>find group of friends with similar interests/personalities
>at first enjoy being around them, just happy to have friends
>slowly realize how autistic they are
>despise them and myself for being like them
Anyone else know this feel?
>>34097010
>tfw too autistic for chad's
>tfw too normie for spergs
>tfw both groups see me as a black sheep
have only met a handful of other people like me. life is suffering
>>34097010
Yes. Then I went social climbing, ended up with cool friends and was still unhappy.
Your friends aren't the problem, you are.
>>34097010
Kind of.
When we're comfortable around one another, that's when I usually learn they have some kind of crippling autism like me.
A co-worker of mine came off as very normal until he confided in me he can't stop drinking to save his life and he routinely gets pass-out drink in public places.
Mental illness. Congratulations anon
yeah that was me freshman year of college, literally did nothing but play video games all day, I don't think we discussed studying or girls once
>>34097060
Exactly.
>>34097010
>make friends at work
>they dont really care even if you do horrible things outside of work if youre a good worker
>i work with a sex offender nigger who was on the front page of a local newspaper
>nobody cares he had cp on his pc
>people still like him
>youll make money, do some social and develop skills at the same time
>you literally spend 40 hours a week with them ANYWAY so why not enjoy it
>dont have to see any more people outside of work time
>get to spend your life working on your projects instead of upkeeping autists who constantly demand your time
>find a group of friends with similar interests
>slowly realize that i am just too autistic to have fun conversations
>slowly talking to them less and less
>before i had friends i was not that lonely
>now after i had friends but dont want them anymore my loneliness is worse than before
i wish there was an agreement i could have with someone to just be part-time friends instead of full-time talking to each other multiple types per week kind of deal
>>34097337
My best friend and I can go years without seeing each other face to face. No letter, no shit. Just meet up and act like we're still 15 year old boys and do stupid shit a couple of hours every 2-3 months.
>>34097315
>make friends at work
>get along with everyone so it's very friendly and easy going
>see them on occasion outside of work for drinks/house party sort of things
>realize i have no genuine connection to any of these people on the levels they have with each other
>still feel lonely
at least there's people around sometimes i guess.
>>34097439
I felt like this at first. Because I was the new guy in the group. You'll get used to it as people leave and when new people come, you'll already feel better.
>>34097075
>>34097139
Yeah probably lol
>>34097315
Hopefully this, but for now I kind of have to make friends. Can't spend all of uni dicking around in my room and all