What do you believe in R9K? Do you have faith?

I have been messing with the idea of religion in my head recently. I know God is not real. Nothing happens for a reason. But I have been wanting to find a religion that I can believe in. I want to have faith in something or connect with bigger ideas of life. I have been doubting myself a lot recently. The confidence I thought I had is non-existent. I struggle to leave my comfort zone and face anxiety constantly about what people think about me. I don't think finding a religion would solve any of that. but I see others that believe in things that make them happier and that's what I want. People say the Church of Scientology is an evil cult; but the people apart of it, find happiness and meaning through it. Some of the people are beaten, but they stay because they feel they belong and are serving a purpose. I don't have any of that. I am trapped in my mind, I'm skeptical of everything, religion,politics,myself. I'm not depressed, but I am lost and filled with anxiety.

Theistic Luciferian

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>>34108848
Nice desuka.

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>>34108790
Basically what I experience daily

>>34108630
I dont believe in any specific religion but I do follow what seems logically right to me. In my opinion I dont think any religion is truly right about the origin of life or how about how one should live their life. I do believe there is some sort of creator/creators, our universe seems so complex that it seems like there was some sort of thought put into it.