She found somebody else.
It happens Anon, try your best to find something new. Get yourself out there.
>>34034683
t-thanks man, it fucking hurts so much.
but I know the best way to forget about her is to find someone better
stop being an emotional faggot, relationships don't matter
peace
>>34034619
>tfw girl I was seeing last year texts me over winter break
>asks my schedule for winter term and if I'm taking the same classes with her
I was in one of her classes
Now I actually checked and she's not even in the class participants list
She's not replying to my text either
Wtf?? I also saw her hanging out with another guy friend she got to know from Japanese class
>>34034619
Oh, I know that feel all to well, and even then, she already had someone else even before she found someone else.
>>34034619
Its because you were not good enough or you were too much of a pussy.
>mfw everytime she "finds someone else" I just kind of laugh because I know she's a fucking psychopath underneath her cute persona
>>34035192
this is why beta orbiting is a thing, lmao. desu I prefer that myself as well
>>34034619
>girl asks me to hang out on the weekends, few weeks leading up to valentines day
>she would bring up specific plans, like skating, but never follow up later
I mean I wondered about it, but I just brushed it off
Then after valentine's day, she got real cold and distant. we had classes together and she wouldn't even talk to me except say hi or something.
One day I walked out of class, and there she was walking really awkwardly with some guy. I think that was her boyfriend for valentine's day. They broke up shortly after, like a month later
Feels sad. She really liked me and we could've dated
>Be me
>be 23 and missing your recent ex
>be ftm trans and she didn't care
>be chubby and submissive
>we broke up cuz of distance and kind of cuz we were in a polyamourous relationship.
>realize she probably only wanted me cuz I was ballzy while the other guy was meek.
>get feels
>sadface.jog
>try to hint that I still love her
>cry cuz anything is better than laying down with no one to tell you good night.
>curl up and starve myself cuz I'm so upset all the time that if I'm not on drugs I can't even be bothered to stand and cook.
What does anyone do to fill the void. I tried food.. it's not good. I need help. Honestly if God takes me in my sleep one day I wouldn't blame him. Why would you let loses fucking live if all they do is toil in their own sadness. I've started romanticizing it. Made a tumblr just to get sad pics. Maybe I should just end it.
>>34035241
>I prefer that myself as well
?
>>34035345
I mean that I prefer that I have female beta orbiters. It really sucks when I'm left to be alone with all the heartbreak.
>>34035308
Your life is a train wreck, just like mine was a few months ago. I had a breakdown and lost my job, nearly dropped out of school. But it's okay now, it was just a really bad time.
Do you have anyone to talk to?
>she never found someone else
>never posts on social media anymore
>still see her on steam playing single player games at 3am
>still love her
>I still never contact her
Fucking kill me
>>34035367
Pretty much going through this right now.
I'm probably not going to go into work (2 man teams as well unfortunately for each shift so I'm pretty much shafting someone) when I have to drop her off at the airport to send her back home in a diff state.
I'm going to be by myself. Never sleep next to anyone ever again, probably barely eat.
I know I'm gonna fucking collapse as soon as I walk through my apartment door and shut it and just cry all day. I need to find a cheap gun on Craigslist to buy to off myself with or something cause I can't be on my own. If I'm by myself I'm going to tear myself to shreds mentally.
Years of a relationship down the drain because of another idiot in my life I got jealous of. She was perfect for me and I fucking ruined it. I wish I would have begged her to get back together with me but my dignity wouldn't let me.
Fuck dignity, I just don't want to be alone. I can't fucking handle it.
>>34035461
Stop being a faggot and talk to her now!
>>34034619
of course she did mate you're a loser.
>>34035486
I wish literally every aspect of my life were different but as you say I'm a massive faggot
>>34035475
Sometimes you have to fall apart so that you can rebuild yourself. It's terrible now, but it's going to get better and you'll find a new joy in life. Remember your life is valuable, that's what I forgot for a while.
>>34035507
TALK TO HER NOW YOU FUCKING NORMIE. DO IT.
In 10 years you'll be a wizard who wishes he did.
>>34034619
>girl from grade 10
>we both fall in love with each other at first sight
>she tried hard to talk to me and stuff, but I was too shy
>did that for several years throughout high school
>be in university
>psychology class
>she's sitting in the rows, looking back at me walking into the lecture theatre
>her smile is the biggest I've seen, it's as if she likes me at first sight again
>ignore her because she's sitting with like 5 other girls and I would feel anxious
>be in university library, studying with a new female friend
>she just happens to be sitting in the next table
>she keeps glancing and talks about things I like, to get my attention
>today
>get on the bus
>feel someone staring, it's her
>peeks glances at me, she's obviously happy
>she then crosses her legs and shakes it, as if she got horny
fuggg
was it me?
I bet it was me
She loves me so much, someone has to be feeling pain about it
>>34035156
>>>>high school shit
18+
>>34035643
I'm actually second year in uni. That's how I could check the class participants list, you know?
Also look at words like "winter term", man this is weak b8
>>34034619
You found somebody else.
She didn't.
>>34035667
No i am pretty sure it was her.
>>34035696
>I know I'm hot
she's not
how the fuck does she have beta orbiters like that
>almost a year since she got with someone else
It only hurts because I was going to say something that week, but even then I doubt things would end well.
>>34035745
How do you cope,anon?
>>34035718
because guys are so thirsty to worship women. why? because we don't have people teaching them to make a life that's not about based desires.
>>34035777
I avoided talking to her as much as I could which sucked on its on because I liked her a lot as a person, not someone I just wanted to fuck. It got slightly better but through mutual friends I'm back talking to her again just like before.
It doesn't get any easier.
>>34034619
>She found somebody else.
For me, I wish she would because of >>34035487 and >>34035692
>>34035696
That glance into the camera, fuck, this bitch is going places.
>>34034619
Brother, you gotta realize there are others out there.
Much Love
>>34034619
what about that qt chick you were dating anon?
>>34036226
are you thinking about marrying that qt girlfriend of yours, anon? you guys have been together for quite a while.
>>34036279
wait wat?
i have a gf?
>>34035578
>>peeks glances at me, she's obviously happy
>>she then crosses her legs and shakes it, as if she got horny
GTFO FUCKING NORMIE
>>34036199
Thank you, its 330am and i cant sleep, my stomach is inside out
Shit physically hurts man, my only hope now is to do well in school and hopefully meet a qt to replace her someday
>havent checked to see if she found someone else
I dont want to know. It will hurt too much
>>34036747
Do not do it bro, please.
Thats how i was not even 6 hours ago, then i made the stupid mistake of checking her instagram. Now i am fucked, i cant eat or sleep