Have you ever been raped or sexually assaulted before?

>>26439106
Raped by a boy at a homecoming party.
One of only 2 sexual experiences I have had with another person

>>26439124
Would you grace us with some details of your experiences?

Fought off a sexual assault.
Been scare of the repercussions for the year or so that's passed since.
It seems he's gone away, he said he was going to kill himself before the cops took him in for peddling drugs.

Probably wouldn't make it into the top ten shitty things I've experienced.

>>26439203
>Probably wouldn't make it into the top ten shitty things I've experienced.
go on........

Sunday night cops found me unconscious with my pants down. I may have been raped I dunno

>>26439157
I am awkward as fuck. and I went to the party as a hanger on with my brother.
Im sitting on the couch and trying not to get noticed, and this guy comes up to me. And hes cute and all and he asks me if I smoke weed.
And for some reason I told him yeah, even though I don't and never had.
So we go upstairs and into the bathroom and he pulls out his pipe and fills it and I tell him i have never used one.
He look sat me weird and shows me how to use it
So we smoke and i start to get nauseous. I lean into the sink to cup some water into my mouth and I feel him on my ass.
I ask him what he doing and he told me that I would love it. and I tel him no.
and he grabs my hair and pulls me up and starts kissing my neck and telling me that I needed it and that he was doing me a favor.
and he unbuttons my jeans and pulls them down.
He steps on them and tells me to lift my leg.
Im out of them now and he bends me over and Im watching in the mirror and he spits on his cock.
And then he put it in me. He kept telling me how tight I was and asking if I wanted it in the ass.
I didnt say anything. Just let him finish and cried

>>26439318
Why didn't you scream or something?

>>26439363
I was afraid he would hurt me or that people would see and think I was a slut or something.
And that I was gross.

>>26439106
>tfw no sexually assertive fat qt

>>26439318
I haven't said this in years, but you got PWNED!!!

>>26439416
thanks. I feel terrible about it.

>>26439399
>and think I was a slut or something
That's probably because you are

>>26439416
>>26439450
and robots wonder why they're going to die alone
inb4 white knighting

>>26439212
Class archaeology trip, was given improperly filtered water and became massively ill because the Amerindians of the area ranch their diseased cattle around there, couldn't keep food down for days, teacher refused to hike me out, thought I was going to die, it was so incredibly cold in that forsaken canyon and one night I was too weak to leave my sleeping bag and pissed myself, the urine froze and as I shifted in my sleep I ripped the skin of my thighs off as they'd stuck to the nylon sleeping bag.

Inner tube accident, trapped in drainage ditch with pounds of dead birds as child

Death of best friend

Dad kicking my shit in

It goes on like this, and it will continue to go on like this, I'm certain hundreds more horrible things will happen to me.

>>26439318

B o n e r a c t i v a t e d

Any more stories toastie roastie? He was nice to do you such a favor :3

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Tbh I'm kind of suspecting that I have repressed memories since I freak out anytime anyone even comes close to touching my dick

>>26439460
>thinks robots aren't aware of how awful they are
I know exactly why I'm going to die alone, thanks.

>>26439446
You should look into counseling. It would probably be helpful to you if you had a place you could talk about it and not be judged for it.

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Sometimes I wish I would get raped.

It's a horrible thing to say, but I mean it.

>>26439450
>Raped once.
>Only one other sexual encounter.
>Slut
Rock solid logic

You wish this happened Norman.

>>26439507
>didn't even fight it
>piss poor rationalization
She's a slut.

>>26439106
Raped no, sexually assaulted lots of times. I have big boobs, and lots of people think it's okay to come up and put their hands on them.

>>26439460
M8, that's what happens when you accept free drugs from some random guy at a party who takes you alone into a bathroom. She got PWNED

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>>26439504

>:-)

ey bb wan sum raep?

I came here just to say no, never.

>>26439465
If you join the Armed Forces you could tell those and be a Hiro.

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>>26439549
Nice cock m8, we should team up

i had a 5yo gf when i was 5, she sucked my dick every time she came over for a few weeks, i went down on her, we kissed, touched etc... felt amazing. she'd watched one of her dad's pornos and while neither of us had a fucking clue what we were doing, it felt really nice. loved the way she tasted and the noises she made, and my babby microdick felt fucking awesome in her mouth.

when i was 6 though some 6yo chick CONSTANTLY grabbed my dick under the desk in class, and told everyone she was gonna marry me when we got older. because she was so forward and imposing as opposed to us becoming friends first and chilling, it made me feel fucking horrible.

point: first gril i liked and was already 'dating' (to whatever extent babbies can 'date') so it felt fucking great. second girl though legit just shoved her hands down my trousers and grabbed my dick for like an hour at a fucking time no matter how many times i pushed her away. eventually i just gave up and let her. it gave me nightmares, made me cry 6yo tears and while it hasn't fucked me up in my adult life, it was really fucking horrible at the time. went on for months.

if this trivial shit was so upsetting to me, i cannot begin to imagine what it'd be like to be full-on raped. awful. so no. even when drunk, desperate and in bed with a drunk chick who'd come home with me after a night and slept in my bed, i've never raped anyone and never shall.

er, sorry rambling, tipsy tl;dr no, because it really does hurt people, and i'm not an asshole.

>>26439106
yeah , by my cousin she was 10 yrs older than me.
dont think it was any bad tho.

>>26439544
What's the big deal though? If people touched my chest I wouldn't get angry about it. I'm a dude though, but lots people have grabbed my ass and I didn't mind.

i want a girl to rape me

i want to feel the intensity, the fear, the adrenaline, the feeling of their skin on my skin, the racing of our hearts

i guess it's not really rape if i want it

yes. by the son of my mom's boyfriend. he was around 18 and i was 10. only french kissing, no genitals were touched (that i can remember at least)

>>26439634
Did you like it at the time? How do you feel about it now?

>>26439106
My mother used to massage my genitals when I were a toddler. Does that count as a rape? I didn't consent or anything.

I honestly think I'd be benefiting from being raped by a girl. I have no interactions with girls and it's been a major problem in my life. If I could grow an actual substantial fear I could stop blaming myself. If I don't grow afraid perhaps we could do it again sometime and I'd slowly gain confidence.

Weird shit is that I'm into dominating though... So I dunno how I'd feel about it.

>>26439582
Given global trends it's not unlikely that I'll serve in some kind of army or militia in my life.

>>26439318
You weren't really raped to be honest. After you helped him take off your genes by stepping out of them you were indicating by your actions that you were ok with him taking the initiative and leading you to have sex.

Not only did you stop resisting but you actually got undressed after he asked you to have sex.

If you want to say that you were raped then you either have to constantly say no or resist or say no and resist for a while then stop resisting WHILE ALSO NOT HELPING IN ANY WAY

>>26439318
Did you ever go to therapy?

>>26439318
LOL wow you are stupid. I almost feel bad for you.

>>26439781
Kinda feel sorry for her, but I have to agree with this guy a bit. She didn't show any signs of not consenting.

>>26439601
>er, sorry rambling, tipsy tl;dr no, because it really does hurt people, and i'm not an asshole.
dammit.
drinking and posting, not even once.
i meant that no, i've never raped anyone. forgot op's question. but yeah i've been abused i suppose. trivial as it was, it still hurt.

a lot of my ex gfs have seen some serious shit. one girl was raped from a very young age until she moved out aged 18, by her younger sister. it upset her so much she self-harmed, and used to have these terrifying fucking seizures wherein her eyes would roll back in her head and she'd shake/convulse. she absolutely refused to let me tell a doc about it. it fucked her bigtime.

another ex, aged 16, had her mother suddenly die. she was from a catholic family and had never had sex. she didn't even know what sex WAS until she was 14.
anyway, when her mother died she went on holiday, because she and the family couldn't stand to be at home, being reminded of the sudden death of the mother. while on holiday she went for a walk on the beach, met some dude, they got chatting and arranged to meet later that night to go for a walk. they met up, he lead her to a secluded area, where there were 4 guys waiting. they handed him a wad of cash, he walked off, she was held down, screaming and crying, while all of them held her down, shouting at her in a foreign language she didn't understand, and barebacked her one at a time. she wasn't on the pill. while dealing with the death of her mother, she then had to spend the next 2 weeks in a hotel room with her dad and sister, and didn't want them to know, so didn't tell anyone. 6 months later, her dad apparently got so horny and lonely, that he began raping her too.
i met her online, heard her story, then immediately told her to move in with me to fucking escape.
she began going out alone at night after a few months, began using heroin, eventually drifted away and left me. no idea where she is now.
rape is uncool.

>>26439781
Are you illiterate? She said the guy undid her pants and stepped on them. Your beta frustration is showing.

>>26439856
Why do you seek out damaged girls? Ever actually help one?

>>26439864
And then she lifted her leg out of her pants for him and let him fuck her while she did nothing. He probably just assumed this was how she was paying him back for smoking her out. She was stupid and naive.

>closeted homo skellington living in small town
>no friends but i orbit this one group
>i'm their punching bag but as least i'm not alone
>normally they just talk about parties at lunch
>obviously i'm never invited to any of them
>one day tim feels bad and invites me to party
>introduces me to his girlfriends fat friend
>she's a ham goblin, i swear her skin was green
>nope the fuck out and avoid her all night
>drink piss beer hard because nervous
>rattle me bones mr skelly wat is happened
>way too much way too fast and passed out
>it's some time (hours?) later i wake up
>in a dark bedroom with ham goblin
>she's lying on me and touching all over
>holy moly she is so heavy urkkgh
>can only kind of groan and wriggle
>god no please get off please no get off of me
>she just shushes me and holds me down
>stop struggling and focus on keep breathing
>pass out and wake up the next day
>bullied by everyone for fucking ham goblin
>go home, cry for an hour and drop out of school

and that's how I got my GED

>>26439864
>being this asspained over a 4chan post

>>26439889
>Why do you seek out damaged girls? Ever actually help one?
a lot of people have asked me that. they're absolutely adorable to me. don't honestly know why, but they really do melt my heart. i'm 6ft3 and back then i was pretty muscular, so they couldn't hurt me, but there's something adorable about a petite little blonde thing going batshit and coming at me with a crowbar. i've never hit any of them back (all fucking 14 of the girls i've dated), i've only shouted back like twice.
my nickname at school was "the gentle giant". i can pin most people down with one hand, so they can't hurt me and as such not much reason to be scared and... uhm... also, it does help that i get to date 9's/10's who nobody else will put up with, lol.
i dunno man. have a soft spot for psycho girls. and yeah i think i've helped them. some of them have never dated a non-violent dude before. almost without exception i'm still friends with all of my ex's.
sorry really am rambling too much. will stfu. too much wine.

>>26439987
>all fucking 14
> 6ft3
British car crash gf true love guy?

>>26439902
After grabbing her hair and telling her to.

>>26439612
probably because you're a slut

>>26440009
oh wow, yeah that'd be me. shit, not sure how comfy i am being recognised.

>>26439621
it'd be rape play; count me in

>>26439318
>I didnt say anything. Just let him finish and cried

what a whore

>>26440030
Fuck man you've gone through unnecessary amounts of shit, do you still date psychos or is it pointless after your true love?

>>26439902
if someone stronger than you is standing on your pants you have two options: keep your body pressed against his with your pants around your ankles, or step away, which unfortunately means you'll be stepping out of the pants. i suppose having a penis-hugging void beyond your pussy lips means you're asking for it too? must be exhausting clinging to the belief that rapes don't happen so you can continue feeling sorry for only yourself.

>>26439781
I feel sorry for the girl, I think a lot of people would have done what she did in that situation, just give up and let it happen. Ultimately though, I'm with this Anon. Think of it like surviving, you have to kick, fight, scream, do whatever you can to survive. If she truly didn't want to get raped, she would have fought it with every ounce of strength that she had. Not that I'm saying she DID want to get raped, more like she didn't do everything she could to not get raped.

>>26440014
And she did it for him. Get rekt

>>26440067
No, I accept rape happens. I'm just saying it couldn't have happened to a dumber person.

>>26440068
Women are phenomenally weaker than men, it's kind of pointless.

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>male
>have a fantasy about getting raped
>it shatters when I remember I could overpower 90% of women

>>26440068
>>26440116
in addition it was also her first time being on weed

>>26440059
>unnecessary amounts of shit
i dunno man, i've been in a lot of pain for sure, but i'm happy. no regrets. plus very little can fuck with me now. very few things scare me at all at this point.
>do you still date psychos or is it pointless after your true love?
i haven't really 'dated' properly since her. i've had one-nighters, had a few mini relationships... but nah, can't even achieve orgasm since her. i get the feeling i'll be single for a very long time, if not forever, and honestly, i'm ok with that. nothing will ever compare to what we had. just her pictures, her memories, the notes we used to hand-write to eachother... the underwear i insisted she give me which still smell like her...
ahem. yeah. rly gonna stfu now because getting a little crass, and still chuggin' that wine.

>>26440099
As opposed to not doing it and getting hurt?

Being forced to pick between being beaten and moving your leg is still rape.

Or do you believe that only someone who is beaten unconscious can be raped?

>>26440127
it's all about circumstances though, e.g. you could be drugged, threatened with fireweapons, hit on the head with something heavy...

>>26440159
Well peace until next time, btw did you try to contact her again?

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>>26439924
great story senpai, thanks

>>26439612

I'm not willing to go into this subject on this board where the discussion of it will be ridiculed.

>>26440167
Blah blah, she gave hin a service in return for free drugs. In that moment she became a whore. Sure, she didn't want to so she was "raped" but, she still gave it up to some random guy for smoking her out.

I was raped by a rather heavy woman in heavy snow on my back, I almost broke my dick too. It was horrible. Probably one of the main contributing factors to why I'm here.
>tfw can't tell anyone because women raping men "doesn't happen" according to people.

>>26440206
wise choice, people here are the worst (including me)

>>26440191
>did you try to contact her again?
no, i didn't. i know that she needs me gone. after hours of contemplating it, i concluded that it'd be too selfish. i did type an email, i hovered my finger over that left-click button for what felt like a lifetime, but nah. if she wants me gone, i will be gone. her happiness is to me, massively more important than my own.
>tfw valentines day coming up. gonna be so fucking difficult, halp
peace out anon. and... thanks... i think... weird as it is, for recognising me. something mildly scary but simultaneously nice about that.

>closes thread before gets too drunk and begins posting pics of us together.

peace out anons. <3

>>26440206

Whatever you say you milk cow. Show us them titties tho.

I can't tell if I want to be sexually assaulted and dommed or if I'm just lonely.

>>26440284
I sometimes fantasize about it but then I realize that the only kind of girl who would resort to literally raping someone is probably horribly fat and ugly.

>>26440223
At what point did the guy say, "If you fuck me you can get high"

I missed that part in the story. Can you point it out to me?

>>26440266
Adieu friendo, I didn't know she wanted you gone I thought it was just her druggy friends.

Hope it all turns out well.

>>26439468
Kill yourself non-ironically

>>26440224
How did you get hard and stay hard if you didn't enjoy it liar

>>26440406
>unwarranted boners don't exist

>>26440406
if a stinky sweaty old man came up to you right now and started jerking off your penis, you would get an erection

>>26440406
Men aren't in control of their boners as much as women would like to believe. They can happen inexplicably (but it's clearly an unlikely coincidence in this case) and they can happen through physical stimulation. If you stroke a guy enough he got no choice. Then the entire act of sex is essentially stroking so he keeps it up. (I've researched this out of shame)

I didn't think I'd get hard in those circumstances. It took about 5 minutes, I was hoping she'd give up but she was really into it or something. I don't get it. If I had to rape someone and I had to stroke them for 5 minutes I'd get really insecure about what I'm doing and how unattractive I am and stop for either of those reasons.

>>26440362
It's an implied transaction. She got what she deserved.

>>26440558
>It's an implied transaction.
That's nuts dude. The implied transaction would require the deal to be implied as well. You can't just give someone something and then take what you "deserve".

Also it's fucking weed. Just how much were they smoking for her to give up her virginity?
He also pressured for anal. Which means it clearly wasn't even a preconceived deal.

>>26439450
>slut shaming a rape victim
wtf

>>26439601

>when I was 5
>sex stuff
>felt amazing

That's really not how it works.

>>26440448
You're damn right I would. A nice meaty erection.

>>26440710
>white knighting a slut
wtf

>>26440625
The pressuring for anal was just haggling. Where does it say she's a virgin? It's not even implied.

At the end of the day some stupid naive whore became a stupid naive whore who has sex for drugs.

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>>26440558
>this fucking post
>>26440710
>using slut shaming unironically
Please leave, he's a cunt but you are too.

>>26440796
Well that "dealt" with the minor points I guess. I still don't see how it's an implied transaction without any prices being negotiated at all.

>>26440838
you obviously haven't known many girls who smoke weed and don't pay for it.

>>26439318
>implying you didn't like it
Muh dick

>>26440870
No that is true. But that doesn't mean the transaction was valid. I am familiar with implied transactions and wink wink nudge nudge doesn't work at all if you just do it like that. She should have screamed, obviously. But as she claimed she was scared. But the very reason it doesn't work is because screaming is the natural reaction.

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>>26439924
I just kek'd really hard

initial question about a serious subject
>>26439106

worst things people could say
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>>26440558

people calling them out and stuff
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>>26440625

reaction
>>26439493
>>26439961

conclusion
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>>26440926
I'm glad that my very bad life amuses you anon. It must be liberating to kek at an actual real rape instead of pretend femanon rape for once.

>>26439549
>>26439597
>mutilated

Sorry, I prefer having sex with men who have actual penises

>>26440988
OP here, I was kind of expecting there to be more stories about male rape, not too interested in female rape stories because they're a dime a dozen anyway.

>>26440988
You did the thread well. Have a (you)

>>26440206
>brings the subject up on a forum for discussing topics
>refuses to expand on the subject

Why even bring it up? Why even make a post in this thread? For attention?

>>26439856
>i met her online, heard her story, then immediately told her to move in with me to fucking escape

A cuck among cucks

no but i want to get gangbanged by a bunch of shemales

>>26440915
If she hadn't lied about having smoked weed and said she wanted to try it, I bet you he wouldn't have raped her. He made the safe assumption that she was some drug whore.

>>26441087
>He made the safe assumption
Yeah very safe.
I'm sick of this discussion. You win m8.

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>>26440998
No one cares that you got devoured by the fleshy walls of a norther whale.You should just try to enjoy it more. Sexist
> #NaturalBeauty

>>26440625
>That's nuts dude
BAHAHAHAHAA

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>>26440393
I masturbated to it non-ironically ;)

>>26441125
Why do you consider this something you can win or lose? I'm just giving my input. And yes, it's a safe assumption to make, being sarcastic doesn't change that.

I've been neglect raped by women.

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yes when I was like 4-5
I was blindfolded and thought I was getting a really long awkward and painful wedgie
afterwords he made me promise not to tell anyone or I would be further 'punished'

only put all the pieces together after seeing this episode of south park hehe

I think much of the trauma associated with rape has to do with how society and the victim sees it

>>26441010
Women in America don't like smegma, sorry

>>26441184
I was just saying I don't wanna reply anymore. Sorry, I've tried many discussion finishes and this one seems to be the best one not to get a reply. That I've thought of anyway.
>It's a safe assumption to make
Point was it wasn't because the information wasn't given by a person who considered themselves a drug whore.
I didn't want to write this.

>>26439399
Right yeah okay, he'd hurt you in a house party full of people and witnesses.
Oh boy, people would think you're a slut for crying for help when someone shoves themselves into you?

Well we can't have that, social image is everything. It's just too bad you're on r9k which means you don't even have that left.

Might as well take an actual cock in you to prove that you're not a slut!

I don't get your thought process.

>>26441224
>Not just washing your pepe

>>26441234
>Guys thinks shes a drug whore because of signals he received
>drug whore doesn't FEEL like a drug whore.
>Guy shouldn't have picked up on natural drug whore indicator because of drug whore's feelings.

>>26440362
in a scenario where some guy who you do not know offers you weed (not directly but you are in the kind of enviroment where you probably should get the underlier), takes you upstairs (after saying ''you are pretty'' mind you), to the toilet nevertheless, honestly the dude was nice to her for even sharing weed with her, thats like all of the rape signals.

>>26441397
don't be a pleb, anon. obvious or not, he was still a dick for not stopping when he clearly knew she didn't want it. sex isn't so amazing that you should fucking rape someone. just find another girl ffs.

>>26441234
Thanks for the telling example of mental gymnastics here. You really shouldn't have responded then.

>>26441397
a toilets a pretty common place to smoke weed... but even then any place to smoke weed is usually pretty weird..
usually somewhere secluded where people won't see and the smell won't stay (why people do in a toilet because of the fan)