Has anyone else resigned themselves to the idea that they're

>>34278922
Suicide has always been my only plan for the future, ever since I was 14 or so.

>>34278922
As sad as it is yeah. I told myself I would wait until I'm 27 if no miracle happens by then I'm just going to an hero.

>>34278943
Damn, dude that's early.

>>34278946
Basically what I've done but with 30.

>>34278943
same here
I thought after high school life would just end
but no it did not

I've figured it was inevitable since I was 14

22 now and not much has changed, I don't see myself ever getting to old age

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>>34278922
Yeah, since I was about 16. I've had a death wish for years, putting myself in unnecessarily dangerous situations for shits and giggles, so I'll end up killing myself directly or indirectly one of these days.
Honestly, I don't have much to live for: No drive, incentive, purpose, anything like that. I just wake up, run\go to the gym, go to work, and play vidya for an hour or so. I miss having actual motivation.

>>34279029
> putting myself in unnecessarily dangerous situations for shits and giggles
iktf

The only thing I ever manage to get done though is go to class since my parents are nice enough to pay for it. Sometimes I wish they weren't such good parents, so I could feel less bad about what's gonna happen.

>>34278922
pretty much, but probably not in the way you're thinking. My plan is to jump off the tallest building I can find if/when I live past retirement age.

>>34279153
Yeah, my parents didn't exactly set up a university fund for me: I had to drop out for financial reasons. I'm also stupid, so I'd drop out eventually anyway, but still. Parents probably fucked me up a bit, to be honest.

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>>34279194
this, once you outlive your usefulness there's no point in continuing to live since you'll just be a parasite on the young at that point.

>>34278943
Same. It's like either I succeed massively or kill myself within a year.

I've found myself increasingly saying I should just kill myself but I'm pretty sure i'm joking

>>34279220
Mine didn't either. My mom is in her 60s but working 40 hours to help pay for me to go to class because supposedly I'm "smart," and I'm too much of an unmotivated/lazy/anxiety-filled piece of shit to do that work instead.