Who /empty without love/ here?

Sometimes. I just need to jerk off and then I feel better.

I started an online relationship with a gay dude just to feel loved

Empty with and empty without. It's ample distraction from the void in me though

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the nature of a space is that it is empty
the meaning of a hole is an emptied place

there is nothing wrong with open space
there is nothing concerning about a hole

you see a vacancy as though it is a matter of filling
this is a poor understanding on the nature of things

meditate on this for a while

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Learn to be happy with yourself anon

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>>34126017
This nigga right here gets it.

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>>34125718
>tfw don't even know what love feels like
am i blessed? cursed? this is quite the mental dilemma.

>>34126045
being happy alone doesn't change anything. I'm still alone.

>>34125718
Hey, sometimes it feels ok sometimes it doesn't.
You get angry and you get sad and you get tired. Tired is the one most often, tired is the one that gets you. You just get tired of being alone, of all those hours you spending trying to run away from everything, so tired, so very tired of trying to forget that you're alive. You just sit there, too tired to make anything of yourself, too tired of what you are now, waiting for some higher power to change you because you know you can't do it yourself. You stare into space, you wait for tears you know will never come, you've become so used to this feeling it doesn't even hurt you anymore - no, it's comfortable. It's familiar. This is you, this is everything about you, this is all you have. You're so afraid of making things better for yourself because you know that you could only ever pretend to be happy. Construct a facade that you're content, that you can live on. Because without that tiredness, without that loneliness, what are you? You're nothing. There's nothing about you. That's just it.

You know no matter what you do you'll be like this, because somewhere deep down, you don't want to be anything else. And you're tired of that.

It's so tiring. Why can't I just sleep. Ease this tired tired mind.

I don't care about money, fame, the future, my career, possessions, all I want is a loving relationship

>>34126113
so whats the problem with being alone?

I never believed in the effects of /nolove/ but it's sadly true.. I've been more depressed and more anxious. Today I small talked with a girl and I felt more happier than ever but I still feel empty

>>34126497
I'm not happy being alone. Okay?