lot, forgot to mention that. I was learning languages but I stopped after realizing I dont even talk to people in my own language.

Did you find any value in learning a new language? It just occurred to me that maybe not being a native speaker would cover or excuse my social awkwardness and discomfort.

I'm also lonely. I'm still young though, so it isn't as bad most of the time. I have two "friends" who pretty much just let me stick around out of pity, although lately they've begun picking on me a lot.

>>34321122
I'm getting a nose job and hyaluronic fillers for my dark under eyes.

I'm also interested in some skin treatment for my acne scars, but I'll have to see. Maybe a skin peel. My jaw and hair line are surprisingly great so that's all I need. My nose is disgustingly potato.

>>34320645
im really, really tall so girls wanna get with my accurately proportioned dick.

>>34321494
Good luck anon. Some people will shit on your decision, but I totally emphasize with you and commend that you are willing to take whatever steps necessary to improve your quality of life. If you truly make yourself attractive, I'll bet your whole life will change for the better.

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>>34321122
aayyyy what are you drinking ugly anon?

>>34321537
It's not even for dating purposes, I just want to be treated like a person when I go outside

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>>34321128
This, too bad my beard is shit

I take solace in the fact I will die one day.
I also take pride In knowing most people would never be able to handle being alone and ugly like I am.

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chink manlet bot here
cant grow beard whatsoever

>>34321483
I'm relatively young at 20 as well I guess. I feel like learning a language has helped my self esteem some if anything. Makes me feel less inadequate and I have a whole new world of escapism that opened up. Trying to learn lucid dreaming right now to create a dream life where I'm not a loser kek

>>34321494
I've got the dark eyes too it sucks everyone thinks I'm a drug addict. Do you have the little bumps on the eye bag as well? They're quite unsightly

>>34321499
That's relevant

>>34321556
Red wine my guy. Had two 40s of that high life you're sipping last night though

>>34321628
How manlet? 5'5 here

>>34321585
I wasn't even thinking about dating, anon. I just meant that you'd be treated better by all other people.

>>34321828
I wasn't attacking you, I just wanted to build on what you were saying about improving quality of life.

sorry if i came off like that bud

>>34321828
>>34321967
>>34321967
cute tbqh ;-;

>>34320645

I haven't gone outside in 2 years. Interacting with people and looking at their face and reactions to looking at you just drains your soul. You know you're an ugly piece of shit and you know that they know and are thinking it too. You just become increasingly ostracized until you just stay home as much as possible. Seeing other people happy and with friends and partners just kills you because you know that you will never, ever experience any of that.

Every time I'm in public and see my reflction by accident I immediately cringe. Hard. Makes me wonder if people realize I do it. It just makes me sad, really, that people need to put up with seeing my face. Pretty sure my face can make someone's day shitty just because they looked at it. It sucks, but hey, I know I have literally no chance at dating, so I just completely gave up. Just trying to live life, reading, going to uni so I can earn money and spend it like crazy. Not like I'm gonna have a family anyway.

>>34321967
It's okay m8, all is good.
>>34321686
I'm also 20. I guess I'll keep on studying, it can't hurt me, I guess.

>>34322045
I feel all of these feels my friend. For me it hurts the most when you look at someone and you can see them physically recoil with disgust. The world is a cruel place.

>>34322048
>>34322059
I feel you guys. I'm studying med so I can at least be the rich ugly guy. I feel bad for the prostitute that has to service me. Maybe I'll wear a bag

>>34322136
>you can see them physically recoil with disgust
>>34322045
>Interacting with people and looking at their face and reactions to looking at you just drains your soul.
These so much. The worst part is when you're not even trying to look at anyone, just happen to look in someone else's direction and they wince and look away fast as fuck and their entire demeanor changes in aversion. Makes me feel like shit for even existing. There's a reason I don't go outside often.

How do you guys feel about porn? I find it makes me depressed because I realize that the person in the video would find me repulsive. I even feel guilty after fantasizing about someone, because I think of how disgusted they'd be if they knew.

>>34322345
I can only jerk off to average/ugly girls because I feel too intimidated knowing the hot ones would rightfully find my gross

>>34322345

I don't watch 3D porn because I get depressed that I will never get to have a woman love me. I only fap to 2D.

It makes me feel ever worse because I find a woman's body of any size incredibly attractive and I see the beauty in all women but I know I will never feel the embrace of a woman or looking into the eyes of a woman that wants to be with me. It just reminds me of my problems and I can't fap and feel at the same time.

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did anyone grow up like me? I know some of you had few girls or none...I had 25 grills like me in grade school...but I always felt ugly but I never kissed any of them because I would just turn into an apple and never say a word, I was that autistic

inb4 post pic.

>>34320645
Same here. A coworker of mine said that a girl came up to him and said, "I have a boyfriend but I think you're attractive." He's not even tall and I'm 6'3 :(

>tl;dr the height meme isn't real

>>34322779
As long as the guy is taller than her. I've seen many 3.14's with manlets that are the same size as them at like 5'3-5'6. You just can't be shorter than the girl

>>34322779

If he's 5'8 or taller, he's the average male height.

>>34322809

5'6 and below is the cutoff where women will actively be unattracted to you because of your height.

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>>34320645
>born with a cleft lip
>many surgeries later still hideous

its really terrible i just come on 4chan most of the time to laugh and forgot how ugly i am. Except past few weeks this site has been a lot more depressing than funny, i need to leave.

>>34322831
5'8 isn't average wtf. maybe for a 14 year old it is, but for an adult it's 5'10.

>>34321598
that's not even the same guy!

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>tfw a lifetime of not quite fitting in and being made fun of for being ugly has destroyed what little self esteem I had.
>tfw my happy outgoing demeanor has slowly changed to a closed off, bitter outlook on life where I'm scared to get close to anyone because I don't want to hate myself any more than I already do.
>tfw I used to have heaps of friends, but eventually had a massive breakdown at uni when I couldn't handle being subtly put down by these so called 'friends' and being rejected by every girl, so now I have no friends and never leave the house.
>tfw spent my 21st by myself, nobody cared except my family, and I know they see me as a failure.
>tfw every time I catch my reflection in a store window I want to kill myself.
>tfw my 9/10, model teir sister complains about her 'social anxiety' and self consciousness while going out every weekend and having guys wrapped around her finger.
>tfw jealous of everyone I see who looks normal or happy, and resent my parents for being attractive but somehow spawning such an ugly cunt

Saving up for jaw surgery and a nose job, thankfully my mum is going to pay for my invilalign because she feels guilty for not getting my teeth fixed as a teenager. My only hope is to get rich bros, I really hope studying finance and economics works out. Stay strong lads, don't give up

>>34321686
Ive been meaning to try some
wine, any recomended?

I just stopped trying, and try not to think about relationships. Could never get even a conversation with a girl on any online dating sites, most girls I approach automatically think I'm weird or a "creeper," and never had anyone interested in me.

So I just came to the conclusion that I should stop trying. I did get /fit/ at least, so I guess that was a good outcome of trying to overcome my looks.
Didn't improve anything, but I do feel better about my body at least.

>>34323490
same here brother, my sister is a fucking stacy and im just disgusting looking. Unfortunately im majoring in information security so the getting rich part is gonna be difficult..

>>34323763
You can still get rich man, and you'll be on a high salary for part before you get rich, I'm the one doing the meme degree lad don't worry.

>>34323551
Drinking a merlot right now sorry I'm not really an expert

Most people are really not that ugly. I doubt all of you are that ugly. When I'm out I very rarely see someone ugly. Most people just look average or boring.

>>34320645
>horrible teeth (Spongebob tier)
>dyel lanklet
>weak bones
>socially retarded or better yet outcast
I can't even cope with drugs, parents hate me and are pretty strict so I do nothing at home
I'm so goddamned ugly

I don't know if I could recover and become normal ever desu :'(

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>>34322048
>Just trying to live life, reading, going to uni so I can earn money and spend it like crazy. Not like I'm gonna have a family anyway.

Me too anon, me too
Which uni

Life would be so easy with an average face, it makes me so sad

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>>34322048
I just try to keep to myself as well, but I have a lot of self hate. I can't even look people in the eyes, I feel they're bothered by me looking at them directly