you ever just want to scream.
No not scream, scream sounds too feminine.
And not yell or shout, because those have connotations of speech.
I just want to make a really loud guttural sound like an animal.
I realize this is autistic, but i've never been in a situation where I didn't feel too inhibited to do it.
I left the united states to go to southeastern europe and I still can't find the privacy to fucking make a loud sound.
Why are there always people in earshiot?
Why can't we ever be alone phyiscally as we are mentally?
You should have stayed in the United States and just gone out into the country. The United States is nearly the least populated nation in the world.
In Wyoming no one can hear you scream.
once I found that screaming helps relieve anxiety and after discovered theres a real thing called primal scream therapy
just do it into a pillow or something, no one will hear or care
>>34179627
>In Wyoming no one can hear you scream.
That sounds like a hilarious straight to dvd horror movie. Nix that, no dvd, just a fucking short film on vimeo.
Also I lived on the east coast. No dice. plus americans are nosey as fuck.
I wanted to go to a place where no one gives a fuck,
Its crazy how different life is around people and alone. Being totally away from other people and having no responsibilities to anybody other than yourself is really intensely different from normal life.
I hope you find some space.
>>34179652
>into a pillow or something
I'm not one of your roarcucks.
I'm not gonna silence this sound, I have to fucking let it out.
>>34179679
Responsibility is what you make it.
There are few absolute responsibilities, like eating or finding place for your waste.
Sleeping and all sorts of other shit are pretty fucking optional.
But when you're alone in a room for 2 weeks in romania it starts to feel like fucking oldboy.