>about to go to sleep >remember nobody will attend my funeral

>>26052760
what makes you think anyone will even arrange your funeral? you'll just carried off from your shitty apartment/home, thrown into the incinerator, dumped into an urn and put on a forgotten shelf in the back of the morgue

I don't remember the last time I went to sleep without crying. It's pretty pathetic.

this is the one thing that keeps me from suicide

I have a very vivid image in my head of my mother in father at an empty funeral crying over a closed casket, lamenting over what they did wrong to turn me into this kind of person

>>26052800
Coldest of ends right there thats why I rather die in an type of accident were your body is irrecoverable preferably with a bunch of normies so I dont stand out

>>26052760

It's not like you'd be around to care.

>>26052760

just talk to robots on skype or fap to 2d

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>about to go to sleep
>remember when I was abducted by aliens

>>26052835
me too, I can't kill myself due to a sense of duty to carry on my parent's legacy and fulfill my end of the 22 years they spent raising me.

>Walking into store, suddenly flash back of the kid that beat me in the 8th grade, suddenly think I will see him now 12 years later, suddenly scared to get bullied again scared i will make someone mad and they will hit me,

>>26052880
That's why I wanna die on Mt. Everest or something and just become a creepy statue. When people climb up I can help them by acting as a landmark or some shit

>>26053285
Climb it by yourself, lie about your name become a landmark for some richfags guides map

>>26052760
>be me
>be dreaming
>end up getting a girlfriend in my dream
>she's a real chick i used to know, sort of a childhood friend
>end up stopping my dream just when we start conversating because it doesn't feel right
>it just feels.. pathetic...

god, this disposition of mine is depressing... i hate being lonely...

>>26053322
Honestly sounds pretty good to me. Better than having my family pay tens of thousands of dollars on a funeral and everything or sitting in an urn until I get tossed in the garbage.

>>26053390
These are the creepest weirdos unless your 12 you shouldnt be having this dream

how about we volunteer to go to each other's funerals

>>26053478
wtf kind of post is this

go away

Why do you sleep in the shower, anon?

>>26053713
In hopes that I slip and fall and die.

>>26053689
Unboat

>one day you will be remembered for the last time

>>26052800
i don't see a better arrangement than that