>tfw you are a copycat can anyone relate to this horrible feel?

Sorry just a normal cat

>>34118588
same desu
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>>34118594
FUCKING NORMAL CATS
NYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

yes and i do it unintentionally as a coping method to try and fit in wherever i am

I'm not even sure if I have an identity of my own

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>>34118588
>can anyone relate to this horrible feel?
no sorry

I'm just a cat desu

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>>34118588
I don't have my own fucking personality. I just lie to whatever seems appropriate to the situation. I don't know my hobbies, interests and can't even interpret my own feelings. I don't even understand whether I'm typing this for catharsis or attention.

I usually try to help people, but they catch on to my bullshit and I ghost within a year or two. It's really damn lonely here.

>>34120536
Thats exactly me. I don't see the point in anything and at best I feel like people just tolerate me. Keeping a true friendship is impossible as sooner or later both me and other lose interest and I go back to my hermit mode. Which I Would be gladly stay in, if only I could make some money directly from home

>>34120799
It feels worse because of the divide between me and other people. Other people know that I've made up, not "me". I never get true friends. I don't even know me. It's fucking lonely, isolating. I'm a shitty person.

Why not become an actor or be someone else you want to be?

"fake it til u make it"
otherwise encourages copycat behavior
,,,
but try to remember your baby self
who mimics all he sees
you were always a mirror
,,,
you might find if you manage to destroy the image you have of yourself (previously called ego)
that there was never a hidden real person behind it
there was never a secret you
,,,
it is a comfort to accept that everything you have ever been was a neatly unfolding play
scripted at once by everyone and everything that isn't you
but merely reinterpreted in your mind as agency after it had already experienced it

>>34121279
I suprisingly undetstand what you are saying