What did you imagine your life would be like when you were a kid?
I just thought my childhood would go on forever desu
Lot's of friends and really cool. Both of those things didn't happen
I thought I'd at least be happy.
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I just kept thinking it'd all just "happen" for me.
Then I was 22 and nothing had happened and I accepted the fact that I'd die alone, a virgin.
I thought I would be happy forever and marry my mom and find a high paying job to support her. I guesss those were my early signs of autism.
I don't recall thinking about the future all that much, but I do remember two times when I did.
>sometime during early childhood
>dad told me about all the bad people who smoke and drink
>playing with play dough one day
>suddenly stop and promise myself I would never be like those bad people
>tfw broke my promise
>another time during early teens
>think to myself
>"I bet I'll be so ripped when I'm 17"
>tfw 25 and still skinny af