>tfw a qt was really into me during high school years >always

>>34037438
prob preggers by now op

only gf I had was in high school, we broke up and then she burned the coal, so i lost all feeling for her

>>34037438
same except when i saw her Facebook i saw her ruined with extra weight, tatoos and piercings everywhere

dodged a bullet there

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>>34037438
Similar shit here

I ve seen my oneitis of this semester for the last time today
We were in a project together
She always tried to be near me and talked to me
I was generally chitchatting a little but not showing much attention

I thought of asking her to do stuff afterwards a million time, I know she was expecting too

But the only thing I could think of was that I didn't deserve her

Fuck man
She's a 8.783/10, in STEM and extremely cute and shy
Hot, smart and shy, literally the bestest combo

And I fucked that shit up

Fuck
Me

When I was about 14 there was a girl I knew and liked. One day she asked is I wanted to be her boyfriend, I didn't know how to respond and she ran off and started crying.

Why am I such a retard?

>Cut onitis out of my life in high school
>year later bump into her at a friend's house
>randomly blurts out that she misses me and she knows I do t miss her
>she's holding back tears
>don't say anything
Idk why she even said that. There was this Chad in my friend group that she adored. When we would hang out she was always a bitch to me and would start hooking up with him in front of me. Idk what she expected but whatever. Its almost time to go. She's been popping up in my head a lot lately as a result. In thinking about contacting her before I go but I probably won't.

>>34037688
fucked? what's stopping you from asking her out now?

>qt pippi longstocking type ginger has a crush on me in high school
>push her away because I'm retarded
>now I'm a 34 year old bald gfless recluse shuttling between home and work day in day out
>have dreams about her at least twice a year
>she still uses her maiden name and has no pictures with dudes on FB

JUST MARRY SOMEONE FFS. I know I will never talk to her again but that last glimmer of delusion "what if we run into each other tomorrow, what if I find my balls one day and actually message her" is keeping me up at night.

>>34037438

Daily reminder that she barely remembers you. You were but a short beep on her radar.

Women have a myriad of romantic opportunities at any given time. They flirt, the make out with strangers, they have one night stands, etc. That is why they are rarely alone and process breakups at a blinding speed.

Meanwhile autistic fucks like OP will reminisc teary eyed about the qt who once smiled at them.

Lose this shit. Let it go. I would say that she is gone, but she never was in the first place. It's all in your head. Go pursue real, living females instead of this fucking mental masturbation.

>>34037688
I bet your shy waifu likes being choked and taking a load in the face.

> B-b-but I didn't deserve her

There really is no hope for self hating fuckups. I mean if you think this way, why would anything good ever happen to you?

I had the same thing. One of the hottest girls in school basically throwing herself at me even when I was a greasy haired little shit. I was scared of her because I thought it was a prank or w/e. No way a girl would like me, especially not an attractive girl. So I basically just avoided her and brushed off all the comments from my friends and hers.

After school ended she moved to another city for college and got a bf who looked exactly like me except blond.

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>>34037438
>now she's probably more loyal to him because she experienced rejection that she probably never has before

well done brobot, you made it easier for chad

I don't know, I think that you should try find a girl that makes your comfortable and not nervous. I remember a sperg from my old school and everytime I tried to talk with him it felt like an interview. But he met a girl that made him feel very secure and open and they were together for 2 years.

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>>34038418
>There was this Chad in my friend group that she adored. When we would hang out
>she was always a bitch to me and would start hooking up with him in front of me.

You dodged the bullet anon. she was and will always be a roastie, don't contact her and continue to make her angry, make her cry if you can like the whore she is.