who else /mentallyill/ here? >tfw bpd, paranoid personality

I have an appointment on the 18th with my mental health branch.

They know that I've been largely emotionally unresponsive for the past 5 years or so. What they don't know is that I have the urge to lash out when I'm around people for too long.

I will tell them everything though. Maybe I will finally get a diagnosis.

>>25749846
none of those are real

schizophrenia is the only real mental disorder

>>25749985
Not OP, but two of the disorders they listed are dircetly linked to schizophrenia. In fact schizoid personality / schizoaffective traits are part of the schizo spectrum.

I have bipolar disorder.

I was diagnosed a while ago and don't treat it because medication for it is SHIT. I just try to stay well adjusted to deal with my mood. Days that I feel depressed are always so awful but I can look forward to days where I'm full of energy. There are a lot of things I regret doing but lately I've felt pretty okay and not suicidal. It always feels like things will pass eventually.

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>>25750031
Same here desu.
I haven't had any medication for mine though.

Probably, but I'm never going to get help for it. I get bad periods of time where I'm convinced that I'm useless garbage and my thoughts turn really bad. I think about never seeing my friends again, about becoming a non person since my personality isn't real anyways, and about committing suicide. Other times I feel fine like I just need to snap out of it and enjoy all the good things in life. I either hate myself too much to want to help myself, or I feel like I don't need it and just need to man up.

>>25749846
Depressed assburger here

0 friends
0 social skills

But I'm a mathematical savant so I at least I have that going for me

Ocd
GAD
Derealization
And of course depression

I'm incredibly neurotic

they say I have
/depression/
/gad/
/sad/
/dysmytnthia/
/anxiety not otherwise specified/

but that's bullshit my problem is life is suffering and I'm over it

I have schizophrenia. Mostly paranoid and delusional thoughts when I don`t take my meds. Only once heard voices. Could be worse.

Aspergers, ocd, add, and social anxiety

>>25750504
I don't recommend it, they never worked well for me and they mostly sucked.