How did you become the monster that you are today?

>>34039408
>Watched a videos about male models
>Wondered if I could become a male model for shits and gigs
>Start to look at my face and body
>Notice some flaws, but whatever
>Look more into it, the flaws I saw are more noticeable and I've noticed more
>6 months later I'm ready to blow my face off, I hate it that much
>I also learned to hate my body
>Considering getting like 15 kinds of surgeries
>Look for good attributes to make up for ugliness
>Realize I'm worthless in every aspect. I'm not the ugly but smart nerd, I'm not rich, I'm not talented in any specific skill. I'm just your typical, disgusting, below average guy
hehhh

When people treat you like a monster your whole life, eventually you become one.

>>34039486
Failed normies aren't robots

>>34039408
drugs, porn, 4chan, bullying, failed relationships, fear, emotional instability

I am not as much of a monster as I was maybe five years ago, though. A bit more addled and judgmental but not quite as callous and cruel.

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Severely abused by schizo/psychotic mother.

People think im strong, but really i am not.

>>34039601
I'm ugly as fuck lmao and worthless, so not a normie.

The only good things in my life was that I was kissed by a really cute, short, curly haired, redhead, semi-goth girl when I was 18.

And a really hot 30 year old wanted to fuck when I was 18 and a half. She was prob lying

not normie faggot

>>34039408
>How did you become the monster that you are today?
Having absent father figure who didnt "installed" any moral restrictions.

probably being neglected by my parents all my life and given a computer at the age of 8 with internet access and left alone.

I have essentially developed the perfect personality for myself when I'm on the internet. I've even broken a few hearts. I have like a DENNIS system almost.

>>34039486

>being sad because you don't have 95th percentile looks

There are billions of people contempt with being average or below, get over yourself.

I went through the same thing but bounced back. I thought I was extremely good looking because I had a fair bit of female attention in and out of highschool. But then realized I had a smallish chin, small jaw, and some eye asymmetry, I was distraught after discovering this. After a month I am back to the same level of happiness I had when I thought I was a slayer.

>>34039706
This

had to learn everything by myself, the internet was the father i never had.

just how sad can someone be to unironically search on google "How to be a man"

I blame everybody else and not myself