I've been thinking about killing myself all night. Not sure if I actually want to die or not.
dunno what i should do
>>26430660
Go to the woods
>>26430681
No woods
Go outside and try to yell fuck as loud as you can as long as you can in one breath until you pass out.
>>26430660
Why? Tell us your story, anon
>>26430689
Then go to the beach, or the caves, or the desert, or the mountain
>>26430660
you could do some shitposting. Oh wait, you already were.
>>26430738
beaten as kid by sociopathic marijuana farmer father, sexually assaulted as a kid by older brother. Currently a jobless highschool drop out
>>26430777
What issues are you dealing with about your sexual abuse and domestic abuse?
What issues are you dealing with being a hs dropout?
Any other issues?
>>26430777
Shit... Where and how do you live now?
>>26430840
Honestly I think i've repressed a large amount of my childhood. I've been officially diagnosed with major depressive disorder. I probably have ptsd.
>>26430865
Dallas. Long story way to complicated to type out in less than 700 words.
Living with my fathers ex-moneyslave/mother although I didn't ever live with her untill i was 16
just go to bed
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u2yeNzL7rTU
>>26430929
I'd really like to hear the whole story and help you somehow, anon
>>26431055
I'll write it all down eventually. I have a pretty good psychiatrist , I just can't talk about my suicidal tendencies due to not wanting to be commited against my will
>>26431108
Oh, alright. I hope things get better for you
don't do it anon
you the best