>tfw you have a meltdown so bad you start shaking

>tfw hold out tears when having lunch with mom
it just came out from nowhere

>I am Iiterally shaking right now!

>>34205058
>tfw you have a meltdown so bad you start shaking

I did this in class while giving a presentation once

I dropped out soon after lmao

actually no not lmao

>>34205058

This happens to other people? Happens to me on the strangest of occasions. I'll be walking on the sidewalk, and if I manage to make eye contact with someone I'll think things like "Why are they looking at me" "is that an undercover cop?" "am i going to die"? I want to avoid human contact for the rest of my life.

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>>34205296
>I want to avoid human contact for the rest of my life.
I feel like this and I am also in university

which is filled with the exact opposite type of people

life is pain

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>>34205058
>shaking
happened to me when I saw my HS crush after 10 years at my job. I was the one to deal with her but she didn't even recognize me

the shock was big granted I lost weight and my face changed a fucking lot nobody I knew at the time recognizes me now

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>tfw plagued by suicidial thoughts 24/7 but don't want to kill myself

>>34206589
Same. I just fear that I'll kill myself by accident out of habit.

>>34206630
Just stay away from guns then. I just want the thoughts to stop. I'll be eating breakfast enjoying the morning
>hm I should really just kill myself
>no but seriously I really should end it

>>34206663
After a few years it just kind of loses meaning. When I think "killing myself," it's already associated with a lot of unrelated things, like enjoying breakfast, for example.

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>tfw you spend most of your day, every single day curled up in a ball crying and figuring out when to suicide

should i just end it now and get it over with. i have an entire bottle of codeine ready

>>34206809
Hope it's a big bottle

>>34206925
This. I don't think it'll be lethal even if you have zero tolerance.

>>34206955
its enough. its codeine+tylenol so it'll slowly kill me. theres more pills than i can count in one bottle, and i also have another bottle with 20 more pills. its way beyond the ld50. if i take them all i'll definitely die

>>34207010
I thought you meant a cough syrup bottle. Carry on then.

>>34207010
Tread lightly. A Tylenol OD is very painful, and, as you said, slow.

Furthermore, if you fuck up and are found the hospital is gonna force you to consume activated charcoal.

Take that into consideration.

>>34207064
its not just a tylenol OD though. so i probably wouldnt survive

>>34207183
Codeine is a weak opioid. Don't count on it, mate.