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If you're my soulmate, which I truly believe you are, why can't I ever seem to hold on to you?

L,

I'm not sure why you stopped responding. I am a pretty decent guy, maybe not perfect because I'm on /r9k/ but I really try my best. I hope you weren't just a cat fisher.

S

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Can you just tell me it's over? I went to visit you, and we spend this beautiful weekend wrapped in blankets on your bed, and you show me all the dorky cartoons you love, and we held each other tight, and all throughout the day, and night. I thought this was something legitimate, and the first step to something beautiful. I told you I loved you, and you kissed for what felt like an eternity. You told me how much this all meant to you, and you cried when I left, clinging to me as I walked to my car.

Why haven't you spoken to me since I got in my car, and drove away? Why have you completely left me in the dark?

>>34028130
Initials friendy?

>>34028130
Mine or hers?

Fuck it, I don't care.
Mine are IW, her's are RS

Roast me if you know me. :)

>>34028846
>>34028735
didnt quote you oops

F,
Since late last year I have come to Lille to meet other friends. I had the chance to see you, but I am planning to leave by airplane tomorrow without seeing you.

Dear D.
I know now I was just delusional. I'm glad I hadn't dream too much about us, but I still feel kinda destroyed. What am I supposed to do?
Maybe you wrote your description in one of your bad moments. Maybe I read it when I felt particularly lonely and I wasn't lucid enough. I was expecting a person closer to me, but now that I can see you probably feel lonely only in your bad moments. I'm sure a beautiful and smart girl like you can find planty of friends besides her problems.
I was working hard to keep this friendship, I thought you was lonely too and you just needed a push to feel what I'm feeling for you (that is friendship, but friendship as a needy person). Now I know I'm trying hard and you don't need the same things I do.

I wish you the best, but now you have to help me. If what I wrote is correct you have to say me goodbye, because maybe it's the best thing for me (for us?) and I know that I can't do this on my own. I don't wanna fight for this friendship alone, I don't wanna try hard anymore, but I don't wanna hurt you either. Be you the one the one who say goodbye, please.
It was nice until it lasted, now I just don't wanna see you slowly disappear. I know it's stupid because there's never been anything between us, but I wasn't expecting all those emotions coming from a random contact exchange on r9k.

I will not forget you.

S

>>34028130
Have you reached out to her?

>>34029708
Texted her multiple times, spanning across 2 1/2 weeks.
Nothing at all whatsoever.

If you have anyone to write a letter to you're a fucking normie

Comrade S/B

I miss you and I worry very much
Not knowing if you are alive, safe at home, or dying on some field for a country no one has ever heard of.
Please get home safe. Go with God, comrade.

- C/A/D

Dear R
i hope youve been ok. Im sorry for the radio silence. as you can tell by me writing this email im still alive and kicking. I guess after all you were right. We could live without each other just as we lived before we met except this time. We d live with the void we left for each other when you decidee sharing your life with me wasnt worth it. Its crazy to go from genuine love to telling that same person to back off from one day to another its crazy to think back and realize how the power you gave me over you turned me into someone im not at heart. I think ive learned enough about myself because of us. I still hate that we cant be us. But simply me. And you. Anyways i am hopeing youre also doing fine and maybe found a valentine you can share a connection with. Remember thats whats most important in love life. God knows id give anything to be that one. But everythings not up to "gods" huh?. I want you to know im still yours wether youre mine or not.

>>34029817
Fuck that sucks. Maybe ask her for a meetup if things are going to end? Though it sounds like she's far from where you are.

That's just what I'd do. I've grown tired of friendships and the like ending without a proper goodbye.

>>34030226
I can't even get into contact with her. She hasn't given me the light of day since I left.

>>34027533
Dear H,

This is probably not the right place to write you, mainly since robots will get mad at me, but I am really glad I met you. I only get worried about trust because I feel so comfortable around you, a betrayal would be devastating. I really want to spend my life with you and cannot think of anyone better to be with. I hope you can forgive my insecurities.

Love ya,
J

Dear A
He's gone, huh? Just like that. This won't be like all my other love letters to you because this isn't about that. I haven't really been one for relationships, so I can't really say here, but I can imagine how it feels. I'm sorry. Deeply, genuinely sorry. Y'know, I recall all the times you called me an idiot, and I smile. You probably haven't smiled in a little bit. It isn't fair that he used such a shit excuse when he cut things off anyway. It wasn't even believable. Trust me when I say that he was just looking for a way out, and he found a medium in which to do so. That'll be all for now.
Cordially, J

I know it's frustating to keep waiting and I wouldn't blame if you forget me and find someone else. It was originally my plan to work on myself before I tried to reach you, but my life got out of control and I ended up worse than when I started. Maybe I didn't tried hard enought. I will go back to my original plan though, but I want you to know that I don't do this out of vainity. I'm doing this because I want things to work.

A

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Dear T.

I have dreams where I murder you.
I also had a dream where I was Dylann Roof and murdered a bunch of blacks.

It must be a sign

F

Dear N,

The last time we saw each other, I believe that I caused you a great amount of distress. I'm glad for that. I'm glad that your new boyfriend shot me dirty looks all night because I made him look like a fool. I'm glad I made that joke at your expense, and I'm glad your sister audibly laughed. However, nothing compares to the defeated look in your eyes when I hugged your sister goodbye and left you with a simple wave of the hand. You know I'm going to fuck her, right? I'm going to fuck your sister the way you wish I was still fucking you, and you're going to hear all about it. I'm going to shatter your heart, and I'm going to live a goddamned happy life afterward. And no matter how much you want to think I'm a monster, remember this:

You hurt me first.

Yours,
J

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Person,

You've unwittingly done something towards me, and you will probably never completely understand how grateful I am. It is only because of this that I truly feel in my heart that this nonsense you may or may not be knowingly hitting me with is unintentional. Please help me understand why you are being so off with me recently, almost like there is a massive wedge forming between us. I'm thinking that your other friend that dislikes me for no reason has a little more than a little to do with this, as well as the other person that has formed some weird almost secret club. It's extremely frustrating, since I'm honestly only trying to be the best kind of person and friend I can be. In the past I was severely fucked over, over a period of two and a half years by someone whom I thought was my friend, but it turns out my kindness was taken advantage of and betrayed. Ever since I've been hyper aware and suspicious of others, which is why I hope I'm just being paranoid. However, the recent series of broken plans is sending my mind into DEFCON 1.

I only have the intentions of friendship.

-Me

K,

You are a disgusting person for what you did to me. You'll probably never get what you deserve, but at least I can have some kind of a feeling of revenge since you are so absolutely ass blasted that Donald Trump is the next US president.

MAGA, you bitch.

i know that you're having a bad night too. I'm here if you need me

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I hope you're doing great wherever you are, i really think about you
please never give up on life

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Dear V,
Thinking about you for some reason. Not sure why.
- R

Dear B. I want to die. Also, stay off this cesspit board.

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Dear A.
I love you, but I'll never let you know it.
-A

Dear S,
I should have kept in touch with you, and I'm sorry I didn't. I miss our friendship especially now, that I know I will never have anything like this again. You accepted me for who I was and I miss the feeling of knowing that I was safe to share anything that was on my heart with you.

Back then we both only wanted to be friends, but I think that as we matured over time our relationship could have evolved into something different too. It kills me that I will never know.

I hope that wherever you are and whatever you do now, you are happy.

~A

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>>34031881
Thanks friend, the comfy one approves of your letter

>>34030830
A,

Please contact me and tell me this. Don't leave me in the dark. I'll understand

>>34029551
Ou habitez vous?

You're the dumbest cunt and you talk so much shit just go end your life I swear mum cheated on dad and had you because you have none of dads brain cells within you you fuxking accident

>>34033292
And the concept of family eluded you, the only thing you know how to do is act. You're the fakest cunt thAt ever lived and boy I'd love to put your teeth over the curb but the only thing stopping me from doing it is because watching you fail your delusional dream of making it to the afl will please me more than anything in the world you fake faggot
Your spirit animal is a retarded snake

You know, and I have told you this before, one of the key moments where I thought "Yeah, that's the woman I'm going to marry." I was playing a game while you were dolling yourself up before we went out that afternoon and during a cutscene a man with a middle eastern accent started talking...

You went "Why is he speaking terrorist?"

then I had my way with you.

>>34033262
I came from the same country as him.

Dear niggers,
Stop posting porn on blue boards.
Sincerely,
The Fucking KKK

>>34034581
Made me kek, top kek.

>>34030830
Okay Arianna. Who are you writing to? The rest of us should stop waiting.

i will never tell you this but my gf wants to watch me fucking another woman
i want to fuck you

>>34027533

S

Why'd you do it. You knew I was fucked up and yet you lied to me and strung me along. It's a weird feeling now, I'm starting to hate you more than I miss you. Maybe I'm finally moving on. Doesn't matter tho. I'm still going along with it.

>>34029639
Why are you complaining so much if you put them in the friendzone? Seriously fuck off. You don't care if you just want them as a friend.

>>34029817
Try messaging her for 2 1/2 months with her ignoring you. Then feel dead yet mutilated for 2 1/2 years then see how 2 1/2 weeks feel.

Hate and love are two faces of the same coin, you might move on but you will always wonder "what if"

S

>>34031257
Thumbs up, by far the best letter so far

Dear me,

Fuck you

-you

>>34036343
>>34032280
Are you Sorry?

>>34036343
I'm not the guy writing to S in this thread. Your post just reminded me of someone who I used to know named S though. I still wonder what if about her. Me and her could have helped each other out a lot and been great together before either of us got messed up and ended up in the mental hospital. Sometimes I imagine a world where we fell in love and lived happily. A lot of chaos and pain in our lives would have been prevented. I hated seeing her going through her problems and I felt responsible for not being with her. I would have taught and loved her right

>>34036497
why would I be sorry?
it was her who didn't want to talk to me back then.
I was more disappointed than sorry.

>>34035009
I didn't string you on, A. You drove me away because you started hanging out with your goddamn college friends more than me, despite the fact that I was there for you when you were dying.
The sad thing is that I miss you, but that just makes my blood boil.
You were right when you said we'd never have our kids, but it was all on you.

>>34036288
i was expecting friendship, but i feel like i'm talking with a wall. i thought she was as lonely as me, but she's not.
i'm needy in this moment of my life and i don't think she will ever give me the kind of talks i'd like to have. i wasn't looking for a detached friendship and i always known she will never be my gf.

yes i wanna them as friends because i'm not a dreemer. you can't hae an online gf, let's faxe it. i wanna them as friends and i got nothing but strangers.

First of all, I love you and always will love you

I disappeared because i felt i was doing you a disservice. I felt selfish clinging on for so long, but now i felt was the time i had to let go. You deserve so much better than me and all im doing is holding you back from better things and actual happiness. Its been months and you still text me to this day, wondering where i went or what happened and it breaks my heart. I wish i could reply to you, i wish things were different, i wish i was good enough for you. Ive never loved anyone as much as you and I never will. I thought by now you would have moved on but I guess you were more in love with me than i thought. Hopefully the day is near when you find the guy that's right for you and you move on. All I want is for you to be happy, that is why Im making this sacrifice. I love you Olivia and I miss you so much.

>>34028043
Because you aren't accepting me

>>34036693
What if they don't want friendship, it hurts too much for them to just be friends with someone they care about and want to be with while the person dates other people.

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>>34027533

I'm sorry I fucked your sister. 5 years wasted when I knew from the beginning I wouldn't marry you. Rotten things stay rotten, I guess.

>>34030830
You shouldn't do that. Spend time together now. Waiting until you've worked on yourself isn't worth all the lost time you could have been together.

>>34027533
Dear A

I hurt you a lot. Toyed with your emotions & led you on. I was someone I could never be to you & you were something I could never have. I think about you most days, how things could have been different. But they weren't & could never be anyway.
Every choice I made was to try & prolong your happiness. I'm sorry I wasn't able to do that forever. I'd wanted to tell you who I was for months, but never had the courage to do that to you. Maybe someday we'll meet again & I'll be able to. You're the only person I ever truly connected with & I miss you more every day. But it could never work. I wasn't good enough for you.

Yours
C

E,
I miss you a lot. Every day I feel like we're becoming strangers more and more. Why don't you come to me? Is it my fault? I miss how we were in the beginning.

You're a nigger. You're a spastic. You're a fucking cunt and you ruined this entire general. Sure, there are bad posters here and the good ones left months ago, but you are scum. Without a doubt the worst fucking poster on this board, even worse than you know who. You have never even made a halfway-decent post. You do nothing but insult, harass and spout obscenities like the child you very likely are. I'm glad your life is awful, you probably deserve it. I'm not sorry you were molested. You deserve it and so much worse. I wish only the worst on you. Die. Die you sick scumbag and go immediately to Hell and suffer for all the raw sewage you have been leaking from your spasticated knacker cum filled mouth. Cunt.

>>34037305
what a hecking god

I hate you. I've hated you for years, even when we were still friends. There is no point in trying to apologise as I will never forgive you. Not for what you did to me and all the hell I had to go through as a result. I don't want your words or your excuses or anything you want to make amends with. I never want to hear or see from you ever again. Just leave, get out and never bother me with your existence again.

>>34037036
even better, i asked for friendship because i can't meet irl someone this far.
i will not have a irl gf anytime soon since i never had one. if they want more i can give them my loyalty, but i can't afford an intercontinental plane ticket just to see them irl. this wasn't the problem, trust me. i asked for friendship to appear less spergy in their eyes.

You know what I love you?

You. So god damn much. But just FYI, you really need to stop talking to pretty much every single person that has talked shit about me. Like, completely cut them from your life. Well, if they CONTINUE to talk shit about me that is.

A couple reasons. For one, why would you want to be friends with people that disrespect someone you love? Not just "love" but LOVE. They are going to come and go from your life. I'm here forever darlin'.

Two, they are disrespecting you by not supporting you in your decisions, in who you spend your life with. If anyone talks shit about me, they are talking shit about you. I completely stopped talking to friends that talked shit about you. They aren't friends.

Three, you know your disorder. You fucking know what that means. how about you ease my PTSD, my past traumas, and more but saying "Fuck off ya'll" to those that don't know how to respect other's relationships? Ok?

This is the LEAST you could do for me. You know me. Every part. You own every part. You're every bit as good as I am, it just takes work, trust, and devotion. Oh, and a fuck ton of love.

Fuck ton.

I love you. I miss you. I trust you.

A

You ugly bitch i'm ashamed to be stuck with your saggy pig ass that's why i deleted facebook so that no one will ever know i'm married to you. Fuck off bitch.

S

stop trying to rape me. ur not my gf

Is it unkind to tell you that I love you when I don't mean it? I mean, how could I love someone willing to put half of my foot in their mouth and lick it clean after going outside? Each time you go along with one of my demeaning whims I respect you less, though it does amuse me. I'm not even sure it's accurate to say that I don't love you; you do bring a certain joy to my life. You're my whipping boy, in a figurative and literal sense. Aside from that, I do enjoy your company and I wanted so badly to love you. If only you had more respect for your self, perhaps I could have too. Though if that was the case, I would never have gotten the opportunity to see the look on your face when I remark on the size of your penis. It's like a thumb, the way it bends. I have to say, I expected something more and you're being 6'4 makes matters worse. I wish I could shave 3 inched from your height in exchange for length, so then you would at least be average. It's also just a bit disgusting how it twitches when insulted.

Whatever, K.R.

>>34037617
I got it.
I wonder why do they treat us that way.
But I don't mind that. Because you found out that you are with me.
I feel the same as you.
I'm thinking I always want to cuddle you.
I want to see you soon.

>>34038338
You forgot to say: To Dan

>>34038393
Dan?

No, this is to S. Or maybe I am not getting your joke

>>34030830
Do you love me?
-K

>>34030305
can you tell me what her name is?

>>34038575
https://youtu.be/IxxstCcJlsc

Dear D,
I like you a lot. I have hurt you, and you have forgiven me, I can't thank you enough for that. I'm sorry my self esteem is so low and I really don't think I'll ever feel good enough for you. I don't want to scare you away but I know it's inevitable. If you don't leave me, I will leave you to "save" myself. Please don't give up on me. I'm sorry I'm so fucked in the head.
Sincerely, M

>>34037115
Initials? Cakeyoishiidesuyo

C,

Sometimes I wonder how we ended up like this.
I know it's my fault, it's just... so surreal.

At times I wonder if you even care anymore,
if I'm even relevant to you.
It's fucked up to think that this thing we had is now long gone; maybe for good.

Thanks for being there when no one was.
Thanks for having cared.

In good memories,
T

Dear B,

You're a fucking highschool drop out, and you're wasting so much time when you could be building your life, getting a job, finding a girl, etc. You don't go out of your way to talk to me anymore so I've been repaying the favor. All you do is hang out with the other dropouts and work on your TV show that you claim will get picked up by HBO because of your connections through J. Well I do hope it works out for you. L and I talk about you a lot. We would still hang out with you in a heartbeat. You're a dumb fuck but I love you man, and I hope you're doing okay. I wish we were still best friends.

Dear mom and pops,

I'm sorry for being a burden I'm sorry for being the looser in the family. I'm sorry that you have to lie about me to extended family/friends because the truth about me is pathetic . I'm trying.

M.J.

I know you are hesitant. But at ease.
If you take action, I will not let anyone interfere with our relationship.
I have a lot of things I want to talk with you. I can not describe it in detail here now, but I guess sure it will be fun every day if we are connected.
Perhaps you say: "Why did I not notice it sooner?"
If you accept me, I will support you forever.
I want to be mentally strong for us.

>>34040326
Initials?

aboriginal reply

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>>34040326
That's hot
What a lucky person

E
I waited 2 hours for a ride that never came. That was pretty shitty of you.
B

>>34040366
>>34040326
This is my declaration of determination. He would notice me.

>>34040395
Thank you. This is my utmost though.
I hope he notices me.

>>34040326
Initials? Initials are kinda the point of this thing

>>34040817
Sorry. I actually shy...
To be honest, I'm so embarrassed that I can't say that ;~;

Dear Robin, Josh, Chris, Ashley...

I miss you all. Some of you I've wronged and I only wish I could make it right. I would give anything to be with you all again.

>>34041306
Just write the initials like everyone has done. You don't get to have a special status on this

Everyday I pray for someone to save me from my abusive relationship. My family and friends have grown tired of my bullshit and find it too annoying and won't take me in. They've even stopped speaking to me.

Maybe this is my own fault but it's difficult to live in fear all the time. I hope he accidentally kills me soon so the suffering ends.

D
I like you a lot, you're probably the only person in the world who has something interesting to say every time. You're the only person I genuinely want to chat with. Please stay with me forever.
A.

>>34041491
Why don't you find a job? Then earn enough money to move out. Sew a pocket inside a shirt? Pants or jacket with a zipper or something and hide your money there?

>>34041674
He won't allow me to work.

>>34041719
Hm...try and escape and talk to the police if you're being truthful?

>>34041758
You say that as if police are going to let you sleep at the station for 3 months while you figure out your life. I live in a small town with him and there's no such thing as women's shelters.

I have talked to police before but they can't really do anything unless I have more evidence, such as bruises.

I was starting to like you a lot, but I can feel how you are becoming distant. It hurts. I don't want to be without you.
I thought we were getting along. I thought you liked me, I thought we were interested in each other. I am scared. I am scared of saying something wrong, I am scared of pushing you away, I am scared that you will eventually grow bored of me.
I am scared of being a disappointment. I want to at least see you once and experience you.
Can life be kind to me for once?

Thomas,
I really hate you. I know that you realize that you hurt me with your actions again and again and I know that you're just pretending to be who you are. I see what you're doing, even if others don't. I wish I've never met you.
Sincerely, P.

You cut like fire, leave me to be reborn. Leave my meadows lets rejoyce and burn a picture perfect image of you, an image of you ill always see. Go, trample the grass each moment never meant to last. Hit the drink, dont think, forget your mortality. Live. Right now and keep your comments to yourself. Wake up my love we've already let go. Lucid dreaming of you never felt so good. Ive never wanted to harm your body, that perfect statue but you just stood still. Now forget, our dreams are just debt. With hold, your breath just cause my death. March right on, to the rythem of your bleeding heart. I tried, to write some piece of my mind but this, is all i found. You wanted the ocean, in just the salt, you wanted fame im just paparazzi. Your gone, i lost i ruined it from the start.

A,
I'm sorry I neglected what we could have possibly had together. You're beautiful, fun, and the most intelligent girl I've ever known.
The truth is, I was consumed by a myth, a legend that, whether or not it's true, has become my obsession.
I ignored you time and time again, because my mind was deep in the abandoned mines of Doc Williams Canyon. I spent weekends in blazing heat, steep cliffs, and wet marshes, when I should've been doing something with you.

You'd be happy to know, I've given up. I've spent all my money and my last shred of willpower. The silver, the skeletons, and mineshaft are all under hundreds of tons of rock and dirt. That's why the land was sold so cheap, it would cost more to dig it out than the rewards it would reap.

You're in my thoughts, even though I'm not in yours.
-J

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>>34041941
""""" I want to experience you """""

>>34041453
hint to you:
I try not to browse things related to him dare. Actually I want to browse every day.. I'm doing with intention. Although it is a childish rebellion. Because I want him to notice my feelings. This is the best I can do..

>>34027533
I'm sorry I fucked it up.
We were beautiful before I started behaving like that.
I took you for granted, dumped all of my problems on you. As if you didn't have enough of your own.
I expected you to drop whatever you were doing and listen to me crying.
I'm sorry. I realize everything now.
Maybe you'll give me another chance, maybe you won't.
All I can say is, I love you.

Good night, white knight.
See you tomorrow.

>>34041804
There are LITERAL SHELTERS FOR WOMEN IN YOUR SITUATION

>>34042765
Initials

To:
From:

??

Judith,

I am ignoring you at work because every time I talk to you I melt inside. Why are you ignoring me, we used to laugh and talk all the time. Please just IM me on Skype.

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Normies want gfs.
Everyone who wants a gf is a normie.
Prove me wrong, but you can't.

t. wizard

>>34043241
I don't think you read my entire post anon.

>>34043443
>I don't think you read my entire post anon.
What country?

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Dear me these past years,

Long story short, I don't make it.

I started to worry, most of me is still within me. Though some of me is not inside anymore
Sorry to dissapoint you, me. World isn't going to last much longer for us if shit still going.

Sincerely,
You

>>34043443
then get on a fucking bus and go to a city with one.

What's so fucking hard about this?

>>34044683
There are no buses in this town you dumb fuck. The closest thing is a shuttle service from a town one hour away which will cost about 200 dollars to get them to come down here and pick me up.

>>34044704
Be honest is your family sick and tired because you kept taking him back after multiple breakups?

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>>34031760
dear anon
please unironically date me

>>34044927
For other reasons, mainly because I refuse to take medication for a health issue.

>>34032143
amy?
original

Dear A,

I've tried - but I will never forgive you for what you did.

You broke my heart.

You are a coward, and in the end you will die alone because you're too afraid to have something valuable in your life.

>>34045094
Don't carry hate for useless people, hope this is just a vent because some people aren't worth a second thought.

>>34045048
Shit nigga that sounds stupid as fuck but you know what.

I don't really care, if he comes at you just shank his ass or something.

Sounds like the town you live in is pretty shit though.

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Just fucking respond.
Regards,

>>34044704
There are no buses in your town. No modes of transportation at all. Nothing. Zero. Zilch.

You're full of fucking shit. I live in the middle of fucking nowhere myself. Midwest, town of 10,000. I can think of a dozen ways to get to the nearest city within the hour. Go to a church, ask for help. Ask for a ride. There is FOR SURE a small area transit service in your town. Things for seniors and the like. Go to the police. In a small town you are almost certain going to find a nice cop to help you out. Ask your family. Friends. Coworkers. Neighbors.

Find the number of a shelter in a nearby city, set something up, and then go to ANY OF THE PEOPLE I MENTIONED and say "Hey, this is asking a lot but I need help badly. My husband is dangerous and hurts me physically. Could you please give me a ride to "INSERT CITY." I have something setup with a shelter there to help me get started on my own. Please and thank you."

I guarantee you that someone from a local church will give you a few hours of their day and a few gallons of gas to help out their fellow human. Fuck, the church will probably GIVE YOU A RIDE, A BIKE, AND CLOTHING/FOOD/MORE TO GET YOU STARTED.

or fucking WALK.

>>34045732
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I mean, I'm waiting for my woman to message me too anon but posting a guy holding a gun probably ain't going to help.

I mean, guns are totally fucking awesome. I'm totally going to teach her how to shoot the long gun. I want to teach our kids how to shoot. It's going to be a great ol family experience.

I love you my baby
<3 <3 <#

>>34027533
Dear H,

Fuck you and your stupid dog. My dog is ten times the dog yours will ever be.

-R

I really really want a daughter with you god damnit.

K,
I know it's not my place to say, we've never met, but I hope you'll keep on being a good friend to her. Not many people have, I'm sure you'll know.
R

>>34039462
That doesn't answer my question though.
Initials perhaps?

I had such an extremely killer DD it fucking hurt. Like physically hurt.

Where the fuck are you baaaaaabbbbbyyyyyy

I don't know if it is you or ever was you writing to me in these threads. I don't really want to get my hopes up anymore desu. I did that before and it ended with more pain. I don't post here much anymore and I try my best not to check here and just live my life but I do find myself coming back and searching for you here. If it is you writing that though I think it's really nice and I like it. I'm not sure what you want from me, and whatever it is I will probably fail at giving you it like I have before. I know you want me to be optimistic, that's what you like, but I have to be honest with myself when I say things. I don't want to pretend being someone else. I still daydream thinking of you. I imagine what a real relationship would have been like, your voice. How we would laugh at small things and look into each others eyes. But everyday it fades away more and more as time has gotten away from me and i've become numb. I want from you the feelings I used to have, I want to look at you and feel something like I used to. That's what I want from you.

-Michael

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>>34038354
Well darlin, I believe it's for a couple reasons. I think the closer friends have good intentions. They just want you to feel better so they will agree with everything you say. Of course, when you go to your friends about your relationship it's often because you're having problems. So, they get an incredibly skewed view as they see far more of the bad than the good.

Remember, they don't know me as a person at all. I have never met any of them. All they know is what you've said and the times I acted poorly. They don't know the context, they don't know all the years I was patient, loving, gentle, and spoke to you softly. They see the extremely few times that I was bad. They only get one side of the story. They don't know my past, my trauma's, what we have been through together.

These kind of friends generally have a very pour ability to problem solve. They are unable to tell the difference between a symptom and the disease. The sort term and not the long term. They just want to make you feel better NOW even though the real problems remain. Either through ignorance or because it makes them feel good about themselves. In a "Yay, I helped instantly! I'm an amazing friend : 3"

Then there are the ones that are jealous. The guys that have been pining for either one of us. Remember how H unfriended me when he found out about us? What about my friend M? She turned hostile the second she found I was still with you. They are envious and just don't want to hear about our love because it's the love they want.

Then there are the ones that actively manipulate and push us apart so they can worm themselves into position. Like JDB. Like Joe. Sociopaths, disgusting people.

Just remember, I trust nobody else but else.
(I realize this is more than likely not even your post. If it is, prove it please baby.)

>>34048080
What is your initial? original question

>>34048294
Well, if you knew me at all it should be extremely obvious. Like, the image I uploaded is a painting I did of her last night. RR are her petname initials.

My petname initials are WC. (actually, those are the initials for both of my petnames she gave me : 3 )

>>34048431
>RR are her petname initials.
>My petname initials are WC
Dafuck.

Good painting though.

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>>34046375
I know posting a guy with a gun won't make her respond but these repeating digits will

B,

I guess I give up. You won't tell me to, but you get comfortable with every other guy. I'm sorry for bothering you.

Love,
N.

J
pls stop farting
A

>>34049239
It's my chairrrrrrr

Come on guys. It's super squeaky. And I dance while I work so it's just POOT POOT POOT.

Also darlin' just so you know I'm not going to lord any of this over you. When I say I forgive you, I mean it truly. I forgive you but when I say I forgive you I expect you to not repeat yourself. That's just what a good person does.

I am so incredibly excited to see you again. Like, you have no fucking idea. I need you as soon as possible. Just, the fastest you can get to me or get me to you. Probably better if you came to me. Then we can go wherever the fuck we want to, together. I love you and your celestial eyes.

You have no sin.
Humans are liars.
I am sinful.
But your work never tells a lie.
They are filled with innocent soul without a little impurity. Because it is the place where you can express yourself most.
Needless to say these works mean yourself.
That's why I always listen carefully to pick up the signs that I can feel about you.
You are the one chosen by God who controls them.
Please spend your time effectively.

And sometimes I want you to talk to me.
I am lonely..

>>34049664
my work is filled with you.
my work is of you.

>>34049859
Thank you ;-;
I am happy now..

How much longer do I have to wait?

Where is the light at the end of the tunnel?

I need you so very much...
I miss you, I miss every part of you.
Show me love, show me honesty. What is going on? What happened?

I am so incredibly stressed. I know you're sick my baby. I know you saw me freak out when I found out but you need to tell me. You will always be the most beautiful woman in the world, you know this. I will look at you with that same loving admiration you have become so addicted to. That sparkle in my eyes, those wrinkles as I smile... will never fade or grow dim.

Only brighter.

I hate thinking about what this all means. I just come up with more and more theories and it consumes my mind. I know you are doing what you have to do because you think you're protecting me. I told you, I would never judge you. Ever. I trust you. No matter how bad, how sinful, please... tell me. Please talk to me.

Even if you forced yourself to get married to another man to stay in that country, to get insurance and more. Even if you are using him for his money and in return you...You see what I mean? Please, talk to me. I worry about you every second of every day. I wonder what you are doing. Where you are. Who you are with. If you are safe. If you are ok...

I love you with all my heart.

I'm so sorry bad things had to happen. Oh God please... I'm so sorry.

Just FYI... I have insurance too you know and financial aid. I could get you approved nearly instantly.

My time with you is being stolen from me. it's not fair... and it hurts so much. That pit in my heart grows bigger and deeper every day. It's so very heavy.

>>34050327
Is that you, weird paranoid guy from /adv? Writing about your midget girlfriend, sorry if its not you. I'm sorry you have a mental disorder, if it's you!>>34050391

If I only could make a deal with God to get him to swap our places...

sorry.
From now on I have to go out.
Later I will send you some sign.
Then..
Perhaps I may browse you tonight.

I want to be there for you. I want to know it's all going to be ok. That in the end it will be you and me. I'm disabled by fear, stress, worrying. Surely you know the first thoughts when I wake up are of pain, praying you're safe. Then the thoughts of you sitting in a cold hospital room or psychiatric institution. Worse, I worry that your disorder and dread of being alone will cause you to seek the company of others. Worse still, that you will harm yourself either through a blade or devaluing of your self-worth through sex.

I will remain loyal, loving, and devoted. You will not have to worry about my safety. You will not have to worry about me being with anyone else. Flirting, anything. I don't know why I was such a burden to you in the past. I don't know why you thought I never loved you, that my love letters, poems, paintings, and gaze were insincere. That I wanted my ex of all people... uck. I know it's your disorder. I do. I know it was the guilt of your actions and past that caused so much strife and insecurity.

I know my traumas, my insecurities, my explosion PTSD meltdowns. I never thought of my actions in such a way until that night I saw your facebook post. The one of the "Manipulation and toxic" people quote. It hit me hard. I felt betrayed, lied to, deceived, worthless, angry, pathetic. To see that post of yours saying I was toxic and abusive towards you when I had taken so much abused in my life... I completely broken down. I was crying, wailing, screaming that It's not fair, I hated you, that I was sorry.

Every insecurity and betrayal of last 12 yrs hit me at once. I wanted to prove that you were lying and that it's not who I was. By doing so I became exactly that. I froze in realization. "Holy shit this is PTSD"

It's not your fault I'm broken. It's not my fault you're broken as well.

There isn't another soul in the world I want to take life's journey with. it's you, and only you. I love you with every party of my being.

>>34051250
>Perhaps I may browse you tonight.
what did they mean by this?

>>34027533
Dear J.B.

im 6'1, dont call me a manlet, it triggers me. ty.

-Ish

bump

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>>34051487
I think they mean stalking someone?

>>34052338
That fucking faggot called me short and fat as well. I'm six fucking feet tall. I have a massive head though so in pictures I look shorter than I am. I'm fucking built like a tank too. It's all core strength.

>>34052445
i think we arent talking about the same person here mate :D , my letter is more of an inside joke.

D,
I want you to be mine, mr. smart cuteboi
-J