Friday Night Motherfuckers

>>25601040
>Eating
sum mc donalds
>Drinking
sum brisk
>Watching
nothing
>Listen
some neon indian
>Playing
some modded GTA V later
>feeling
like shit

>>25601040
>Eating
pizza
>Drinking
water
>Watching
nothing
>Listening
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CauCJ5wssi0
>Playing
Team Fortress 2
>Feeling
Tfw liberal girl did like me until realized i like trump.

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>Eating
Cold pizza
>Drinking
Cold milk
>Watching
How to train your dragon 2
>Listening
guilty gear OSTs
>Playing
Darkest dungeon
>Feeling
comfy

Just had some mango juice and I did a lot of exercise earlier so I'm gonna get high as fuck and surf the net until 5 am. This is the shit.

>Eating
nothing
>Drinking
a&w
>Watching
nothing
>Listening
tribe called quest
>Playing
with myself
>Feeling
stoned

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>>25601040
>Eating
Home made chicken soup (with sprouts, celery and scotch bonnet peppers).
>Drinking
Sprite
>Watching
Weeb shit
>Listening
The weeb shit I'm watching
>Playing
Nothing but probably MH4U later
>Feeling
Fine I guess.

>>25601040
>>Eating
Dairy queen dude
>>Drinking
Oreo blizzard I guess
>>Watching
The martian
>>Listening
The martian
>>Playing
Call of duty black ops 3 zombie mode or halo 5 arena breakout
>>Feeling
Im watching this man struggle to survive on another planet for four years with his will to stay alive and im just as suicidal as ever

>Eating
Wing Stop
>Drinking
Coke
>Watching
LinusTechTips
>Listening
LinusTechTips
>Playing
GTA V in 4K soon
>Feeling
Sad

>>25601040
>Eating
slice of carrot cake
>Drinking
water
>Watching
nothing right now, will check reviewbrah's channel just before sleep time
>Listening
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TaUUYV7wKos
>Playing
nothing tonight
>Feeling
>tfw no gf

>>25602580
>not being gay and listening to this charming man instead

disappointing

>Eating
Panda Express orange chicken
>Drinking
Root Beer
>Watching
Star Wars ep. 6
>Listening
..to the movie
>Playing
with my cock
>Feeling
like shit cause im sick

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>Eating
Chicken parm via grubhub
>Drinking
Orange soda like a plebe
>Watching
Kaguya Hime, maybe Rebuild 1 later
>Listening
Andrew Chalk (this is pure wiz music)
>Playing
Borderlands2 on my macbook pro
>Feeling
Tossed up in a whirlwind. I have a job that pays. My portfolio looks great. I never worry about money. I have my own place. I have a few friends. My body looks great. But...

I can't meet a woman. It's like fate threw 5 perfect wives at me in my twenties, and I pushed them all away for drugs. Now I'm 33.

I'm on suboxone in the morning and clonazepam at night. I buy the shit off the street. I slowly increase my dose month by month. I'm numbing myself to a malignant thing I can't identify. Work grows meaningless and dull. My addiction interferes with my ability to socialize. I hate my addiction. I hate copping from negroes on that block. I hate being dependent. I miss the warmth and comfort of another human body. I want to hold a woman to my chest again and make her swoon for me.

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>>25601040
>Eating
chips and guac
>Drinking
rolling rock beer
>Watching
vegan youtube vids, about to find something on netflix, maybe a Tarantino movie
>Listening
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TPj4Jk-Sdt8
>Playing
switching between peggle and left 4 dead
>Feeling
okay, been a pretty good day. My dick is sore from too much fapping. Lost no fap yesterday. Im starting again tomorrow.

Water
Radio with roommates
Alone

>>25602656
Just stop taking the drugs faggot

>>25601040
>Eating
Hot cheetos
>Drinking
Water
>Watching
Gonna watch eternal sunshine of the spotless mind in a bit
>Listening
Baths - Obsidian
>Playing
TW: ROME II
>Feeling
>tfw no gf

>>25602656
You ever try dating websites anon?

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>>25601040
>Eating
pizza
>Drinking
water, going to steel some of my moms wine later
>Watching
blade runner
>Listening
history podcast
>Playing
mount and blade
>Feeling
fine, almost went out with a friend, but we hung out all week so I stay'd in today

>Eating
Was eating a hotdog but a bitter feeling in my stomach ruined my appetite
>Drinking
Had water but I forgot it in the kitchen
>Watching
Nothing
>Listening
Miami Disco
>Playing
Nothing, was playing Mineshit
>Feeling
Dark and mean

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>>25602789
Yeah I'm trying to taper off by the end of the year. I have med insurance. I just need an addiction specialist. It's hard to find a single doctor who will cover both of those particular drugs in my state. I want to quit though believe me.

>>25602810
I fuck a couple new girls a year. I do this using dating apps. But in the last few years, I just can't find a woman with sensibilities that click with mine. They're either dumb career girls who think inside a very square box, or else manic hipsterettes who think of nothing but themselves.


You're both right though. I need to do my due diligence. Find the right doctor. Find the right woman. The digital resources are there for me.

>Eating
Had some pizza earlier
>Drinking
Water
>Watching
Nothing
>Listening
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DUfvMZuKU8c&ab_channel=Aramil
>Playing
Online Poker
>Feeling
Angry that looks affect emotions so much

>>25602903
Nigga how much are you on a day? You wont die faggot just stop

>eating
Tostitoes with queso cheese
>drinking
Mountain dew
>watching
T.V
>listening to
Game audio
>playing
BO3 / fallout
>feeling
High as fuck off oxy n lonely

>>25601040
>Eating
BURGER KING for a king such as myself

>Drinking
Coke, no ice; when I get home maybe lemonade and vodka, probably just lemonade

>Watching
T Top vs Suge, Brizz vs Tay Roc, might give Tay Roc vs Tsu Surf or Danny Myers vs Chilla Jones another view.

>Listening
Rosetta - Wake/Lift

>Playing
Dark Souls

>Feeling
Gotta take a dump but this hood-ass BK doesn't leave their washrooms unlocked and I don't like taking the one key for a twenty minute, asshole drying out shit. Guess I could cut my break early and go back to work for a shit. Waiting for my shift to be over in just over two hours. Gotta waste time!

>>25602514
What u playing zombies on anon?

>>25602988
2mg clonazepam nightly for 1+ years. Risk of death and seizure is a legitimate concern. The more impending problem is that I'd be COMPLETELY DYSFUNCTIONAL at my job, which I can't just quit.

Suboxone has no risk of death. But similarly, I would be a sleepless, gibbering, sweating, mess of anxiety and apathy. Totally dysfunctional at work.

No, anon, I need to taper off these drugs or take a sabbatical from work. And right now, it's gotta be the former not the latter.

I've done the research.

http://helpmegetoffdrugs.com (suboxone)

http://www.benzo.org.uk/manual/bzsched.htm Benzodiazipine - How They Work and How to Withdraw

Figs
Water
Nhl
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing with hints of pain

>>25603071
Bro I know the feels I just went cold turkey for 3 weeks off of doing 200 mls of oxy a day just relapsed the last 2 days but I think I will try and stop again Monday.....it's hard to detox if you work Damm near impossible don't lose hope though anon

>>25603127
It's my battle. A hell of a battle, but there are worse ones.

Everybody has a Big Battle they fight through their life. It sounds like yours and mine are similar. Addiction fucking sucks.

Good luck to you too.

Hey guy, I'm gonna go out and try to get laid. I barely ever succeed but fuck it. Even garnishing some glances would set me straight for another week of wagecucking.

>>25603071
Omg 2mgs of clonopin? You fucking titty baby ive been on that much and more for 5 years. You wont have a seizure you autistic bitch, ive met people on this site on 70mgs a day. NOW THEN maybe. You are gonna have to get off the drugs someday, or just fucking die you pussy. Fuck I have the same problems you do, but I dont cry about dying

>>25603127

I mention the lifelong battle stuff just as a reminder, don't beat yourself up over the relapse.

There's a big picture.

If you can find a doctor, get support, exercise, etc. You'll beat it. But stumbling along the way is only natural. Just remember the long view.

>>25603177
Motherfucker I work a high stakes job. I make 6 figs so some asshole above me makes 7. I'm not fucking around with my time. I've gone off the pills cold turkey and experienced myself that I cannot function at work while in acute withdrawal.

You work at Pizza Hut or something? Live with your mom? You sound just like the kind of judgemental AA/NA prick who hit rock bottom, got arrested, whatever, and looks down on anybody who has to juggle responsibilities to the extent they can't just 'stop crying and quit.'

>>25603186
Words of wisdom anon that are greatly appreciated thank you senpai
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>>25601040
Vegetable soup, local beer, Trainspotting, Sunn O)), New Vegas, crippling and inescapable despair

>>25603249
Eh maybe, I have hit rock bottom and do live with my parents, so you may be right it is easier for me to quit. Idk dude your problem doesnt sound that bad you can prolly still get a girl or just keep using the rest of your life, you are always gonna feel that way off drugs, or at least I do, so either that or you gotta suck it up

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>>25601040
What are you
>Eating
Nothing right now. I have to get to the dining hall before 9 though.
>Drinking
Again nothing, but there's some Coors lite in the fridge. God I hate having to wait 2 more years before I can actually by hard alcohol for these nights.
>Watching
Nothing, don't have a TV
>Listening
Kanye's new track Real Friends
>Playing
I don't really like vidya much anymore desu
>Feeling
Like shit.

>>25601040
>>Eating
Mugshot, cup of pasta type thing
>>Drinking
Black coffee, water
>>Watching
Brooklyn nine nine season 2
>>Listening
Wavves
>>Playing
Gta: San Andreas
>>Feeling
Pretty good, been being healthy all of 2016 so far, lost some weight and lifting, also recently received good amount of money from grandparents

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>>25601040
Just ordered some pizza, watching last of the mohicans. Afterwards gonna play a little bit of fallout 4 until 4 or 5 am. Who said being lonely sucks?

>>25601040
>>Eating
Ate a burger earlier
>>Drinking
Drunk some kool-aid a little while ago
>>Watching
Nothing
>>Listening
Smashing Pumpkins - Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness for the first time
>>Playing
Nothing, but I'm thinking about turning on the PS4 and playing Uncharted 2 or Devil May Cry 4: Special Edition or turning my 3DS on and playing Mario Kart 7.
>>Feeling
Fucking down.

>>25601040
>A&W
>Cool blue Gatorade
>Flashpoint Paradox
>G.O.O.D Friday
>Arkham Knight
>suicidal

>>25601040
>Eating
Convinience store cup ramen
>Drinking
the broth and iced tea
>Watching
first episodes of the new anime season shows
>Listening
Polka is not dead - The dreadnoughts
>Playing
Since I'm watching stuff I'm just leaving a clicker heroes on
>Feeling
happy that a restaurant I like is reopening tomorrow after new years, and that I'm going there with friends

>>25601040
>eat
white pizza
>drink
creamline milk
>listen
sounds of my neighborhood
>play
FF8. I just beat the sorceress at Galbadia Garden
>feel
despondent

>Eating
I finished off some home made bibimbap
>Drinking
Big Red soda mixed with ice cream
>Watching
Dark Matter
>Listening
>Playing
With my cat
>Feeling
Meh

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>>25601040
>Eating
Nothing
>Drinking
Nothing
>Watching
Nothing
>Listen
Nothing
>Playing
Nothing
>Feeling
Empty

I'm watching Jessica Jones on netflix. Pretty decent so far. This lesbian love triangle is weird as fuck though.

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>Eating
Nothing
>Drinking
Water
>Watching
Sakurasou no Pet na Kanojo
>Listening
TwinSisterMoon - When Stars Glide Through Solid
>Playing
Nothing
>Feeling
Intense sadness towards everything that ever was and never will be

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>>25601040
>Eating
Cup of ramen (Nongshim Shin Cup) with sliced up hotdogs because I'm poor af
>Drinking
Half & half iced tea/lemonade
>Watching
Nothing
>Listening
Soggy Bottom Boys - Man of Constant Sorrow, Travis Scott - Antidote is up next in the playlist
>Playing
Nothing, might play some FONV later
>Feeling
Empty, lonely, suicidal

>Eating
grilled sandwich

>Drinking
kool-laid

>Watching
some friends play vidya games

>Listening
Original tracks Im trying to come up with a soundtrack for a video game

>Playing
Persona 4 arena

>Feeling
probably bad but i dont want to think about it, Im very lonely, i might be cancer

>>25607115
same over here