What happened to me /r9k/
Its been a year since I've graduated highschool and I was reflecting on my school years up until now
>In elementary I used to be extremely popular, was very outgoing and talkative
>Plenty of friends, although I never had a small elementary relationship
>Middle school is a blur, almost failed 7th grade but barely passed
>Had a group of friends but never got a gf
>High school happens
>Good grades for a majority of it, dropped the ball junior year but it didn't affect me much
>Was friends with a pale tall white kid who wasn't very funny and a dyke who was an SJW
>Never went to any school events or dances
>Never had a gf
>Was extremely introverted and still am
>Can't pinpoint what happened during middle school that made me into this introvert
If I could remember maybe I could try and be a normie and have friends or even get into a relationship
>>34204780
for me i had the same friends going from elementary up to middle school. When high school began i had to start all over and never managed to make any friends during those 4 years.
for you it may have happened during the transition to highschool as thats when kids try to act "mature" and shit
>>34204780
Nothing to explain, high school is just shitty if you aren't chad/normal.
>>34204780
are you me? i was out going as fuck in middle school and then when highschool hit i started to get more awkward every year until i graduated a friendless autist
>all these people that can pinpoint when it all went wrong
I was fairly popular in elementary school but that was only because being loud, goofy and awkward made you funny and liked. I was an outcast from then on but my behavior stayed the same. The environment kept changing, and I stayed the same. Who else is like me?
>>Can't pinpoint what happened during middle school that made me into this introvert
I can certainly pinpoint what sealed the deal for me. I brought an expensive pen to school, someone broke it on accident and I full on chimped in the middle of class. None of my cool friends talked to me afterwards.
>>34205121
I was really popular in elementary school. Even girls liked me. Something snapped in me towards the end of elementary school and I became much quieter although I kept my male friends all through middle school I didn't socialize with females all that much. By the time high school came around I was thrown in with a bunch of strangers as all my established friends were in other classes. I spent most of 9th grade by myself, ate lunch with some 10th graders who let me at their table but never really talked to me. 10th grade I managed to make a few friends and by 11th grade I had a decent circle of friends. Then I moved and never recovered since then.
I just don't understand how I was so open in elementary school. I didn't give a shit what anyone thought about me and people liked me. Then I just became extremely self conscious about everything.