>too autistic for relationship

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>>34130606
I stopped transitioning so I could make the 10s of thousands for face surgery

im cring insibe :DD

>>34130655
i'll probably eventually have to camwhore for money for FFS :/
the moodswings that bad? i've heard they get better after a few months

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>still look like a man
>women like me
>trannies dont
>chronically underemployed
>desperately trying to finish college
>I cant feel real emotion other than pain and mania.
>hate my body
>cant get laid
>constantly in pain

pic related It feels like this fish is in my mouth all the time

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>>34130606
>tfw failed normie
>tfw I have a ton of girls throwing themselves at me and I haven't acted on any of it
>tfw I had gyno for my teens and I just now got surgery for it
>tfw I'm scared of intimacy from past relationships and even though I have a good body I still have too many issues with self image
>tfw porn addiction has led me to wonder if I could get it up during sex, leading me to turn down obvious offers
>tfw I have no trust in women

All I want is a loving relationship.

>>34130683
>Being able to camwhore
Fuck outta here normie scumbag.

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>>34130655
>I stopped transitioning so I could make the 10s of thousands for face surgery
>im cring insibe :DD

Same this so hard.
I feel this fucking fish in my mouth.
I only pretend to be normal.

>>34130893
>tfw I'm scared of intimacy from past relationships and even though I have a good body I still have too many issues with self image
>tfw porn addiction has led me to wonder if I could get it up during sex, leading me to turn down obvious offers
>tfw I have no trust in women

This, I'm a fucking pussy magnet.

>>34130982
i can't now due to still looking really guyish and really, really bad internet
either way showing yourself off to creepy guys you're not attracted to isn't much of a privilege

>>34131067
You could wear a mask and make it artsy.

>>34131067
Being idolized and getting Attention is though.

>>34130606
>look like a man everyone hates me
>live with my parents
>cant support myself financially
>on and off hormones due to money
>23 years old not on hormones full time yet
>depressed 24/7
>hate myself
Yeah we have it a lot worse than 95% of this board.

>>34131366
male attention is really easy to get
just shave your legs, pluck your pubes and put on stockings

>>34131442
Not the person you're replying to but I have this horrible birthmark on my thigh and I just can't look good doing that.

>>34131486
if you angle it right you can still get good posts, enough to get free compliments, at least
once you realize how easy male attention is to get it becomes worthless

what's the point of them telling you you're a cute girl if they'd say that to someone who hasn't even started transition?

>>34131599
Yeah I could imagine it becomes meaningless, still probably feels good when it happens though. I still think it would be hard to angle it for me though.

is it worth it to take the (literally) blue pill? i dont want to fall for a meme like i did with masturbating the first time. also how the fuck did your guys' parents react? i cant even fucking imagine and theyre not exactly moral even

>>34131733
i'm stealthing it right now
you definitely want to move out if your parents aren't pro-LGBT shit
transition is hard

if you don't strongly want to be a woman you sohuldn't bother, but if you do you should transtion post-haste

>>34131698
it doesn't feel good. youll want to feel more attractive even if everyone is complimenting you already. im a fucking dude like 6'2'' so i just went on with socks and with my extremely phat ass got like $100 but it only made me wish i was really a girl to like you know balance the conceitedness or something

>>34131733
I think it's worth it if you actually want to be a women not just because you think it would be easy mode or anything like that because it wont be

>>34130606
Trannies can join the Air Force

>>34131751
Oh wow maybe I should try that then I never thought it would be that easy.

>>34131750
ya, i dont strongly desire it. i already feel like a girl half the time anyway and it aint need no justification. the temptation is extreme though ngl. i wonder if i could just do a couple weeks of hormones, look slightly cuter and then resume being a guy

i just cant imagine coming home to dinner like "holy shit im a giant beetle moms going to flip"

>>34130606
>tranny
>mentally ill
surprise there

>>34131790
a few weeks won't do squat
itll be around three months for boobs to sprout, fat redistribution can take half a year
usually finishing feminization takes two years or more

just make sure you'll be okay with staying male, especially aging into an old man

>>34131868
tfw no two week pill regime for those supple feminine highlights. (even just doing heroin makes your cheeks blush + maximizes androgenic sheen so there's that.)
>>34131784
its muscularly uncomfortable just showing your ass too though. if you have like a paper mask, absurd mascara and a wig that works... even pretty ugly guys get lots of compliments, like the second half of chaturbate is all really ugly dudes jerking off ugly dudes; they just dont give a fuck.

tfw on one hand imagine solidarity in drinking beer and masturbating with your fisherman bro

there's that contingency too if you dont take the blue pill