Help me out robots,

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This is my first post so don't be so harsh on me please (yea right)
So, i have a long relationship with a girl (3yrs by now) and everything was fine till i went to uni
There i met another girl, and as i got to know her better i just fell in love with her, its like the time i got in love with my curent girlfriend, i wanted nothing else but her,
After alot more meets we kissed in my car wich led to an even beautifull part of our relation, *fast forward* we had sex, she slept at me, cuddle, she raised my beta fag face to a whole new lever a happiness when i was with her, she even broke up with her boyfriend who was kinda fucked up (religion fanatic and preatty fucking stupid)
Things got a little out of hand, she was really upset because i did not wanted to break up with my gf for her, after some time i promied that ill do that after the holydays (i did not)
BUT for some reason i always craved for her when she was gone, but sometimes when she was here, it was still good, but not good that i would want a relationship with her
She even did some neat stuff like throwing her emotion on paper for me, like a 3 pages long about how much she loves me and stuff(will post photos if anyone reads this)
Now, she left me cause i did not do it, ( really wanted to do it but when i missed her only)
Now i don't know what to do, i really want her, but im afraid this it not just a "honey-moon phase"
What should i do? i really don't know, ask me anything you think i missed out