i don't think i ever had much of a chance. maybe at some point there could have been something but honestly i don't see how it could have been avoided.
if i make something nice then that's great, but i don't see how i can live afterwards. there's no place for me here
>>34205198
Be glad you never had a chance.
The chance is what burns.
After what ive done no matter which direction i take
Im ruined.
Do people make videos before they suicide? I was thinking about it..
>>34205220
They like the ones
that never bitched
but picked themselves up
by their bootstraps.
Is that you anon?
>>34205198
I'm going home now I'm so happy I'm so tired I just want to go home I'm finally going home I'm so happy, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I love you all
I better not see you in this thread, A.
>>34205220
maybe i did
i got fucked really hard and didnt manage to change my fate
but you can. it's possible. no, i had a chance
>>34205198
Thanks for nothing asshole
Have fun cleaning my body
There is drugs money and guns hidden all over the estate
Fuck you and love from canada.
Keep up the struggle, anons.
Peace, good will, and love to you all from Canuckistan.
>>34205480
>I better not see you in this thread, A.
If I didn't know how to read military time I wouldn't think this was meant for me
>>34205749
Fuck you leaf sell me speed
Holy shit balls i need to get high and weed just ain't cutting it
op here
look at this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P4G1r2u8m9g
i admit that i'm embittered. even if it's the slick production and a little bit too likely to vote for obama, the point is is that THEYVE GOT SOMETHING GOING ON IN THEIR LIVES. THEY'VE GOT THEIR OWN UNIQUE COOL THING GOING ON.
I WANT SOMETHING LIKE THAT
I NEED TO BE A FOLK GUITARIST SINGER GUY OR I'M GONNA BLOW MY FUCKING HEAD OFF
FOR THE LOVE OF GOD
>>34205198
>pic related. it's how i feel right now
>>34205480
Hi C!
original
>>34205198
I'm just going out for a swim and may be some time.
I've accepted that I'm a lost cause. I really don't know what to do with my time left on this planet or if it'll get better any time soon. The more I stick around the more everything falls apart. I just want to sleep forever but even then I'm afraid I'll be stuck in another nightmare. I'm so scared, I'm terrified of living a life without you, you were everything good in the world. But no, you've made you're choice and it wasn't with me. Please everyone, I love you all but forget I ever existed.
dont leave a letter
better if you die for unknown reasons than for pathetic reasons