When did you realize you were a robot? Or more so when did it

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>OP Here

I'll start.

It began when I was 14 - 15, I fell into a deep hole of nothingness. I didn't care anymore, not about academics 'nor the opinions of my surrounding peers. I began lashing out at others and transitioning from a generally jolly person to an angry one. I eventually dug myself into solitariness and remained that way for years.

>>34275185
it started at 15 for me as well, i used to have a gf (no sex) and was fairly popular but started to get angry out of nowhere. started having strange thoughts like i was in a dream and i was the savior etc, started seeing strange things(like an electric portal in my room).
finally got diagnosed schizophrenia but the damage was done, never have had a gf again, no friends etc.

>>34274975
>high school
>all my friends have gfs and friends that are girls
>I don't

And that's when I realized that I was a robot loser. I viewed women back then as people I would never relate to or ever date and I still do today.

>>34274975
Going from 8th grade to high school.

It only got worse for my pizzafaced beta autist self

around teen years, friends made new friends while i was just there.