Pace thread

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>tfw i'm depressed again
>tfw i'm already thinking about suicide
>tfw I just want to feel loved and appreciated by a girl
I don't like this feel lads.

>>34306940
i just sit around playing video games not feeling anything anymore its so fucking boring

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>>34306940
>tfw when I used to get suicidal thoughts periodically
>tfw it was the same with depression
>now I constantly have suicidal thoughts
>I've lost all drive to do anything.
I used to feel bad when I did nothing all day. Now, I feel nothing. Absolutely nothing. I don't even feel depressed, just tired. I'm watching my life whither away.

>lost hope in everything and sit looking at the screen half of the day
>don't want to do anything anymore
>don't even want to kill myself

>tfw met amazing guy on internet
>tfw bpd
>tfw you fuck up every "almost relationships"
>tfw u cant have a strong connection to anyone for longer than 3 weeks
the rope is tempting .__.

>I find life meaningless
>I always think about offing myself
>I just want to end it
>tfw my family loves and is connected together by my facade of positivity
>tfw I can't kill myself because it would hurt my family twice as hard
>tfw the only reason I'm not hanging from the ceiling is because of that.
>we all just want to be a rock in the middle of a field, no worries, no pain.