what did you do that had a positive influence on your life?
>>26395746
when you're all negative it's hard to find something redeeming, idk, maybe when I started jogging?
My dick grew a lot from it kek
When I stopped trying and became a comfy NEET. Getting out of the rat race is superb
>>26395746
made friends online. Started going to chats at 15. I met lifelong friends, I miss a lot that I lost contact with. 18 to be exact. I still talk to most of them, though, cherish them even. I had a difficult teenhood and they were the only ones keeping me sane. I love them with all my heart and soul. I cry about once a month about the lost ones.
Reading, meditating and lifting helped me a lot. Also I stay comfy as fuck when not doing work.
>inb4 hippy
>>26395746
I remember when I realized I needed to make a change. I had gained like 15 lbs, spent my whole summer on 4chan, and was going back to my second year of college having made zero friends.
I just decided that I needed to make a change. My positive influence was that I wasn't going to hit 20 and be a virgin loser who had no friends. I used that for motivation, got laid, made friends, and haven't looked back.
>>26395773
i'm bored out of my mind, i need some activities to perform and i cannot find anything interesting. basically my life is the internet 24/7 but even there i don't read/watch anything. I refresh same pages on and on (news sites, etc.). i'm just feeling like i'm becoming a really boring person, since a few years.
>>26395746
Taken a loooooooooot of make-me-happy papers!!
Sleeping, it passes time so you die sooner and you don't have to think about anything for awhile.
finally got a dick to ride. still with him 2 years later and hope to only ever be his.
>>26395746
I didn't get married.
>>26395746
>normie in high school
>almost Chad level
>graduated high school
>tried to see friends
>stopped answering texts and calls
>spent months jacking off
>forget how to socialize
>try (community) college
>see qt3.14 from high school that I had a crush on
>had crush on the old me in hs
>has yet to meet the new NEET robot me
>first non relative that I've spoken to in months
>become obsessed
>fall in "love"
>rejected harshly when she realizes how strange I've become
>no friends+no girl+rejection by oneitis=deeper depression than before
>try to once again reach out to old friends
>find Twitter of old middle school friend
>coolest friend I've ever had
>Kik username on Twitter
>send message to him on Kik
>"sorry but Eric's phone seems to be off or disabled"
>get random text from one of old friends
>text back "What?"
>responds "oops, wrong anon"
>heartbroken
>no one wants to be friend
>months later, ready to go off on that long dusty trail into the Southern Smokes
>lying in bed, crying
>planning my life around the fact that I'm friendless
>become oddly satisfied with the thought of being alone for the rest of my life
>who needs friends?
>phone vibrates, expecting low battery
>Kik message from Eric
>"Who is this?"
Long story short, soon after that, I started going to house parties biweekly, went to gym with Eric and other old middle school friends every Friday, met a bunch of girls, lost my virginity, my overall confidence raised significantly, got a new gf who looks like an Aztec goddess. Only downside is that I unintentionally joined a gang.
Pic related is a screenshot from a text conversation from a friend and proof of gang affiliation
>>26396376
What is the point of this post, normalfag? What did you hope to achieve as you typed this blog?
I started saving and investing aggressively. This lowered my stress level significantly.
>>26396423
Op asked about one thing I did that had a positive influence on my life. I texted an old friend after two years of being a lonely NEET robot. That one text completely turned my life around.
>>26396461
I hope you grow a painful tumor in your head and it kills you.
>>26396489
All my post shows is how simple it is to turn your life around and how one little thing can change your life.
>>26396489
i mean just what the hell
>>26396522
>it's so simple, just beee urself and have friends and be a normalfag and you're set :^)
>>26396543
thisthis is a very original comment
>>26395746
stopped talking to people
bumpity bumpy bump beempy bemp desu