Does anyone else kind of like being mentally ill? Its a great

My parents quit expecting me to make anything of my life after I attempted suicide.

it is what it is

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>tfw my erratic personality is probably schizophrenia

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>>34198484
>My parents
>attempted
>it is what it is
normie

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Yeah, every "robot" on /r9k/. Made worse by the fact that mental illness is mostly a meme at this point. It's all just justifications and excuses for their poor behavior.

>>34198714
>t. Tumblr
Wow it's almost like everyone jumped ship and came here

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I do. Mental illness in a way is just a meme.
Like how I can't hold a steady sleeping schedule to save my life. It is always shifting my a few hours because I either can't sleep or oversleep. You can just justify it to others by saying "oh I have depression and some other shit, can't help it!" even if I know full well that if I would avoid at least the oversleeping, I could keep it somewhat steady. Less guilt about being a useless cunt that way.
I was also diagnosed with some type 2 bi-polar and there was talk of borderline, but since that's not a real official thing they just put me on some pills that I refuse to take. I have hoarded a mountain of pills and tell my therapist that I take them.

Honestly I like to think that some of it is just a personality thing. Not every personality trait means you have some mental illness. Sometimes I get a bit rowdy, don't sleep for days and waste my money on stupid shit. I just think that I am a very impulsive person at times, but doctors and what have you keep telling me "it's not your fault! you are ill!" so I can just feel comfy and keep repeating my past mistakes.

Honestly I kind of like being an edgy shitlord who sleeps at random, views self harm more as a fun passtime than anything serious and so on.
Sometimes I do want to die, but I have created the situation for myself. If I wouldn't live alone, I probably would be forced to have a job and or get my shit together to some degree. Living alone like this is the best.