I'm so lonely,..
Hold me /r9k/, tell me it will be alright.
>>34032729
>tfw the feelings of tfwnogf are starting to get too heavy for even drugs+alcohol to numb
>wish I didn't desire human companionship/interaction so much
>>34032764
I feel the same...
I just want someone to laugh with, hold hands, cuddle in front of movie, simple things...
>>34032813
>go to the gym
>walk the doggo
>go to the grocery store
>see guys with their gf out at all of these places
>have to take about 5 seconds to gain my composure before I let the forever pain swallow my soul
>gets difficult to "just ignore it brah and you'll get a gf one day" when everywhere I go I'm reminded of how alone i am
>today was so much fun anon!
>let's go watch a movie anon
>let's go get drunk anon
>let's go to the park anon
i just want someone that i can talk to
>tfw had found my soulmate but I was forced to move to Europe
>>34032877
I see happy normie couples all the time, I'm so jealous, honestly. A part of me wants to kill the guy and take his gf, force her to hold my hand and soothe my loneliness..
>>34032998
>frequently get told "hey well maybe you need a job/apartment of your own/better personality before you can date a girl"
>see normie men who are unemployed/living with parents/beat their gf that are in relationships
>>34032729
>that pain in your chest when you think about how unlikely it is that things will change
>>34033029
yes, this is normal appearently
fuck..
>Walk into store
>"SOON YOU'LL BE 30 YEARS OLD!"
>Walk out
>Go home
>Cry and drown sorrows in alcohol
https://youtu.be/dsYElzzlzb8
>tfw no gf
>>34032729
>Be 37 years old
>Realize that half your life is over
>Take a look around your shitty two room apartment that you can barely afford to take stock of where you're at
>You are alone, you have always lived alone
>You have few personal effects at all, just what you need for your shit job, some books and a computer
>You have no pictures of other people, not even family
>You don't even have vidya or a computer good enough to game
>All you've done for the last ten years is work and drink
I don't think I've ever been as alone as I am now. Someone tell me that something can be done. Does someone want to move in with me? I'm not even lying. You would basically just have to exist and talk to me, and I'd be satisfied.
>>34032998
>force her to hold my hand
what crime would this be?
>>34033258
>You have no pictures of other people, not even family
>tfw framed a picture of my dog
>>34033269
>what crime would this be?
Apparently a worse one than a normie beating his gf
>>34033258
where do you live? been wanting to move out.
>>34033258
That's pretty much me except I'm younger than you and spend most of my time drinking in my parents basement
>>34033214
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ocKh40vNzwI
>tfw no gf
>>34033269
probably rape
>>34032729
It never gets better anon, only worse, anyone who tells you otherwise just enjoys seeing you suffering or is so above you they can't imagine your position.
>>34033302
I live in Chicago in an upscale black neighborhood. I'm a poor white dude, though.
>inb4 upscale black
>>34033359
sucks i live in Los Angeles
>>34032729
itll be okay ... for you.
>>34032729
I was having these feels before work today brother. The only consolation I can offer you is that you are not alone in your loneliness.
>>34033320
>>34033320
nice, thanks
some guy from iceland showed me this, maybe you'll like it also
https://youtu.be/i0IcUI15bG8
>>34033437
>that chorus/ending
please no
anyone else ever get so worried they'll be alone forever they start to feel sick, then suddenly can't sit still, and get a urge to scream for no apparent reason
>>34033415
>you are not alone in your loneliness
>>34033520
Yes I get nauseous and get this stomachache at the same time, like I'm hungry and I hate it
>>34033520
I just feel an empty feeling that I know must be filled with reciprocal love from another human being
Wayward meanderings start to loop around in your mind during seemingly random occasions.
A cold dread washes over your entire being. Stemming from the fact that deep down, you know that a broken man such as yourself is doomed to eternal solitude.
You try in vain, to suppress such intrusive thoughts yet as always... fail miserably.
>>34033415
>you are not alone in your loneliness.
OREGANO