How old were you when you gave up on life?

I think around 12 or so. I realized that I was never going to be successful.

Nothing that happens on this board is anything to be proud of.

13 or 14.
Got my first depression diagnosis around that time, at least.

Around 20-ish.
I had it all, but squandered it. My looks, my friends, even my family's love. Wish I knew back then how stupid I was being. As a kid I used to look up to my future self, weird as it may sound, but these days it's the other way around.

7th grade was the first time i had suicidal thoughts. I remember asking my friend if he felt the same and he said "wtf no get help"

>>34163365
18. More than half my life ago.

Gave up the first time at around 14. Found that the internet, video games, and one really good friend who would enjoy it with me completely outclassed everything life had to offer.

Tried again when I was 18, just because it was still possible after barely graduating high school. No idea how I did that.

Gave up again when I was 23, finding myself victim to the same feelings which made me give up in high school.

Now I'm homeless. Trying to be a truck driver at least.

>>34163365
16 as well, occasionally I get little bursts of hope though.

>>34163365

10-11

Happened very early, my school having to close down gave me the chance to ask to be home schooled so I could escape being around people. Played vidya, slacked off on schoolwork, and got fat for the rest of my childhood after that. Now I've lost the weight but I still do about the same thing just with added realization of how fucked my life really is.

Started giving upon my life in 9th grade when I found animu and got into some really fucking weird porn.

Finally gave it up after 10th grade. After that I lost my love for animu or weird porn but the damage was already done. Literally lost interest in all hobbies I once had, and couldn't get interested in anything new.

Just coast through life on your own, absolutely alone. It's better that way.

My motto when I was a child was "you're not pretty, so you have to be smart." Now I am socially stunted too. It was probably over the moment I was born.

5 or 6. I was a fast learner.

>Is life shit or am I depressed?

Never felt motivated to achieve, never studied or did homework. I played videogames
from COD 5 till i was 20. I'm 22, I'm a fat friendless virgin, I jerk off, I smoke weed everyday. My last job was a dishwasher, I hope to become a labourer but because of govt regulation it takes a while, also home ownership among my age group is the worst it's ever been

Also I was probably 9-10 when my mother started overfeeding. My grandmother passed when I was 9 and my father became more withdrawn from the senpai so who really knows when it started.

As soon as my parents pay off the mortgage, they die.

>>34165671
>5 or 6. I was a fast learner.
Sure man, sure.
Anyway, depression started around 14 years but only a few years after that I gave up, gave it another try until psychosis and am now between giving up and giving yet another try.

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properly at about 18, but i could tell something was wrong at 17

>>34163365
30

Eventually you have to accept that you're a loser and will always be a loser, lest you lose your mind.

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Got suicidal at 13, I'm 20 now and haven't given up on life yet.

In 8th grade
I fell into depression leading up to it and never recovered