do you harm yourself?
>>26072815
Does smoking count?
I like to cut myself enough for it to scab
I like to pick at scabs so much
I used to, yes with razor blades but no more. Now I just drink to forget my fucking pain.
no, but I let my gf cut me during sex and once a woman at worked saw and asked me very seriously if this was a recent thing and I had to pretend it was self harming and I just didnt want to talk about it since I didnt know if the truth was worse to talk about or not
>>26072815
Yes I cut and burn, as well as smoke and drink.
Self harm is basically cucking yourself
>>26072912fuck off
I keep on living, don't I?
I don't know if it is selfharm, but I like to burn myself, it gives me a such a good feeling. But I started to build up a tolerance, so I need to do it longer till I feel something
>>26072947
>>26072921
I can't stand burning my self my skin can't handle it but it takes cuts fine.
>>26072815
Maybe once a month, if I'm feeling particularly numb from my neuropathy I'll cut my chest / thighs up
sometimes I throw autism fits and fight club myself
post picsreal one not cat scratch
Mentally
I used to cut but not anymore
>>26072991maybe I'll cut some fresh ones in a little bit and I'll post pics since I'm slowly getting drunk.
>>26072815
every second of everydayby living
>>26072874
This right here senpai fuck off bot
yeah, i smoke and do other drugs
>>26072815
I hurt myself today
To seen if I still feel
>>26073479
what'd you do?original original
Bite the lower half of my index finger and shake my head violently like a dog when Im overwhelmed by intense thoughts
I drink chronically. Like, I'm talking the scene in Flight when Denzel buys the 1.75L of vodka and then promptly chugs half of it in his car
>>26073479
gtfo emo shit stain
>>26073479
YOU COULD HAVE IT ALL
EMPURE OF DIRT
>>26073479
Did you focus on the pain, the only thing that's real?
>>26072815
>>26073454
yes, by doing this
Yeah I used to cut my forearms and around my biceps. When a few coworkers asked I blamed my cat and started wearing long sleeves to work and moved my cutting location to my inner ankles
I didn't have a knife so I used a piece of broken glass from an old downstem. Now if I cut I use one of those ceramic knives
>>26073479
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real