Why are you upset? I'll chat with everyone.

>>34109087
>Why are you upset?
Because I desperately want to be a woman, but God has cursed me with this disgusting penis.

>>34109087
because I like dicks and my family is homophobic

>>34109087
My face gets pins and needles all the time but I can't afford the doctor.

General disatisfaction with all aspects of my life.

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>>34109087
>Why are you upset? I'll chat with everyone.

Want to transition but scared of what my parents would think if I asked them about HRT

I would have to wait till I graduate college at least until I could do it away from them but at that time will it be too late?

>>34109109
That sounds horrible. Who do you live with?

>>34109126
Have a similar problem, I'm asexual, aromantic and asocial yet my dad constantly wants me to get a gf. It sucks.

>>34109150
have you tried googling some solutions?

>>34109087
I have no friends, someone I vented to hasn't replied in a couple of days and that was all I had. I wish I could escape reality but have to deal with this shitty world. If I had the courage to kill myself I would do it in a heartbeat.

>>34109087
I hate how this faggot is always shilling his wife ad kids shit on his show

im in college away from home and im kinda lonely

>>34109164
Are there any aspects you're pleased with?

>>34109168
No its not too late but the earlier the better. I guess it comes down to what you value more: those relationships or your mental health? If they truly loved you they'd support you.

>>34109177
I have no friends either but I'm pretty asocial. I pretty much regard my imaginary friends as more important to me than any living person.

>>34109197
I don't know much about him only familiar with this heartbreaking video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6AQ_85U7Q0&t=1s

>>34109126
Iktf. Being a gay khv is awful

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I have all the things that should make me happy (gf, nice job, education, can support myself), yet i am suicidal about 90% of the time. Family and gf concerned.

The kicker - I am a nurse at a psych hospital

>>34109087
Normies cucking my life's shit up. Every social, mental, and romantic cucking I'm subjected to by them is an insult to my warrior spirit.

>>34109227
Is it your first yera in college?

not op but i feel like saying this
nobody in this world will ever care for you more than you. if you've almost or have lost the will to live, try to find something. find something you truly enjoy, it doesn't matter what it is. spend time with it and find enjoyment, happiness and a sort of thrill that keeps you going. stop worrying about the opposite sex and let it happen naturally if it does, accept everything that comes your way and take care of yourself.

>>34109257
Yeah I'm a freshman second semester. I didn't really talk much in class last time and so I don't know many people which I'll hopefully fix this time but it's just the second day. decent classes at least

>>34109252
would do it with you but I live in germany

>>34109087
I only have two friends and I feel like they use me. I had them over for New Years and they brought one of their friends. They all kind of ignored me and treated me like shit, then pretended nothing was wrong. I can't drop them as friends because I'm too autistic too make new ones. That's not really the only problem though, I'm also just directionless in life in general. I can't settle for an average life, I have really, really high aspirations that I'll never achieve in a million years. I feel like my family are ashamed of me, all I've ever done in my life is fail and embarrass myself. Sorry if my problems are just normie shit but I just don't know what to do with my life: I have no hobbies, no real friends and nowhere to go. I guess I'm just asking for advice on what I should do to advance my life, I'm clueless where to start. I should also probably add that I'm completely socially retarded.

I'm unhappy with my life, I hate going to college and I'm currently self-loathing. I want to accomplish some goals like drawing and producig music but I'm scared and get brain fog all the time

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>>34109087
No matter how hard I try, I always feel mediocre.

From everything from cooking to Pokemon, I always am better than the worst, but worse than the best. I always think of quirky ways to do things/solve problems, but rarely are they a new useful innovation. When they are original and highly usable, I feel extremely proud (especially when people copy me because of it), but my peers always seem to expect more from me, like I need to always be top notch in order to be good, and that isn't the most common things when I am trying to find new ways to solve problems that aren't usually done.

While I may be a trend setter, I always feel poor when others look down on me for being/doing things differently. I like the way I do things but I just wish I could be better at it while keeping my quirky style.

I know there isn't much you can do to help me since the easy answer to this is to do the most tried and true way to do things if you want better results, but I think I just need to care a little less what others think of me, but I'm not sure how.

>>34109244
I'm to tired to do that but it must be nice.

>>34109254
Have you tried seeking help? I'm not a doctor but it sounds like you may have a chemical imbalance.

>>34109256
How do you feel about isolation?

>>34109278
College does get lonely. I'm asocial so I can't relate but I'm sure you'll find a new equilibrium. Chin up desu evrything will work out. Have you tried joining any societies you're interested in?

>>34109301
Ffirst, ditch your """friends""". THey're doing more ham than good. I've learned from experience it's better to be alone than to deal with people who chip away at your self-esteem.

What are your aspirations?

>>34109305
what are you studying?

>>34109312
>Pokemon

Give me your friend code and I can coach you. Pokemon is a strategy game and once you understand it you can improve immensely.

>>34109087
I can't connect.
With anyone, my coworkers, "friends", even my own family. I hate it though, I really like them (or love in the case of my family) and I want nothing more then for them to like me back, but I don't even feel like a real person so how could they?
They do like/love me apparently but my paranoia constantly gets the better of me and I feel like they all hate me and are out to get me. I'm scared shitless that they're going to find out how fake I am too and want to leave me.
Which is probably why I see most of the relationships as disposable and am completely unphased by the idea of having to leave them behind and move on to a new group. Which I have done before with two of the most important people in my life.
I haven't always been like this, it started late last spring, after I started having moments where I felt confused about what was real and planned to kill myself.

I've never actually said, or wrote at least, this before and I can't tell if everyone feels like this and I'm just a pussy or if there's something wrong with me.

>>34109379
I'm already isolated. I grew to like it but I still want a bitch.

>>34109379
I just feel like I can't ditch them because then I'll have no one, and that's a big risky move for me. As for my aspirations, I want to be a successful musician. I rely on it so much, and I can't imagine myself in any other position than being really rich for some reason. I can't imagine living the average life and enjoying it if you know what I mean. Money seems to be the most important and essential tool for happiness.

>>34109312
I think you answered yourself Anon, with the not caring so much.
But I understand where your coming from.
Everyone wants to have something to set them apart, everyone wants to feel some kind of validation too.

>>34109391
It sounds like low self-esteem is the root of your problems. You can't imagine anyone liking you until you like yourself. We're projectors anon, we understand how others feel based on what we feel. Do you have any hobbies?

>>34109448
Like I said, I'm asocial so perhaps I can't entirely resonate with your situation but I feel like ditching them isn't as bad as you think it is. I believe being a musician isn't unrealistic. Keep working on it constantly bro. It may not hapen tomorrow, or even in 10 years but if you keep at it, it will come to fruition. I want to be a writer and am currently in my honours year in uni studying Eng. I've had a few things published here and there since HS but I want to have a successful novel.

>>34109256
What the fuck are you even saying?
And I mean that in the most original way possible.

>>34109379
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I mostly play showdown though

>>34109379
College guy here. I haven't really looked into it because I've never been all that good making new friends, just quiet and stuff when meeting people and sort of awkward I guess. But at the same time I want to interact so it's just a minor struggle I suppose. Just makes me a little sad knowing if I disappeared only people online would notice, I guess

>>34109522
I'll invite in a moment

>>34109534
Socialising after High school is completely different from High school. I think you'll find you'll be pleasantly suprised.

>>34109456
There is one last thing I forgot to mention, is that I suck when I try to do the mainstream way, so I just gotta hope that my quirky way works.
Sucks big donkey dick.

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>>34109087
I feel like I make less sense each other day, getting more detached from the last handful of people online who care about me. I feel like I shouldn't contact them at all anymore, I'm not sure why, my mind tells me I should abandon all contact and live completely alone like I did before. There are also some intruding thoughts which are really bad, I shouldn't act on them, but at the same time I feel like it would give my mind some rest.

>>34109087
I work 2 jobs and don't have enough money to go see my ldr high school sweetheart.

>>34109553
k, i think i need your FC too though

>>34109087
i'm deathly lonely and no girl wants me and i don't know why. i don't hate women, i'm not that socially retarded (i can pretend to be a normie really well) i feel like i'm at least somewhat attractive but i think my appearance is why. why couldn't i have been blessed with chad-like genetics? why me? why must i be condemned to a life where no woman will ever want me?

>>34109593
>live completely alone like I did before
How did you feel during this time?

>>34109620
ah loneliness sucks. When will you be able to see her?

>>34109694
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>>34109815
ill add u tomorow
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I'm conscripted and severely underpaid, around 600 a month. I constantly feel like I'm wasting time but I cannot leave until December because the law says so. Just recently I went sailing and I wanted to hero. Conscription makes me feel like a slave and a massive cuck

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>>34110377
whats consCRIPtion

>>34109087
I spent so long thinking that being Trans was the source of all my problems, but now I pass and am accepted by everyone but I'm still depressed
I'm scared to go outside. I hate being around people. But I get lonely so I have to go out and socialize.

Worst of all I have a gf I've been with for a long time but I don't think I'm attracted to women anymore. I still love her and she does me, but also she's completely sexually unfulfilled because we don't do piv

>>34109087
I am spontaneously hating everything for little reason. My whole family is sick and it's coughing all night long. My manager is bitching because our corporation is incompetent and demands a mid tier store's deli looks like a 5 star restaurant kitchen. Anybody I ever could confide is dead, even my cat. I have no significant other or even a person or animal to snuggle. I abuse drugs and and drink often. I'm 22 and life already feels over. To top it off, after several existential crises I'm not even sure if I exist anymore.

Oh heck, he's gone :(

>>34111039
im stil here, just having lunch r9k 24/7 baby

>>34111065
Call me baby again it makes me feel comforted

I don't get to see my gf very often :(

>>34109087
I'm not upset until I see threads of Chads/normalfags posting pictures of hot girls they're fucking. It's just another reminder that I will more than likely never experience that.

t. 23 yr old male virgin.

>>34109087
Can't quit orbiting my coworker, I buy lunch for her, help with her work and be really nice to her
but she just ignores me most of the time

>>34111074
You like that huh? Baby

>>34111118
I do like that. I'm lonely