>you never experienced teen love

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>you will never be young again
>you wasted your youth on a cantonese image board

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>tfw there's no second chance

I did and it doesn't really come to mind much (now 6+ years after the fact). I think back on it sometimes, and it's nice, but all I can think about is how I had oily skin at the time and when my face would touch hers I would be aware of it (though she didn't seem to mind/notice - and I eventually broke up with her, actually) and it ruined all the memories. In particular, I am always disgusted when I remember the first time I had sex, because the thought of a beautiful girl having sex with an oily, acne'd teenage moron (even it was *me*) is nauseating. I only see the sex from a third person perspective and it ruined everything.

>>34116857
Did you ever remember her looking at you during, smiling?

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>>34115472
I did, but it was one sided.

>>34116918

The image of her throwing her head back in apparently genuine pleasure, with her eyes closed, smiling and telling me sweet things about how she felt about me and (non-vulgarly) how good the sex felt is nice and sometimes makes my stomach turn over for a second, but then I imagine what I looked like and I am still made somehow uncomfortable.

The thing was, at the time I was a very successful high school athlete with a very nice body, full six pack, genuinely chiseled-looking legs and arms, etc., but I had bad skin because of all the sweating and so on. I hada serious complex about my skin. So another part of the discomfort is the inescapable idea that she was just having sex with my body, possibly ignoring my face, which reminds me of how superficial the relationship was. Maybe she didn't mind it, but I can't imagine that because *I* was so bothered by that flaw in myself. Like, there was a weird dissonance between how genuinely she seemed to be so attracted to me and how I at least *imagined* that she couldn't be.

>>34117048

In other words, I was so convinced that I was ugly, that I felt almost like she would have to be deceiving me or otherwise manipulating me if she was having sex with me. I felt like I was being duped somehow, even though now I know I wasn't. But the disgust with myself and her at the time still infects the memories I have of it. She was very beautiful, if dumb, and I probably shouldn't have let my kookiness poison it. Such is life.

>tfw your only action when you were a teen was practicing for girls with your friend

oh well, at least all those bjs finally paid off in college when I got a gf

>>34117142

What does this mean? You gave and received blow jobs with male friends? How would that help with a woman later? Is there some skill to receiving a blowjob?

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>>34115472
>you will never lose your virginity to your qt HS sweetheart

>>34115472
I did and it was pretty meh. I am 30 living with mom btw. No future on the horizon but I will have weed. What type of pain killer or something can make weed more dissociative?

I am a 29 year old virgin. I never experienced adult love. I never even gotten friend zoned.

>>34117184
>friends
just one friend.
trading bjs helped us to build up stamina and get good at giving warning before we came. plus, you know, they felt good. we also practiced fucking each other's thighs like it was a pussy. that was before our legs got hairy though.

>>34116487
Not even.

4chan wasn't launched until 2003, I was already 19 and out of high school by then.

I don't even remember the specifics of how I wasted my youth.

>>34117213
That's pretty funny anon. Sorry but it is. I just jerked of like crazy. i still do actually. Like 10 times a day sometimes.

Sure I did, I watched it very intimately from the sides when all the guys in my class and the neighboring class got gf's because almost perfect 50/50 guy/girl balance and girls not being picky sluts back then.

>oh wait, they were, I didn't get picked.

>>34115472
I experienced it. Adult love has been better to me.

>>34117285

What is the difference between adult and teen love?

>>34117297
you never forget teen love
just like you never forget the person you lost your virginity to

>>34117208
>you still masturbate to your HS crushes

>>34117389
you can't forget someone who never existed

>>34117503
fellow robot I wasn't talking about you,
I was talking about normies specifically normo girls

>>34115472
no, but as a man, i love teen boys

>>34117208
>you will never lose your virginity

ftfy

>>34117389
a hot af art teacher who taught some morals class or something told us this, and told the girls to make a good choice, since she was a roastie who was pumped and dumped.
needless to say the roasties ignored this.

>>34117752
the whole live in the moment mentality is rampant with roasties.

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>>34117740
>you will never lose

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>>34115472
>tfw you've never experienced any interest in any other of those plain, regular human beings

It's like the normies are made in a fucking foundry or something, and then customize just enough so they may LOOK unique.

how young is teen? 18 or younger?

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>>34115472
>you never experienced any kind of love

Its not like I would like to or anything anyway.

>tfw the closest I got was being a cringy omega sperg to my HS oneitis
>get over her after graduating
>think that was a stupid phase teenage phase I was going through
>now 22 and starting to develop another hopeless crush on my current oneitis
Am I going through a quarter-life crisis?

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>>34115472
>be me 19 years old
>thinking to myself "wow I only have one year left before I've missed out on teen love permanently"
>be now, 20
>there's no going back
>if I did go back then nothing would change anyway

Now I only have 8 1/2 months before I reach legal drinking age yet I've never kissed a girl, held hands, hugged, or been on a date.

I'm not gonna make it brahs.

>>34118003
Who's this Iad?

>>34115472
Tried but got rejected. Afterwards I pondered long and hard and after HS and college, I decided to not pursue relationships again, too much of a hassle.