are there any females on here that have avpd? please tell me about your life and what you think about all the time. what do you engage yourself in to stimulate yourself
why
why do you want a woman's perspective on this
explain now
NOW
>>34131134
i want to know if they even existHEHEHE
>>34131180
WELL I GUESS THAT SETTLES THAT
alright, final bump, guess this thread won't take off
>>34131123
It's really hard to do things and I procastinate until I absolutely no longer can. Have trouble speaking to strangers, reading out load, making phone call and I sweat balls when I have to which is rare since I'm a hikk, don't go outside or really have a life.
>what you think about all the time
difficult to say, mind goes blank when asked that
Uhuh. I also have schizoid. Yes, they can be co-morbid.
>>34131123
It's not confirmed I have it but there is some signs.
>dropped my best friend of ten years
>purposely try to ruin all of my relationships
>can't be completely happy with someone, find a flaw that will annoy me to no end
>only talk to people on the internet these days. It's easy to drop them randomly too
>the only reason I haven't dropped my family yet is because they pay for me
I know it's completely fucked up. I wish I could change, but my hatred for people and myself always trumps any signs of improvement. I've never had a real life boyfriend or been successful in any other areas of my life besides maybe school.considering suicide for the very near future. It's my easiest option
>>34132648
I have lots of avoidant trairs but never ever block/remove/drop people. It's so hard to connect with people that I could never throw them away even if they're not a good match.
>>34132688
Yeah it's a selfish thing for me to do then I continue to feel lonely. It's fucked.
>>34132648
Sounds more like schizoid desu
>>34132648
You're normal, most girls do this.