22 years old
>half drunk
>railing lines of coke in a cardboard box in my apartment
>(I have no chairs, nothing for almost two months, spending it all on cocaine)
>next to me, a hideous fat bitch I met on Tinder
>she takes lightly because she knows she can't ask for more
>we fuck, I cum inside her, no condom on
>almost faint from the coke in my body and the strenuous exercise
>wake up on the next day sweating to the idea that I got her pregnant
>walk her to a pharmacy to get a day-after pill
>make her swallow it in front of me
??? years old
>do coke in the bathroom of a McDonalds
>continue in the bathroom of my office
>get an awful rhinitis after snorting huge uncut chunks
>have to get medical assistance because of the pain
>dr. checks nose and says "thankfully, there's no necrosis"
??? years old
>into findom
>pay for random shit in a wishlist of a girl that I've never met IRL
>fap to pictures of her fucking her bf
23/24 years old
>into cuckolding
>have my gf fuck other guys and let me know about it
>fap to the idea of her being banged, and to photos of her sucking dick
>feel disgusted as fuck after I cum
Oh man, I have way too many of these experiences. Some I'm reluctant to even post anonymously.
I'm 24 now. I just go through normal phases and "what the fuck am I doing with my life" phases.
Sometimes I feel like the protagonist of Bright Lights, Big City, in case of any of you fucking faggots even read.
Anyone through something similar?
>>34304806
what does cocaine have to do with being a cuck lol
>>34304842
I never claimed there was a relationship between the two.
What you've got to do is start focusing on memes. I'm serious. It's not Jesus, but you've got to put yourself fully into it--like a religion. Just ignore all these problems, focus on the memes, and you'll eventually see yourself at the end of this tunnel.
>>34305459
Thanks for the laugh man
The Trump timeline we are in has made me feel a lot more hopeful about the future. I'll keep at that
>>34305459
Indeed. OP, ever ask yourself why memes exist? It's an ancient yearning humans have had and we've only now found the proper way to express this yearning.