How are you oldbots holding up this Friday evening?

>>34297493
I'm 18 don't count your blessings to much anon love is difficult at this age. I still don't know who I'm taking to the dance

>>34297575
Well I meant to put life is difficult but that works too. Phone posting is difficult

>>34297493
I'm cybering with guys on Typeaway to feel wanted. Drinking shots and screaming.

Obsessing with suicide.

28, heart pain, the physical kind, getting a full checkup on tuesday, shitty genes, other than that i just realized i can't pick out a significant memory from the last three years

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>>34297575
>>34297601

>I'm 18
>the dance
>phone posting

Ok faggot

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>25 in may
>still never had a job
>still never had a gf
>still have no friends
>still browsing 4chan every day for half of my fucking life
I wouldn't wish autism onto my worst enemy I'm so dead inside fuck

>>34297685
LOL are u me? :D

26. Sick as a fucking dog. Girlfriend not answering me which makes me insecure. Have lots of work to do that I'm way behind on.

Have been puking in mommy and daddy's attic all day, I think they went up there and saw the evidence of my poppy tea use which is probably part of why I'm sick

>>34297493
I'm 31, I remember when I first discovered 4chan....I tried to share this joy with normies but they couldn't even be bothered to look at it, and now it's like the two cultures have some how melded together whilst simultaneously ignoring eachother; it's truly bizarre, I think a long interesting anthropology paper could be written about it.

I'm 26, pretty fucking depressed at the moment, more so than usual. Basically everything is falling apart in my life, I'm balding/thinning significantly, girl I try to go after leads me on, wasting way too much money on stupid shit, and really just have no life in general outside of going to work, coming home, vidya/TV, browsing the internet, fapping and going to bed.

Hate my job, being a wage cuck is pure torture but I have literally no choice but to work there. I want to take time off so fucking bad and just try to get my mind straight. I think it's been affecting my overall mental health and I've been noticing becoming more angry and spiteful.

>>34297716
>Girlfriend not answering me
Leave this board.

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27
isolated and alone. but started smoking weed so its helping me cope with this agony.

>>34297808
I don't think you know where you are, Reddit boy

>>34297493
boring tl;dr incoming

I recently got a promotion at work (small, rapidly growing company) and asked for my pay to be adjusted accordingly. My CEO responded by asking me to keep tabs on our web designer over the weekend- even though he said he'd give me an answer today he still hasn't given me an answer. The web designer is a grossly incompetent asshat and I feel like I've been tasked with babysitting.

The new responsibility and power is fucking amazing, first time I feel like I actually have an adult job in my life- but it feels as if my CEO is insulting me.

I spent two hours this morning driving to see my psychologist, an hour there catching up because he hadn't seen me in three or four weeks... and couldn't remember half of the work I had done in our previous sessions. I've got a whole book printed out for me to go over and I just feel so fucking overwhelmed. Drinking to try and cope with it. I just want to feel better and do better guys. I don't want to be a loser and a failure. I want to go back to school and do something with my life. I'm 25 and feel like I'm too old to be dealing with this shit still. Too old to be rehashing trauma from 6 or 16 years ago, too old to be negotiating my job when so many of my peers are settled down and have everything figured out. I don't know what to do.

>>34297493

Not too far away from suicide.

>29 yr old
>lives at home
>no gf
>shitty part time job

i just want a qt to play games and watch anime with but the dating pool at this point is divorced women and single moms...ew

>>34298113
Join the army faggot.

O r i g i n a l p a n c a k

>>34298244
I'm a United States Marine Corps veteran that was discharged for mental illness. It did not help.

>tfw 30
>started listening extensively to classical music
I'm turning into my grandfather

26 here, just got off work, now I'm eating dinner. Gonna drink some jameson+sprite and smoke some weed then play video games pretty soon.

>>34297493
Hosting my radio programme from home. Nothing amusing, I just play music and greet the audience at the beginning and the end.
Also an American friend visited me yesterday and brought me several packs of Marlboro 100s from the US, England and Greece, and they're quite nice, specially accompanied by tea.

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>>34297685
Are you a mirror?

>>34298276
fave composer who isn''t Mozart?

>>34298276
Who are your favorite composers? I've loved classical music since I was a child but I feel as if I can appreciate it more and more as I age.

>>34298221
>shitty part time job
wut job anon?

>tfw live with mom
>she doesn't want me here
>might move in with my dad but he wouldn't want me there either

i just hope i can find a job so i don't have to talk to them ever again

>>34297493
Can you put 25+ in the subject please? it will help me find the thread when searching the catalog. if you just put it in the image it won't show up when you search for it.

>>34298412
janitor

take out the trash and vacuum. I work for like 2 or 3 hrs a night for peanuts.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jOILi-GWjuc

this seems comfy

I'm seriously going to kill myself today I'm going to fucking do it

Just send out mass texts telling everyone I love them
Then once everyone leaves the house I'm going to slit my throat in tub

>>34298521

Painful

Remember to stab on the side and pull outwards.

I doubt you have the spine to stab and pull, too much pain

27 here. Got a nice full time job and a studio apartment.

Everyday after work, I've made a habit of taking a quick nap to recharge, then just browsing 4chan and drinking beer while listening to music that takes me back to middle and high school during the early and mid 2000's. I just really enjoy getting in this nostalgic, yet nihilistic mood for some reason. Things were so much simpler back then.

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pretty comfy i guess

cooking beans right now, probably eat it with some fried shredded cabbage. currently on a vegetarian diet, and surprisingly ive been having virtually zero problems adjusting to being meat free as long as i get sugar in my diet

played some dark souls 3 earlier, might play some later

fuCK i slept in so hard today its amazing. i slept 8 hours, walked to walmart because i thought it was 7am but it ended up being 7pm, then came home, drank orange juice and slept for another 10 hours

now im in that sleeped-in foggy relaxed mood that you get when it takes you over an hour to get up once you woke up

neet life is super relaxing and stressfree

>>34298221
This. The dating pool just gets worse as you age. You lose value if you're a loser and women lose even more. I don't even want a gf anymore because of it. I'm worthless, but so will anyone i could possibly get with too.

>>34298562
I was going to do it with a razor blade
Will I get better results?
Or should I just go for my wrist and toaster in thr bathtub?

>>34298637
Depends though. Ive seeen guys who are total shit stain slackers with nothing going with them dating qt younger girls. Of course they treat them like total shit and the girl never leaves them.

There's hope...if you're an asshole

>>34298359
>>34298368
Tough to say, but I particularly like the Russians, in particular Borodin, Mussorgsky, Rimsky-Korsakov and Rachmaninoff. Other composers I like are Dvorak, Satie, Debussy Bach and of course Beethoven

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>28 yrs old
>might already be developing ED
>only blowjobs and degenerate porn keep me hard

J U S T

>>34298637
>Be me 29yrs old
>All these guys wanting a virgin gf


I J U S T want one without kids at this point

>>34298687
>tfw too nice and compassionate to be an asshole
Forever alone

>>34298894
That's the point of my post. I'm not even talking about a virgin because that's unrealistic even if you're young in most cases.

It just gets worse and worse.

>>34298894
I'm truly beginning to resign myself to dying alone. Its a feel, let me tell you...

>>34298906
How do you even become an asshole that attract women? Like how does that even work?

>>34298840
middle right looks like cp. wtf dude

>>34299210
Some women are attracted to men that don't want them because they're used to all men wanting them. it's like a jedi mind trick. If you are too autistic to understand the basics of how it works, don't expect someone breaking it down for you barney style to get the nuances of this shit for you. You are better off with women that can appreciate the effort you'll put into a relationship that you both care about.

>>34297493
33 I guess not bad watching spirited away cuz its comfy and playing secret of mana it was a fav childhood game of mine, you guys should all try it xtra comfy and fun.. also eating taco bell

>>34299365
with the advent of the internet it is impossible to prevent right now. until accurate medical assessment is available to all people, there will be self-diagnosis, there will be self-victimization.

>>34298276

I think our ears change when growing older, because I'm also beginning to love music I couldn't stand when young, and I don't think my shit taste just magically evolved by becoming an oldfag.

Recently saw Rigoletto and had a great time, whereas I hated Opera before, it used to hurt my ears.

>>34298804
At least you're honest m8
personally I love Lizst above all others but that's just me

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I've had really bad anxiety all week and am just now calming down for whatever reason. It's still bad but not driving me crazy. Maybe i'll sleep tonight.


also
What are some animes with hot/cute girls in combat? Asking for a friend

>>34299299
that's because it is

Originally of course

>>34299942
>"Who's my little slut?"

Lol

I was about to watch porn, then thought "what would Trump do?" He wouldn't watch other people enjoying what he wants, he'd go out and get it.

Trump helped Make Me Great Again, if just for tonight.

Someone asked me to hang out for the first time in weeks!

Now they're ignoring my texts, so I might just go to bed.

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who here /crap job/

meat packer wage cuck age 27

>>34300001
>"what would Trump do?"

Go grab them by the pussy, Anon.

I mean, seize the mean of production.

>>34297725

thats interesting, i pass as a normie irl but am surprised by how many memes the normies take from 4chan without either acknowledging or accepting where the memes they use come from

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>tell my parents I'm going to be moving out this summer
>get guilt tripped like some how I'm wronging them or that I shouldn't be trying to move forward in life

>>34298666
don't do it satan-sama

>>34298840
is that Tara? oh...

>>34300322
i work 1 day every 2 weeks at the moment. retail outside of christmas season is totally worthless.

>>34299777
there are a lot of animes like that, the genre is called action shoujo, try Revolutionary Girl Utena and Angel Galaxy, also Mew Mew Power if you like qts

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>ran into 3.14, she smiled at me
>didn't even turn around to try to hit on her
>she's gone forever

hope I can change before the month ends. She was in the military too, would have been a unique experience

>>34300796
Yeah

Hdhghjkdg

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>27
>khv
>no friends
>work part time
>have savings
>live with family

Thinking about joining the National Guard, my state has some pretty baller benefits for state universities and I kind of want to go back to school but don't want to bury myself under debt.

I'm just not sure if I'll be too old and that it'll be awkward as fuck in bootcamp and in general with people much younger than me, or people my age but in higher ranks. Does it even matter for a weekend warrior?

>>34297493
Good, actually. Now that I'm a wizard, I think my head is a bit more clear.

Anyone else feel like they're just too old for this site nowadays? I don't feel like I connect with most users and the it's essentially something very different from when I started posting. Yet I have nowhere else go.

I think my mom was murdered a few minutes ago
>Mom was in relationship with violent spic for a few years
>she finally realizes that he is violent criminal spic
>divorces him
>he still harasses her
>breaks into the house all the time
>threatens to kill her sons and her
>stalks her
>tell her to move and not tell him anything
>she moves and then answers his phone calls and tells him where she moved
>every time she or I calls the police he leaves and she refuses to give them information about him
>repeat for a few months
>I finally moved out because I didnt want to deal with this fucker anymore and it was CA near LA so home defense is shit
>that was about 6 months ago
>talked to my mom via text every few weeks
>dont do it for a few weeks
>get a random call from her town tonight
>as soon as I say hello the phone hangs up
>text my mom
>no response
>call my mom
>no response
>call and text my brothers
>no response
what the fuck do I do? I dont know where her new address is so I cant call the police, and I live on the other side of the country. Do I just have to check the news for homocide or something? I never got to tell her what a nice mom she was and I noticed that she was trying to put her kids first in more recent years really made me happy. I didnt cry when my aunts, uncles, and grandparents died but just the thought that my mom might REALLY be dead already has me tearing up.

38 here nothing on the horizon I'm fucked

32 in about two weeks.

Doing a lot better than I was 2 years ago right before I turned 30. At that time I was living with my mom while working ~30 hours a week at a drug store. Eventually picked up a second job busing tables, got promoted to management at the drug store, moved out of my mom's about a year ago, got promoted to a server at the restaurant, got an office job 6 months ago to replace the drug store, and last month I became a server at a better restaurant.

Still a wizard though :/

>>34302068
Give it a while before making assumptions like that.

However.

>Move and don't tell him where
>Moves
Good so far
>Tells him where
What the fuck

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>>34297785
Huh, I don't remember posting this.