>tfw i kinda like being alone
Anyone else share this feel?
not exactly, but i being depressed more than not.
>>34184567
Why? Originale finale
Schizoid personality disorder here. Of course I like loneliness.
Been living in an apartment by myself now for a few months in the middle of no where.
No contact with anyone really, I am going crazy. The last few days I have felt scared about stupid shit, noises outside or whatever insignificant sound I hear thats even slightly odd. Just been feeling unsettled for a few days.
I don't know if I like it, or if the thought of trying to change it is too scary.
I'm a coward.
I know this feel, but it's only because being alone is easier and I don't have to step out of my comfort zone
Having friends seems like a big liability even though I would like to have friends in ideal life
i dont think anyone truly does
its always a way to duck out of some confrontation. logically being around people should be like being around no one at all unless youre unable to be the person you want to be or unable to control them the way you want to. if you have either symptom then youre only alone because you like people so much like the platitudes say except its not a good thing LOL
but i mean getting off your chest that you cant talk because youre insane and all deleting every irk of duty is quite nice
>>34184554
>>tfw i kinda like being alone
I tell myself this.
Then I go to bed at night, and stare at the ceiling for hours, unable to sleep, thinking about killing myself.
>>34184554
>born just in time to order escorts from the internet
>feels good man
>>34184617
not sure, probably just because im so used to it that it feels most comfortable
>>34184930
Am jealous of your illness. I want to not want socialization
More like I absolutely hate being around people, the feeling of constantly being stared at and judged gives me huge ass discomfort
On the other hand I don't really ever feel lonely and go to sleep at night relatively easy
>>34184976
I'll move in with you. Just promise not to murder me. And no gay sex either
>>34184554
much more than kinda. right now i'm trying to see how long i can go without really seeking out significant social connection. so far i kind of suspect that the absence of social fulfillment is part of why I am using marijuana almost daily. gonna microdose shrooms and see if that makes me less bothered by it all.
>>34184554
Kinda except I don't have the motivation to do any hobbies just for myself thus my life consists of wagecucking and wasting time on the internet (is boring)
I like being alone because that's where you experience true freedom
>>34184554
I never really had any friends, just people I had to see each day.
Being nice to them made my life easier. Every time they invited me somewhere I turned it down until they stopped asking